EP 65 - Nicole Frolick - Shadow work - Connecting with your Guides - Processing Downloads

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2:00Tonight we're joined by Nicole Fraulich. Actually, Nicole was recommended to us by a few people, so we decided to reach out and check out her channel, and she's doing some really interesting work. I'll go ahead and read her bio real quick just to give you guys an idea of what she does, and who she is. Nicole Fraulich is an inspirational speaker, intuitive life coach, host of the Enlightened Up podcast creator of self-transformative program, Alchemy, creator of her vulnerability series called Raw and Real, which I love, by the way. And the author of Inflexible Me, expanding past the inflexible barriers of the body, and soul. Sorry if I put you that a little bit. No problem. Good to be here. Yeah. So welcome to the show. How's it going over there? Yeah. It's good. It's good. I put out a post today that's kind of getting some resistance, which I'm all, I'm okay with. But it's always interesting.

3:01How are you guys doing with the social media? I think I've lost count of how many posts get fact checked on Facebook now, every single day. It's like, it's insane. It's like a million every day. Yeah. But yeah, obviously there's always resistance. There's always backlash. That's all part of this. We've talked about so many times. And that's all part of the process though. You just have to really learn how to take the punches. Can take you. Yeah. I agree. It's, I think we certainly didn't come here to be silent. So using the voice is an important tool in, and not just, not just standing up for your own self and your own empowerment, but also creating the reality we all want. Like this new earth, this 5D reality, 5D realities based on truth. If we're not speaking our truth, if we're not speaking from a place of truth, then we're kind of not contributing to that timeline.

4:02And so I just kind of want to do my part in contributing to the timeline. I'd like to see us all experience, at least me personally. And for me, speaking up a little bit every now and then as part of that. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. I mean, you all said, yeah. Absolutely. That's part of it. You know, we, you have to put yourself out there really. That's how we grow too, you know, to solve part of the, the transformational process. I just wanted to give you a chance before we get started. Just tell people about what you do, actually, for the people who might not know. And just like you're intuitive life coaching and, and in lighting that podcast in your book, you can run through it briefly. I know it's a lot. So. Yeah. I'm an intuitive life coach. I kind of have been doing it for decades, only because I started off as a massage therapist. And I realized, even my early 20s, I was giving people tons of life advice while they were on the table.

5:03And I realized it's just something I, people gravitated towards me to, for answers. And so I tried, I decided to kind of make it official. So I'm doing intuitive life coaching. I do tarot readings, which I love. Sometimes I've incorporated into my coaching. I have my balcony program, which is a subscription based program monthly. That people can join in. And I help through the group. Take everyone through all of the kind of alchemical processes we go through in this life to become like that higher version. It's about. We call it ascension. I like to call it desensions. It's about integrating the higher self into this current physical form so that we can become spirit and action. And all of the shadow work that has to happen in order for that to occur. So I have that kind of monthly program where I put out guided meditations every month and take everyone through kind of like a group coaching program.

6:03And then I have my book, inflexible me, which is just kind of like a journey of like my own journey of recognizing my own self worth and self love. And having to basically come to terms with how limited my mind was and how that stopped me from living the life that I wanted to live. And then of course my podcast and lighten up, which I started almost three years ago. We started off with three, then we went to four people. Now we're just down to me, which because everyone's just got these crazy lies, but I wanted to keep it going. And it's a lot of fun. And I love that I get to. I'm sure you guys appreciate it. I get to network with like minded people and just meet really cool people that help to expand your mind. And it's just it's been really cool. So doing the podcast just so I can kind of help people on their path and giving out whatever information I can that I've learned that I've found helpful and, you know, keep us all connected. Yeah. Yeah. I agree as far as being able to get to network with people that you otherwise would have never really had an opportunity to reach out to and have a meaningful conversation.

7:07It's really cool. It's a very, it's like my favorite part about during this really. It is. It was a blessing. I wasn't expecting. Exactly. Yes. It's all. And I like, I actually really love how you call it the D sentient process instead of a sentient which like you explain it is like your higher self descending into your physical body. Yeah. It's interesting. I've never really loved those. Well, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And that. And out of here, like to heaven or somewhere else, you know, fifth dimension is a place when actually it's just something that resonates with it's a frequency that you resonate with and you can interact with that frequency. If you're, if you're there. And so. To me, it's more about bringing in, it's like a, it's, it's why we're keep downloading information. It's like down you're downloading more of your higher self constantly through this and.

8:10In order for the higher self to come in, you have to get rid of all the heavy layers and that's all our shadow work. Yeah, and that's, that's, yeah, that shadow work is, that's what it's all about. That's definitely everybody's biggest obstacle. And the whole thing is realizing that you even have shadow work to do because that's, some people don't realize that, you know, you think everything might be okay. Yeah, it's, it's not something that people like to look at, it's very uncomfortable. And we're, we're very much creatures of habit. So we don't want to be uncomfortable. We don't want to look at the uglier sides of ourselves, the things that we're very judgmental of, the things we don't want other people to see. And so it takes a lot of courage and it takes a lot of persistence to, to really go in there and, and, and do a lot of shadow hunting, but the rewards, what, like, what is on the other side of all that once you start to do that shadow hunting.

