Breakaway - Stanley Gimble

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2:02All said, honey, how do I look at my monkey suit? His wife was sitting stiffly on the flowered couch that was still not theirs, completely. In her fingers she held a cigarette, burned down too far. She said, you look fine, Phil, you look just right. She managed a smile. Then she leaned forward and crushed the cigarette in the ash tray on a maple coffee table and took another from the pack. He came to her and touched his hands to her soft blonde hair, raising her face until she was looking into his eyes. You're the most beautiful girl I know. Did I ever tell you that? Yes, I think so. Yes, I'm sure you did. She said, finishing the ritual. Buttervoise broke and she turned her head away. Phil sat beside her and put his arm around her small shoulders. He had stopped smiling. Honey, look at me, he said.

3:03It isn't going to be bad. Honestly, it isn't. We know exactly how it will be. If anything could go wrong, they wouldn't be sending me. You know that. I told you that we've sent five unmanned ships up and everyone came back without a hitch. She turned, facing him. The roteur is starting in the corners of her wide brown eyes and she brushed them away with her hand. Phil, don't go. Please don't. Think it's in Sammy. Sammy doesn't have a wife. Can he go? They'd understand, Phil. Please. She was holding his arms tightly with her hands and the color had drained from her cheeks. Mary, you know I can't back out now. How could I? It's been three years. You know how much I've wanted to be the first man to go. Nothing would ever be right with me again if I didn't go. Please don't make it hard. He stopped talking and held her to him and stroked the back of her head.

4:03He could feel her shoulder shaking with quiet sobs. He released her and stood up. I've got to get started, Mary. Will you come to the field with me? Yes. I'll come to say goodbye. She paused and dropped her eyes. Phil, if you go, I won't be here when you get back. If you get back. I won't be here because I won't be the wife of a space pilot for the rest of my life. It isn't the kind of life I bargained for. No matter how much I love you, I just couldn't take that, Phil. I'm sorry. I guess I'm not the noble sort of wife. She finished and took another cigarette from the pack on the coffee table and put it to her lips. Her hand was trembling as she touched the lighter to the end of the cigarette and drew deeply. Phil stood watching her. The excitement completely gone from his eyes. I wish you had told me this a long time ago, Mary. Phil said. His voice was dry and low. I didn't know you felt this way about it.

5:05Yes, you did. I told you how I felt. I told you I could never be the wife of a space pilot. But I don't think I ever really believed it was possible. Not until this morning when you said tonight was the takeoff. It's so stupid to jeopardize everything we've got for a ridiculous dream. He sat down on the edge of the couch and took her hands between his. Mary listened to me. He said, it isn't a dream. It's real. There's nothing means anything more to me than you do. You know that. But no man ever had the chance to do what I'm going to do tonight. No man ever. If I backed out now for any reason I'd never be able to look at the sky again. I'd be through. She looked at him without seeing him, and there was nothing at all in her eyes. Let's go if you're still going, she finally said. They drove through the streets of the small town with its small bungalows, each alike. There were no trees and very little grass.

6:05It was a new town, a government built town, and it had no personality yet. It existed only because of the huge ship-standing poised in the take-off zone five miles away in the desert. Its future as a town rusted with the ship, and the town seemed to fill the uncertainty of its future, seemed ready to stop existing as a town, and to give itself back to the desert, if such was its destiny. Phil turned the car off the highway onto the rudded dirt road that led across the sand to the field where the ship waited. In the distance they could see the beams of the searchlights as they played across the take-off zone, and swept along the top of the high-wire fence, stretching out of sight to right and left. At the gate they were stocked by the guard. He read Phil's pass, shined his flashlight in their faces, and then saluted. "'Good luck, Colonel,' he said, and shook Phil's hand. "'Thanks, Sergeant. I'll be seeing you next week,' Phil said, and smiled.

7:07They drove between the rows of wooden buildings that lined the field, and he parked near the low-barbed fence, ringing the take-off zone. He turned off the ignition, and sat quietly for a moment, before lighting a cigarette. Then he looked at his wife. She was staring through the windshield at the rocket two hundred yards away. Its smooth, polished surface, gleamed in the spotlight glare, and it sloped up and up, until the eye lost the tip against the stars. His beautiful Mary, you've never seen her before, have you?' "'No, I've never seen her before,' she said. "'Hadn't you better go?' Her voice was strained, and she held her hands, closed tightly in her lap. Please go now, Phil,' she said. He leaned toward her, and touched her cheek. Then she was in his arms, her head buried against his shoulder. "'Goodbye, darling,' she said. "'Wish me luck, Mary,' he asked.

