SOME of us are just fools for DAYS

0:00You know how you, it's like have to experience and live and feel and see, to connect all the dots. It's kind of the idea of like you can read all about it, you can learn all about it, you can study it, you can go to schools for it, but until you actually experience it, it doesn't fully sink in, it doesn't fully integrate. I mean you can talk about it until you blow in the face. That's not even the point, I don't think that's the full point of this message. I mean it is about like dots connecting, right, like at fully clicking, fully integrating, fully actualizing. How can I? They showed a bunch of different examples of different people places, spaces and time that I've encountered. And it is always kind of like a puzzle, right, because you know, people places or things you had well forgotten, will come back into play years later when something else occurs and you're like, oh my god, that's what that meant then, you know, this kind of thing.

1:06And this is happening all the time for all of us. And it's all quite a comedy skit when you really step back and look at it all and how magical it really is. All these moving parts and they all just happen to. And it's well, it's really about energy very and where you're vibrating and what you're choosing. And some of it is orchestrated and well beyond our comprehension. And that's what makes it magical, right, like feel like magic, especially when it's obviously, when it's positive, it feels like that. It's good and exciting. How can I explain what they were showing? I'm going to see if I can just speak it in code and plainly at the same time. You know, like there's certain schools that over time I've shown the pattern of cranking out certain types of people, not on the surface level or intentionally.

2:08That's not why that school is in place as it is, but just happens at schools in place where it is and happens to be in a location where it is. We're also cranks out that kind of result unbeknownst to many. And it's also well known or accredited or this kind of thing. So it also attracts certain caliber. And it's all set up beautifully for exactly what it cranks out even though many people never knew that's the true intent behind. It's like the mask, right? It's like the laundering of instead of money, people. And you know, and this is happening all the time in all types of ways, but this is a good example of one of these ways. But then it also takes advantage of those as well, which is interesting because it is of a more educated caliber. So you wouldn't think they would be as easily manipulated and they are everybody is.

3:13There isn't anybody who isn't. It's just finding that weakness and where they're vulnerable, where they aren't truly loving and honoring themselves. That's why the best thing you could do for yourself always and forever is to get real and honest and true with yourself, which can be really challenging for people and decide where you really aren't loving yourself, where you're really not honoring yourself. That's where your weak spot is, so you need to work on your weak spot. Only you can. I can tell you all day long, you're wonderful, but it's irrelevant if your insides don't match that belief. You have to match those beliefs and you have to do that in a work to do it. And to believe it, to believe yourself, to know it, to be true. And anyway, so how can I say it? So they were taking these people who you would think were much smarter, wiser, but it's not always what it's about. Really, it's not about how wise or how smart you are. It is more about how much you love yourself and finding that balance of truly understanding what that means.

4:22I don't go so far into fear either of being afraid to live because you don't want to get taken up. You know what I'm saying? Like there's all these layers to it, but nonetheless, okay, trying to get there. Taking these people who we would think of as smart, wise, whatever, but they're still so naive and inexperienced in so many other areas of life. That's what makes them weak there and they don't realize it because their head is spilled with so much knowledge. And so they become like stunted emotionally. And then they're so smart that they can recognize when and where they're getting taken advantage of in other ways. And so then they dishonor themselves by also associating with much lower level in IQ people. And here's what it is. It's not like they're trying to engage with people with lesser IQ to feel superior.

5:23No, it's actually to feel safe in that they don't think they'll be manipulated by those people because those people aren't out to get them in the way that they've been gotten previously. And so they don't recognize that they're still being manipulated, but from a very different angle that they didn't feel like they ever had to be protected from previously. And so then it's just sad, right? Then it ends up being sad because they never really learned the true lesson of loving oneself because it's always a choice, right? So we're all always presented with all these lessons. And then we can get stuck in that paranoia or what was me or sad or embarrassed or shamed or guilt. Like we can get stuck in all those loops and traps because we're still identifying with past versions of ourselves.

6:25Where it's like, no, that was a past version that's no longer who you are. If you choose to drop it, leave it and move forward. Some people attempt to, and I'm going to try to explain what they're showing and I think I can understand and relate because I think we all can relate to some degree where they're showing some people attempt to do so. So I guess it's like drop that ego, drop that identity and move forward with good pure intent, with good intentions. So I think they're showing that, but I think it's like, okay, but so let me just finish the thought. So then what they're showing is then and then something it's like bad still happens, right? Or another scenario happens similar to the previous life, previous identity. And so then they revert back, going up, say, no, it's not true. And so to me, that isn't, it is moving ahead with pure intent, but it's not with full integration or wisdom, meaning they hadn't fully learned that lesson to actually move on to the next square.