9:12That the piece that comes in the increase in your own intuitive abilities that comes in your deeper connection to yourself, you find your deep, you have deeper connections with your friends, your family, you sort of attracting people who are more like minded. And so you start building a much more supportive network. Why? Because you're finally supporting yourself. It just has so many benefits to it, but it's uncomfortable in the beginning and it's scary. So you have to kind of move through that. Yeah, 100% very well said. And I loved what you said. I was listening to your, you on above duality with David. And you had mentioned, which I'm sure you've mentioned a lot in the past, but your body was your biggest coach. That's kind of what got you started. When you said that, it was like a high moment for me, because I'm like, wow, that's so true. Because any time I've ever made any progress in my journey is when I stopped and listened to what my body was telling me.

10:12And it was just something I kind of just threw through, through behind and just, you forget about it. So it's really, that's a, that's great advice. Actually, it's a good reminder. It is a good reminder. And it's so important because what was interesting, you know, the very thing that we always resist is usually the thing we need the most. And I resisted connecting with my body so much just because I just thought it was my vehicle here just to go and do things like, you know, like I didn't have a level of respect for it. I wasn't listening to what it's needs where I just kept demanding, demanding, like, it's very athletic growing up. I was always pushing myself, even in my, my, when I was massaging is very physically demanding job. And I just kept taking and taking. And then, you know, one day, like in my early 30s, when I was on that one year sabbatical. And I was in, I was doing yoga and meditation and in Costa Rica. I just realized, wow, I, I'm really treating my body like shit. Sorry, I hope I can swear.

11:18Oh, no, absolutely. But yeah, I was just totally treating my body with zero respect and not even giving it any sort of voice. And I realized that's ultimately how I was treating myself deep down. And then I started to see how that was reflected in a lot of my relationships and all that kind of stuff. And so when I started to finally listen to my body, I realized it was my greatest teacher. And it was the one, and the body was the one thing I hated. So isn't it interesting that the very thing I hated became my greatest teacher at this time. Yeah. And your body is talking to you every day. It reminds me of a sign felt, I can't, I can't help but to reference it. Cramer says on sign felt you can't argue with the body, Jerry, that's one argument you can't win. Yeah, it's so true.

12:20And if you just, even when you hold a piece of fruit or piece of food or whatever it is, your body, if you really pay attention, your body will tell you it's just good for me or is it not. And a lot of times we just have that whole process, that whole, that's all turned off. We just don't even use that ability. We just don't think about the stuff we're putting in our body. If you're into it, you can listen to it. In fact, no, this is not what you're brought in need. And that's actually what's what we're all being faced with at this current time with like, you know, the pandemic that's going on is that that is a result not tuning into the body and not trusting and listening to ourselves is the very programming that we're all having to undo right now. We're constantly looking to an authority outside of ourselves as opposed to listening to the authority within. And I'm seeing this so much of like with what's going on with the virus of everyone wants to like make everyone else responsible for their safety and everyone else responsible for their health.

13:24We have to undo so much programming that has disempowered us to put everything else outside of us as opposed to taking responsibility for our own sovereignty, our own health and well-being. And it's amazing to me how many people are so against that like wanting to be empowered by themselves like it's kind of blowing my mind a little bit. How are you guys seeing that? Well, you guys know, yeah, it's I've been noticing the same thing and it's I understand it because I know how I used to be and, you know, the world that we live in is, I mean, people are waking up, it's changing rapidly, but at the same time, it's still overwhelmingly. Everyone's giving their power away to outside authorities and no one wants to take responsibility for themselves and be a sovereign being, but luckily more and more people are, but but so many people are still, you know, whatever the authorities say is the truth and that's it.

14:32And then like they don't even it's not even a thought in their mind that like, oh, I'm actually the one responsible for me not anything outside. Well, and Justin Deschamps, we had him on the podcast and him and Neil Garb recently and he said something it's so easy for everyone to worry about what everyone else is doing. You know, we're that's what we're so worried about what everyone else is doing what this person saying they shouldn't be doing that they shouldn't be doing this, but what are you doing like why are we not worried about what we're doing. You know, we're all hypocrites. I don't care who you are or what you say at one point in our lives, we've all done something that we have accused other people of doing. Just the way it is, you know, maybe you don't. Yeah, yeah, it's very much there and and and Justin's right and I love Justin. He's got such a great mind. He's so good at like really putting across very clear and well thought out thoughts. Um, I heard something last week is that someone put out a quote, we don't have a global health care problem.

15:41We have a global self care problem. That's exactly what it is. Like no one's willing to take care of self or take responsibility and it's time that we started to shift that programming and really help one another to see how disempowered we've actually become. On one of your raw and real little clips or whatever you want to call them, which I really love. It's really nice to see somebody just living in that authenticity and putting it out there. But you mentioned that something that caught my attention is that one of the part of the program is you don't have to be nice to be liked. And that's a program that you had to conquer and I really. That's so true because that's that I grew up like that. I always wanted to be like everybody and you'd be nice because you want to be liked. But that's you don't have to be nice to be like.