8:09"'Yes, good luck, Phil,' she said. He opened the corridor and got out. The noise of men and machines, scurrying around the ship, broke the spell of the rocket, waiting silently for flight. "'Mary,' I began, and then turned and strad toward the administration building without looking back. Inside the building it was like a locker room before the big game. The tensions stood alone, and each man had the same happy, excited look that Phil had worn earlier. When he came into the room, the noise and bustles stopped. They turned as one man toward him, and General Small came up to him, and took his hand. "'Hello, Phil. We were beginning to think you weren't coming. Y'all sets on?' "'Yes, sir. I'm all set,' I guess,' Phil said. "'I'd like you to meet the Secretary of Defense, Phil. He's over here by the radar.' As they crossed the room, familiar faces smiled, and each man shook his hand or touched his

9:13arm. He saw Sammy alone by the coffee-earned. Sammy waved to him, but he didn't smile. Phil wanted to talk to him, to say something, but there was nothing to be said now. Sammy's turn would come later.' "'Mr. Secretary,' the General said. This is Colonel Conover. He'll be the first man in history to see the other side of the moon.' Colonel, the Secretary of Defense. "'How do you do, sir? I'm very proud to meet you,' Phil said. "'On the contrary, Colonel, I'm very proud to meet you. I've been looking at that ship out there in Wondering. I almost wish I were a young man again. I'd like to be going. It's a thrilling thought. Man's first adventure into the universe. They're letting a new dawn of history, Colonel. It's a privilege few men have ever had, and those who have had it didn't realize it at the time. Good luck, and God be with you.' "'Thank you, sir. I'm aware of all you say.

10:13It frightens me a little. The General took Phil's arm, and they walked into the briefing room. There were chairs set up for the scientists and Air Force officers directly connected with the take-off. They were seated now in a semicircle in front of a huge chart of the solar system. Phil took his seat, and the last minute briefing began. It was a routine he knew by heart. He had gone over and over at a thousand times, and he only half listened now. He kept thinking of Mary outside, alone by the fence. The voice of the briefing officer was a dull hum in his ears. In orbit at 18,000 miles per hour, you will then accelerate for the breakaway to 24,900 miles per hour for five minutes, and then free coast for 116 hours until Phil asked a few questions about weather and solar conditions, and then the session was done.

11:13They rose and looked at each other, the same unanswered questions on each man's face. There were four smiles and hand shakes. They were ready now. Phil, the General said, and took him aside, sir. Phil, you...you feel alright, don't you son? Yes, sir. I feel fine. Why? Phil, I've spent nearly every day with you for three years. I know you better than I know myself in many ways, and I've studied the psychologist's reports on you carefully. Maybe it's just nervousness, Phil, but I think there's something wrong, is there? No, sir, there's nothing wrong, Phil said, but his voice didn't carry conviction. He reached for a cigarette. Phil, if there is anything, anything at all, you know what it might mean. You've got to be in the best mental and physical condition of your life tonight. You know better than any man here what that means to our success.

12:15I think there is something more than just natural apprehension wrong with you. Want to tell me? Outside the take-off zone crawled with men and machines at the base of the rocket. For ten hours, the final checkouts had been in progress, and now the men were checking again on their own time. The thing they had worked toward for six years was ready to happen, and each one felt that he was sending just a little bit of himself into the sky. On the ring of lights and moving men, on the edge of the field, Mary stood. Her hands moved slowly over the top of the fence, twisting the barbs of wire, but her eyes were on the ship. And then they were ready. A small group of excited men came out from the administration building and moved forward. The checkout crews climbed into their machine and drove back outside the take-off zone. And alone one man climbed the still ladder up the side of the rocket, ninety feet into the air.

13:15At the top he waved to the men on the ground, and then disappeared through a small port. Mary waved to him. Good-bye, she said to herself, but the words stuck tight in her throat. The small group at the base of the ship turned and walked back to the fence, and for an eternity the great ship stood alone, waiting. Then from deep inside a rumble came, increasing in volume to a gigantic roar that shook the earth and tore at the ears. Slowly the first manned rocket to the moon lifted up and up to the sky. For a long time after the rocket had become a tiny speck of light in the heavens, she stood holding her face in her hands and crying softly to herself. And then she felt the touch of a hand on her arm. She turned. Phil, oh Phil, she held tightly to him and repeated his name over and over. They wouldn't let me go, Mary, he said finally.

14:18The general would not let me go. She looked at him. His face was drawn tight, and there were tears on his cheeks. Thank God, she said, it doesn't matter darling, the only thing that matters is you didn't go. You're right, Mary, he said. His voice was low, so low she could hardly hear him. It doesn't matter, nothing matters now. He stood with his hands at his sides, watching her, and then turned away and walked toward the car. End of breakaway. Fire. Try them all only at McDonald's. Toyota's easy choice sales event is on. Whether you're looking for the performance of a camera, the versatility of her at four, the efficiency of a Corolla, or all electric driving in the BZ, there's a Toyota that's

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