7:28They just wanted to move on to the next square to move forward because we all want to and we want to believe that we've done the work and dropped the ego and that, that, that, that, that. But that's why we are, quote, test it. And again, it's not about in a malicious way. It's like, well, are you going to bust through that illusion and leave the identity behind? Or are you going to continually compare and contrast and say, well, this experience was just like before. So everybody's the same. It's not me, it's them. Well, that's still blaming outside oneself. And that's still dragging the past with you. And it's still choosing to them be sour and miserable. Right? Like, we can have experiences happen. And we can, it's really hard to explain what they're showing because they're using personal things. And so maybe they're trying to teach me, which always is the case. But it's the juggle and the balance. To me, it's always just trusting yourself. That's what it's got to boil down to. You got to love and honor and trust yourself. Period and a story.

8:33This is why people can come ago because you can love yourself so fully that you're always honoring you. That said, they're showing, you know, it's like you might have, it's like trusted the wrong person. It's like the boy who cried wolf. And then you finally like, right, never again, because clearly this is the boy who cried wolf. But the boy who cried wolf finally fucking needs help. And he's finally ready to drop the ego. And he's finally ready to come in. And yet then nobody ever believes something because you're like, well, you've played that song in dance so many times. I'm no longer the fool. What is it? You know, fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me. However, the saying goes and some of us are just fools for days. Like we're fools to, you know, fool me 412 million times. But that's a choice too, right? It's like you could look at that as the lesson of you can fool me every time. But I'm still going to open my heart to what I love, right? And so that's part of this lesson here, which I'm trying to spit out, which is clearly challenging for me.

9:37Where if that person comes in and you truly feel the energy shift and it's truly your heart's desire. You're not doing it out of pity. You're not doing it out of boredom. You're not doing it out of lack of options. You're not doing it out of, but you're truly honoring you. And you're like, no, my heart still wants this. I love this. This is, I'm excited to, you know, and if it fails tomorrow, well, it fails tomorrow, I had a great today. But you have to be okay with that, right? Like it really is the like zero expectations. And you have to be true with yourself. Are you going to be okay? Because some are not. And then then you're stuck in this cycle. You haven't learned and moved forward. And this is why it can be tricky from the visual or the outside. Other people could see that same scenario and think you're lying to yourself or lying to the other or deceiving, you know, who knows what? Who cares? You have to be in alignment with you. But then, and then I'm still not saying it as clearly as I'd like, but then it's a choice for you. In other words, that same scenario, the boy you cry to of comes in.

10:41But then you can choose to then always live in like, okay, I'm going to give him another shot. And it actually ends up working out, but it doesn't really because you're always living in a state of mistrust. And mistrust breeds mistrust. Some where you focus there, the more you're going to get that. And then, so then you're not listening and honoring yourself because then you're forever uncomfortable in your body. And you're always upset and you're always worried and fretting and looking over your shoulder. And what kind of fucking life is that to live? That's no way to live. So that boils down to what? You're not loving and honoring yourself and you're not being honest with yourself. You can't trust that person and you can't seem to mentally get over that. Or you mentally can get over it and you choose to drop all that shit and live in the present moment and honor you. And not have your focus on them, but have your focus on you and how it feels for you and loving you. Because then it doesn't matter if they leave tomorrow or not. It doesn't matter if there's, it's like, you just have to be honest with you.

11:42And that is hard for people because people are often looking to get. And when you're looking to get, it's really challenging to be honest with yourself. Because your ego will convince you to behave in said ways, to get, to get love, to get validation, to get money, to get stuff, to get, whatever it is, it's like you'll trick yourself, you're ego will lie to yourself, to get that. This is why you have to give it to yourself in all those ways that's loving and accepting yourself and being true and honest with yourself. Like, oh my god, I'm really deprived here, here and here. I need to figure out how to waste a fill that up so that I can come and move from an honest, pure state. Otherwise, you're lying to you and you're lying to them and it will always fail. It'll crumble and fall. That's the faulty foundation. It's built on lies. And so, I don't even know how this one started. That's been happening a lot again lately. That happens throughout time.

12:44If you've been listening, it happens down then, doesn't it? Where it's like, they'll start me off with a point in a purpose and they'll flow me into stories. And then I'll start to flow into other things and then all of a sudden, you know what it feels like? It almost feels like they slip out of my body and I'm like, what, why am I here? Why am I on here? I know I'm speaking. I have no idea about what. Thanks so much for tuning in and listening. You can now purchase an audio journey with me using the link below.