16:43But then you're being fake. Exactly. Exactly. Exactly. You start being fake, but that's like you don't realize it. It's just autopilot you put yourself into. Yeah. I always worry about other people's needs and what they feel like versus what it feels like for you. Yeah. There's just this programming I'm never wanting to be in conflict with anyone, you know, never wanting to be the source of someone's discomfort or anything like that and realizing. Well, now that I'm a lot wiser and a lot more. Awakens to everything that's kind of going on. Discomfort is where we grow discomfort is where we learn. And so why prevent people from feeling uncomfortable. It's not that I'm going out of my way to make someone uncomfortable, but if me being me makes someone feel uncomfortable. That's a trigger for them to be looking at not for me. Like again, what you were saying before we just have to constantly be looking at our own stuff and it was really hard, you know, like really I really realizing how much I compromised.

17:52Who I am to fit what I thought other people needed me to be so that I could be light. And it just doesn't work out very well in the end. I just feel like you're kind of shriveling up and not really in bloom of like what your soul intended for this life. Yeah, yeah. Absolutely. That's so, yeah, so on point. So. Is Obama going to get arrested today? Good transition. Well, we can only hope. I don't know what's going on, you know, like it's so interesting. I try not to focus so much on the arrests because you lose sight of all the minute details that are happening to get you to that point and that kind of is like. That's kind of like how we operate in our life.

18:54You know, we're always looking at the goal, the big goal at the end of the thing. But what happens in between the start point and that goal is where all the magic is. And you know, and there's so many cool things that are happening and we meet focus so much on like say the rest happening. We're taking ourselves out of the present moment of enjoying all of the other stuff that's happening like the process of it all. This is being dragged out for a long time, which means there are a lot of people who are not sleeping well for a very long time. There were a lot of people who are very uncomfortable and in a very gosh state of state of anxiety to put it mildly. And that in itself is torture. That in itself is karma for the choices that these people have made.

19:54And so yes, it'll be a great day when those arrests happen. But I don't know about you guys. Do you do some of you feel like it might almost be anticlimactic because we've waited so long. Yeah, I actually I have. Yeah, it's like I agree with that. It's what happens is like well, that's for the people who've been think about Flynn. Like we're all like, yes, and then it just happened and out gone and like yeah. Well, that's for the people who've been following it. But I guess if you're not paying attention, you might not even know anything is going on either. I don't know. You're right. It is very anticlimactic, I guess when it comes down to it. Just like the UFO buzz that everyone should have been excited about, but we weren't. And it just goes back to this vision and this theory that keeps popping up is that this is all one gigantic show. And even down to like Trump and the press conferences and the people asking the questions and everything about everything that we're seeing.

20:56It's like it's all stage. Like the Alliance needs us distracted just as much as, you know, this as much as they need us on their side. Yeah, but you know, I feel like something's got to happen before the end of this year. I feel like something's going to go down. I just don't know who. It's really anyone's game to guess in that. With any luck by the time this airs on Thursday, Obama will be already arrested. Maybe. No, I will be in the comments like pop and bottles. Same. I think a ton's going to happen this year. I think, yeah. It just seems like we're getting, we're just getting so much to the point of like, how much farther can we keep going with this crazy? Like, you know, you see the deep state just on their last legs and trying to prolong this lockdown and trying to trying to do this vaccine agenda and everything else, all this insanity.

22:04And you're just like, how much longer are they going to be able to like keep dragging this out, you know, it just seems like it's going forever. Oh, they're, they're going to, they're going to take it for as long as they can. I mean, now they're, they're saying, um, Fauci's like saying, oh, but the children and there's like some like Kawasaki virus or something like some mystery virus that could. Yeah. The rarest case and I'm like, oh, now what? One rabbit being pulled out of the hat after another after another and I'm like, oh my gosh. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, just when it seems to be coming down, they have the next one right around the corner. Yeah. It's my point. So I actually had a point to make when I said it was all one big show and I kind of lost my train thought, but it's just, it's what I'm getting the impression that we don't need to be focused on dissecting every single thing that happens every move that's made every news story, every

23:06We're not supposed to be dissecting all that like that's part of the show and by us putting our energy into that we're all losing focus on what we need to be doing, which is working on ourselves and connecting with our neighbors and just whoever. And you even mentioned on, I don't remember what I was listening to, but social distancing. And yeah, it does like take us away from each other, but what does it do bring you closer to yourself. And then once you work it up, once you work on that eventually when you come out of this, you're going to project that growth onto other people. Therefore, drawing people closer to your relationships become more intimate and more real. There's a whole lesson to be learned like that's why I was getting at the whole point that this is a show we really shouldn't be throwing all of our energy into it. No, because once we start putting it outside of us, then we've completely lost the most, the most potent ammunition that we have, which is the transformation within us.

24:11We're all creators in this reality. We're all projecting into this hologram. So make sure that what you're projecting is of a frequency that resonates and kind of fulfills what it is that we're all kind of working towards or want or hopeful of seeing. And it kind of just goes back to the whole like hypocrisy thing that we were talking about before like we can't constantly be focusing on the inside of we're not willing to look in like how can we tell other people like start waking up, start looking at the truth. When we're kind of avoiding it sometimes we might use us to avoid our own truth right. I used to be like I started following you from the very first drop and I used to follow it religiously you know and in the last almost the last year I think you know when you went dark for a while. It kind of helped that was kind of good in a way because it let people take a break and not be so dependent on like you posting.

25:11And now I just kind of go in and I check in and cool and like you know fun you know whatever I'm not following it as closely as I was because of the very thing that we're talking about. It's like eyes on your own paper stay in control of yourself, which is the only thing you have control of and let everything else just happen as it is. It's kind of a little bit of that divine feminine energy of just surrendering but at the same time going within. Yeah absolutely well said like just focus on yourself focus on like bringing your own truth to light. If you want to see the truth revealed in the outside world focus on revealing the truth within you that need to come to light. If you want people to see the truth outside of you, you have to see the truth within you, which actually interestingly enough, would you guys want me to share with you some information I received about vision.

26:13So in one of my Akashik, I had an Akashik session last week and one of the topics that's come up in my alchemy group was people went was noticing that their vision started to go funny like temporary vision issues. Me personally I've been seeing a strong deterioration in my eyesight since last fall part of it, I know what it's attached to with my own healing journey, but part of it is is something else. And I was I got a download while I was in the Akashik records that part of us are collectively experiencing these visual disturbances, I guess you could call them because the collective is people are so unwilling to see the truth like the cognitive dissonance is so strong. That they're literally not willing to see what's right in front of their face, which is in a way like you're blocking your own eyes right you're blocking what you can actually see and so it's manifesting in us in some ways that we're experiencing that through a collective connection one of the other things that's also happening that I thought was really cool that I was told through guidance in the Akashik records was that

27:32the controllers the dark controllers know how much were attached to our computer screens that they're sending a frequency or some sort of distortion through the screens knowing like what were how much were attached to that to start fun and basically screwing with our eyesight and so that's another thing that's kind of like using the matrix against us. And then the other there was another thing that's also happening that's contributing to it and it's that we have to which kind of makes sense. We have to be so mindful of what we're willing to look at like are you watching war movies are you watching like what kind of content are you watching is it actually nutrient in surplus for your eyes or is it deficient. And when we think about it from a frequency level because we're starting to become when especially when you start to tune into higher frequencies and you become to you move through into you're starting to move through expression of more 5d your eyes are starting to adjust and that other stuff really starts to hurt.

28:46In ways that it didn't when you are more like a sleep so to everyone out there who's listening be so mindful of what you're watching what you're consuming through your eyes. We talk about like consume your mind like what information it's the same for the eyes it's the same for the mouth so I thought that was really interesting I don't know if you guys have heard any of that information before yourself. Oh yeah and it makes perfect sense because if you think about a kid when a kid watches a movie that has guns or shooting was the first thing they do in the movies over they get up with their friends of her brother sister in the grab their toy guns and run around and shoot everything you know because they just they're mimicking what they saw on the screen. Well that doesn't stop when you were a kid that you still carry that it still carries over into your adulthood and the same principles are can be you know placed here now what happens to you when you watch an action movie where there's a lot of violence subconsciously it's doing more than you might realize is yeah.

29:54And it lowers your lower energy yeah it's up yeah like you said subconsciously is it's a program you're always being programmed subconsciously by literally everything you're taking it everything you're watching listening to everything so it's very very important to be mindful of what you're taking it it's really that simple and be like is this something I want is this something that's going to be beneficial for me is this something like I want to actually be watching. Or listening to how do I feel when I watch listen that's the biggest indicator like to speak me feel worse or better yeah and also what was brought up you just remind me is the message that came through was for us to stop depending on our eyes to get all of our information and to use the supercomputer within us to access our own super computer through our third eye. And that the more we use our third eye it will soften the actual physical eyes and give them the rest they need it's not just about closing your eyes and going to sleep it's about actually turning on your ability to access our own super computer just something we've always had access to we've just forgotten through the millennia being humans.

31:11How to access and we've got to relearn that and so by trying to participate in actually trying to access it and having the eyes closed and allowing the third eye to open more that will actually give your eye your physical eyes some rest and heighten your own awareness and abilities. Yeah absolutely so you mentioned the acoustic records do you and you said you were tapped you tapped into them. I've tapped into my own acoustic records through meditation a few times sometimes though when I you know we all it's always good to have like a mentor or someone who's got more objectivity and not as involved as you to kind of give you a new perspective. So I have someone that I go to to have my Acasic readings done and that's where I was within an Acasic record session with her when this information came through interestingly enough some downloads came through me at the time so that was kind of cool but that that information came through that but I have access to Acasic records.

32:24So I started to learn and play with it and actually it was in one of those that I was introduced to my reptilian guide. That's I was an unbelievable segue because that's what I was going to ask about now you see we're already diving I already got tuned in. So yeah tell me about this I'm actually very fascinated because this idea that reptilians are all negative which is ludicrous it's ridiculous because that's saying humans are all bad. And you know just because like okay let's say the humans we we showed up on another planet but let's say the deep state showed up on another planet and took over they would just automatically think all humans are bad because that's all they knew of them. But there might be you know this is the same about reptilians. Like there could be a whole planet out there of these positive loving reptilians just because their deep state came here. Many different types of reptilians. Yeah exactly.

33:24Yeah. Maybe I don't understand. So I'm getting a message from from from my reptilian guide. Very very heart touched that we're talking about this right now very happy and just kind of like I see the softening of the heart happening. This reptilian is very compassionate and very heart centered and just very very sweet. And I've worked with this reptilian race like many many many many many many many many lifetimes ago I believe even before human lifetimes so that this reptilian guide is helping me to remember the truth of how everything the fall of everything and I haven't I'm just trying I'm just in the last couple of months I've been introduced to this guide so I'm trying to build a stronger connection and understand some of the knowledge and wisdom that I'm that I know he's trying to download into me.

34:31But there was there are definitely positive reptilians out there that are very heart centered and heart based and part of the I very powerful actually very very powerful beings and this is one of the reasons why there's been such a harsh narrative against reptilians to fear into the hearts of humans from preventing them from connecting with that power source. So it's all about really knowing that of course there's no race out there that is completely inherently evil or or or inherently pure and good. So it all to comes down to the individual and so I'm trying to access information wisdom through this guide to to share to share to anyone really like who will listen, but I'm just start still a little new with it.

35:34Yeah, that's the for actually that's one of the fewer times that I've gotten some some interaction from this guide recently so that's kind of cool. It's amazing and I'm glad that you're talking about this is something I think about a lot and I don't know if you're familiar with Barbara lamb. She's a regression therapist she she specifically regresses her hypnotizes abductees and she wrote a book called meet the hybrids and she actually had six of those hybrids after all these abductees. I realized some of these people were hybrids to a point where they have physical signs like their bones structure is different. I have organs in different places in their body that you know just or they have this very unique traits and characteristics. Well, one of them was a reptilian and she came forward on stage at one of Barbara's conferences and kind of spoke to the people and tried to relate this message.

36:36And like that we're not all bad you know and she was up in tears on stage like just grateful for the opportunity that she is even on this planet being able to talk about her home planet in a positive way and people in the audience accepting it was actually a really powerful moment. And every since that I've thought about this many times is and it's so interestingly here you might be the first person that I've heard say that they have a reptilian guide so. Also, I actually have a friend who has two reptilian bodyguards, aetheric bodyguards and they were basically captured and they converted to the light so just remember like this goes this isn't just a human evolution you know this is going across all races and there are a lot of races involved in this.

37:41Ascension decention process liberation of the planet there are a lot of races that have been here involved in this from the beginning times and there's conversions to the light happening across many different races. Yeah exactly it's it's so much grander than we can possibly perceive it's that's really where it comes down to. Yeah and just. Yeah the lady just going back to the hybrid really quick she said that how she even came to this planet was that she they kind of received like the universe wherever they speak like earth kind of went out of the distress call at one point. And like a lot of people were called in the action so she was kind of sent here as a walk in like in some kid and and so she grew up when she was just kind of placed here and she was totally didn't fit in and she actually had her name changed when she became an adult she had her name changed on her ID to her name from her own planet.

38:48And you know because you anybody can change her name which is the craziest thing for me. But it's just really interesting to hear if meet the hybrids is the book and there's all I'll even put the link in here if I can find it is an amazing amazing conference it's like three hours long but you get to hear from these hybrids personally and they show pictures of like what they look like and they're in their real form not just a human form is really cool. That's super cool yeah I love that yeah definitely so what about what else do I have here I kind of wanted to get into something also something that's been coming up recently is just creating abundance in your life and how people have to disconnect this has nothing to do with money and so many people are I see this coming up and people are trying to like. Make it in life and they're so worried about the future and making money and having the savings in this retirement that's that's not that that's not it creating abundance has nothing to do with money and I was wondering if you if you can touch on that.

39:59Yeah abundance comes down to it comes down to a couple things obviously it comes down to your own perception of self yourself worth yourself value. How were you it's important to go back into your earlier years as a child to really discover where you were devalued as a child where you are made to feel like you weren't enough. Because those are going to be super big keys for you and unlocking your abundance codes your abundance codes rest in the sacral chakra area and this is one of the reasons why also looking into how you interact with the sacred union of sex so we're programmed through porn a group porn pornography and and also very. Distorted versions of the union of two people coming together in love and physically and that's been purposely done to lock up our abundance codes one of the things that I discovered through my own journey is that I used to have a very distorted.

41:15I did a perception of sex and also value on sex and when I started to love myself more and really put a lot of time and effort into discovering who I am and more respect into who I am I started to watch that whole my whole energy with how I relate to sex shift and the reason I'm talking about sex is because it has to do with the lower chakra centers our second shockers heavily heavily. Contributing to our to our manifestation abilities and a lot of trauma happens through sex whether it's just through the visual stimulation of pornography whether it's through abuse whether you're an adult a child just trauma like in a relationship that didn't feel good whatever it was all of that starts to lock up your abundance code so. Going in and really starting to reevaluate your relationship with the intimate intimacy and how your intimate with yourself your intimate with a partner and then also how does that connect to the sacred divine is really important also looking into self value and self worth will help you unlock.

42:32How you create abundance in your life which could be money that's one energy of it it could be relationships like having an abundance of great friendships or abundance of very supportive family relationships maybe you just live in a really nurturing home environment maybe your health is really good like there's so many different ways of creating abundance and it can come in different forms. But a lot of it has to deal with that I've got a video on on my channel about unlocking the abundance codes and how the matrix was used to lock them up through sex so that's kind of my take on on abundance and how important it is for us to really that's why the shadow work so important you know you really unlock your abundance through going in through a lot of those deeper traumatic shadows. And it's also about discovering your self worth and really trying to understand why you're here on this planet what you're what you're supposed to be doing and turning into that will also help is this is a pose to just working regular.

43:45Job getting paid $10 an hour or whatever you know that's not why you came to this planet so really understanding why you're here and understanding what your self worth is really can help manifest that abundance I think as well. Yeah and there's nothing wrong with wanting to have money or wanting to have a really successful job if that's if it's coming from a place of happiness and servitude to the betterment of all there's no reason why you can't have that. But there's the blocks are so different you know like we've got it you've really got to go into what's blocking that and understanding that there's something deeper of importance that needs to be discovered before any of that really starts to flow properly. Yeah yeah absolutely and something I noticed that's been kind of coming up to is dreams you know we all interpret dreams all the time but it seems lately you know Aaron tells me every morning is like dude I had a crazy dream last night but I have no idea I forgot it all.

44:49Never remember I've been having some really profound vivid dreams and I know there's messages there and I think that that's something we also be paying attention to more and it's something that always comes up all time right your dreams on pay attention to your dreams we've heard it forever. But it's always good to have that reminder I think because that can really steer I mean that can change your whole day if you wake up and write down your dream and you're thinking about this dream. There might be a media message right there. You know what happened I took in the beginning of April I felt very strongly guided to take two days of complete digital detox right like just to basically go dark for two days and it basically I disconnected from my computer my phone TV like everything. If it was coming up on a screen I did not engage with it at all like when I turn my phone completely off for two for two I had an airplane mode just so I could use listen to my meditation music for my meditations but other than that like I didn't interact and I was astonished at how much dream recall I had in the mornings from not being bombarded from all of these different like distractions whether they're whether they're energy distractions like in a sense of internet.

46:16Frequency distractions or just like people like messaging you and it was it blew my mind guys like I had I woke up and I started going memory recall like ten dreams deep like remembering it like it was this everlasting movie and I I'd never had dreamer call it that before. And so I think for some of us to to kind of disconnect and and when I mean disconnect I mean like really go dark where it's just you one it gives you the opportunity to really figure out like how deep your connection is to source but also it helps uncover stuff you've been avoiding by being distracted by all these other stuff because I started like on my first day I felt like I was in bliss. But on my second day started to get irritated and I'm like why am I so irritated today yesterday felt like I was on a paradise island you know and and today I just I'm so irritated with everything like and something was trying to come up and and been trying to come up I think for a while but because I hadn't given myself the opportunity to let it surface.

47:25And it finally revealed itself to me two days later and I had a big meltdown which was fine it was good because I needed to come out but it's like oh wow that was hidden didn't know that but going back to dreams. The dreams are super important right now not for you just to write them down and understand them but because you're doing your mission work through the dream state. You're working in alternate timelines with through your consciousness as remember there's no time in space when we're using just our consciousness vehicle you know the macabre and you're going into other timelines and cleaning them up and doing the work while you're sleeping. So there is a lot of that kind of kicking into gear as things kick into gear here in this timeline. Also I was told that the part of the reason why this is happening as well is because of the social distancing and that people haven't been able to interact with the world in the way they would with their mission work.

48:25And so they're being given the opportunity to do it through the dream state and this is one of the ways you be bypass the dark controllers of trying to keep us from doing our work. Wow nice yeah that makes a lot of sense yeah and I totally agree with that as far as doing work and I asked and the dream state you know we are all working I think and I think sometimes you wake up and you just feel like you didn't even sleep you just feel be like I wonder sometimes if that was just because we were so active that night. But I want to go back to you talking about that digital detox couple days away from that stuff I was told. I see that I was seeing this raky healer before all this started now we can't see anybody yet but I was getting the message through her that I need to do this detox and step away from all the information because I'm receiving these downloads but I'm not allowing myself any time to process them.

49:26And by by staying distracted and always constantly in all of it and it was like it was like oh wow you're right I'm not like I was on a go constantly had to know everything and be on top of everything so by taking that time you're not just so you're not just doing what you said but you're allowing time for those downloads because what will happen is you'll be asked a question about something and all of a sudden you'll have these answers. I don't even know where the information came from as that's because you've processed that download and you know more than you realize you just have to give yourself time to understand that. So my reptilian guy just came in and was kind of like leaning over the shoulder just kind of like really listening to what you were saying is very happy to hear like you talking about this because a collective message for everyone is. One is a lot of us are getting these downloads but we're not able to process them and the messages are really trying to come in your guys are trying to connect with you and they really want you to receive all of the messages that they're giving and we need to take some time out to to do this to have the processing.

50:48I want to meet this guy very active right now this is so new but he's feeling very comfortable right now just to be here and just really excited that we're even talking about it. Well that's validation to me for what I was just saying that's really interesting that's really interesting and somebody who somebody is tuning in for this to this for the first time and never heard of our channel. What is this girl talking. Yeah. Now easy. Not some would be the least of my worries of being called at this point. That's exactly exactly. Well that's that's that's really awesome that's so cool that he's present. Do you know do you have a name for him or not yet I haven't received the name I'm going to work on that. It's more of just like I I can feel the frequency right now I'm starting to like pick up on the energy signature.

51:51That's interesting then what do you actually feel when he's present. I just keep getting pulled into his heart the heart is where I just keep getting pulled into I keep seeing more than anything like just this radiant radiant energy coming from the heart chakra. That's fascinating actually I don't think everybody's at a level with where they can just pick up on when their guy is staying right next to him. I know a lot of people are. But that's something I wish I knew that you know and sometimes I have people say oh there's something standing behind you right now like there is. I used to be the exact same way it's only been in the last I want to say year to two years that I'm starting to pick up on it I'm forcing myself to really listen and pay attention and tune in and. It's a muscle that we have to figure out how to work ourselves because there's no one here to teach it to us it's it's a remembrance more than anything.

52:51You know it's not even so much we need to learn it we just need to remember it so we need to keep using it over to build the recall. Yeah oh man I say that all the time about remembrance like half of the information I've come across on this journey I think is stuff I already knew it just kind of activated again. This is like another great catalyst for an activation period like we're all kind of like this is a good chance for all of us to activate ourselves with everything inside this way you need to be flipped on is the perfect time to tap into that. Absolutely yeah time to tune in everyone can do this everyone can tune into you know just start paying attention to the energies if you hear just even a couple of telepathic words or phrases like just start listening to them take them like don't dismiss anything you've got to start taking it in it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong in the beginning. Like there is no right or wrong you just start letting that stuff come in sure it's the only way it's the only way to build it.

53:55So you want to tell us a little about a little bit about your podcast and some stuff you have going on right now yeah. So on the podcast is called enlighten up it's on YouTube but it's also on like iTunes Spotify we use the anchor app actually do you guys use the anchor app. No I've heard I just heard of it recently actually. Okay it's so awesome because you can actually like make money on it and it's free really and also what I tried to like get my my listeners to do but no one's done yet is they also have a voicemail button on the anchor app the people can leave a voicemail message and you can play it on the show. Which I thought was kind of cool so i've been basically it's it's on all all areas and i'm kind of coming up to three years this June i can't believe i've been doing it for three years but it kind of just started off as like me and a couple friends wanting to share our journey of like the spiritual journey and all the different things that we come across and.

55:05Really allowing ourselves to go fringe but we originally had a skeptic on the show which helped kind of balance things out you know like that you know and yang and. Always open minded skeptic I should say and it was good for some laughs every now and then you know and then we brought in another skeptic and one of the skeptics had to leave to focus on a business venture and then. It was just the three of us and then both lease and Brian my last two co-host had to leave because of. Again business stuff and so I decided to keep it on because like with you guys I just keep I love I love meeting all these new people and put a note more information because i'm learning just as much as everyone else in the audience is learning and. it's also really have you guys found this with your podcast. That it's empowering your ability to use your voice more and speak your thoughts more clearly than before you started the podcast oh yeah absolutely 100% sure yeah.

56:11I mean I was it was scared just starting this thing was scary like I was actually sick to my stomach the first time we released our first episode. Both of us yeah because I was there you know I don't even know why it was just it was just foreign uncharted territory. And but now it's so I feel so much more relaxed I still. stumble over words and shit whenever sometimes but it's all part of it you know yeah yeah so for me it's been a great opportunity to strengthen the vocal aspects of throat chakra. Because I used to be someone who didn't communicate at all and. I mean my my job when I started off as a massage therapist i'm so I'm the one listening to everyone talk and i'm just doing my physical work and. So I never actually got to speak a lot and I was very insecure about. conveying what was in my mind verbally and it never sounded the way is how I had it in my head and I just thought a while i'm just an idiot you know I really used to think I was an idiot.

57:18And of course you know going through a lot of cell compassion and then they're just trying to put myself out there and it started to grow and. So i'm very thankful for the podcast it's it's blessed me with a lot of gifts in in that regard and that's every Tuesday night now at nine p.m. Eastern five 6 p.m. Pacific. I release a new episode on Tuesday night on the YouTube channel and in the iTunes so it's fun. Yeah make everybody make sure you tune into it so you can just find it on what is the name of the actual YouTube channel is it. it's um i so I have two channels have my podcast just called the in light nut podcast and then I have my own YouTube channel which is my name Nicole frolic. So I put a lot more of my personal stuff on there and all my interviews pretty much go on me in light nut podcast. Okay cool yeah cool yeah and I know what you mean about going back to how you were talking about being insecure. About speaking just you know speaking your truth speaking what you know to be true or just something that you learn I was very nervous the reason I was sick because.

58:29When I would talk about this to my old group of friends I would they would laugh at me and actually make fun of me really and they didn't realize it there were being as hurtful as they were. And it really like it was like I thought these people were my friends and here they are like I was like opening up my heart telling guys listen I this is something I just discovered. And they're like come on man you're smarter than that blah blah so it really put me in a place where I was afraid to talk about it at all so doing this was just like almost like. Like conquering a fear you know so it's it's really been a transformative journey definitely. Yeah at some point you just kind of got to. Throw all the caution to the wind and let what people say what they want to say and at the end of the day those people their comments say a lot more about who they are than what the comments say about you and. It's it's it's it's part of the journey of I try to look at it as at the them as teachers of giving us opportunities to have strong resolve and to face the face the fear anyway and to move through that fear and and to be like.

59:46Frontline people on this mission work that we're doing and it's always hard to be some of the first people out of the gate talking about this stuff because of the ridicule. That's just the way the human mind has been trained you know to like you got to be in pack mentality and you know like you got to be with the majority versus the minority in order to be accepted and. But. You know at the end of the day the more you okay this is what this is what's so beautiful and I hope anyone who's listening to this who's having trouble with this like anchors into this. The more you speak your truth out the more you get to attract the people's ears perk up who actually are into what you're talking about like oh there's one of my people oh there's one of my people and all of a sudden like you get this. You know everyone starts congregating to war and you have you have like this whole new like friend group and like social media group following you now you've got all the support and. They would have never happened had you not spoke in your voice and let it out there so while they're going to be people who hear it and think you're crazy there's going to be other people are like and we like oh another one of me think goodness i'm not alone.

1:00:57yeah exactly yeah this is absolutely what's happened about us I think that's I mean we came together like it's like probably around the time when you were. Disconnecting from old friends yeah is where we read that yeah. And it's a sacrifice like yeah for what you give up that old lifestyle and those old friends and everything for that sacrifice for what you give up like what you get in return is so much fun yeah yeah like I I had to quit my last band because I got attacked over. My beliefs and things I was into oh yeah and like at first like I would talk about like ETS and you have post up a little bit once a while and they would kind of like they either make fun of me or or give their like logical skeptical. Oh this is what you know UFOs or actually this or that whole thing and I was just like oh yeah cool but like you know I thought there were my friends like Tyler said like I I thought they were real friends and I I liked being in the band and but I realized it wasn't they weren't actually there were really real relationships it was just more of like I was come I was just used to being around them and I had fun playing the band and that was that was the extent of it really there was really no deep.

1:02:24Connection at all and then when when I started getting attacked and and start getting yeah a lot of a lot of tension between us I realized I well at that point luckily I started making friends in this community and people that I actually connected with and then I was also playing in that band and I was like I'm not getting anything anymore out of this like this is so I was like why am I still and then I just had to quit and separate myself entirely because it was just it was like holding me down I could like do it with holding like my vibration down completely yeah well it's and you mentioned like they're giving me the skeptic answer which I wanted to go back to like you said you had skeptics on your podcast which I didn't mind it skeptics yeah I give you props for that because sometimes it can keep you in the lower it can keep the conversation from going somewhere where it could really blossom into something beautiful so it but it's nice to have that under to create that balance I think it is.

1:03:24It's important but yeah I'm not saying cut everyone out of your life here here's the thing though what was really cool about like for instance Michael who was the first my one of my first co-hosts with Lisa the three of us Michael was a really good is a really good he is a really good friend of mine and you know we have he one day you just came up to visit me here in Denver and we're sitting at the bar and I just sort of talking about Reptilios. And all the kind of stuff and he's just like okay a little worried and at the same time I'm deeply fascinated you're entertaining the shit out of me and he's like you know I don't know I'm on board a little bit but you're giving me a lot of entertainment and he was so good about not making me feel like an idiot you know like really supportive even though he's like well I don't know about that he was really not into chemtrails and that's some other stuff and I was also okay like I don't need someone to jump on the bandwagon with my beliefs just no just let me know that I get to be me and support me and then I'll in return support you you don't believe in chemtrails okay I'll support you like that's cool like we don't have to do we don't have to do this like we're we're becoming one belief system because and that's how we're friends like that's what we've got to like stop right we've got to we've got to embrace individuality we've got to embrace the fact that we all think differently and

1:04:54you know he was just so great at that and so you know he would come on he was a total newbie to a lot of this stuff but he was totally open to it and I think some people who are really into this stuff kind of took it the wrong way and thought all this guy is just so uneducated or whatever and I was like no I'm trying to like there are people out there who maybe want to learn about this stuff but they're not really sure they could be someone's husband someone's wife someone's sister someone's brother and they're like needing like a soft entry into this and they need to know there's someone else like questioning the very same things they're questioning and that's why it's good to have like a mix of that and it's important to like you know let skepticism be there it's healthy we should always be questioning everything I'm always always always otherwise we're not learning and essentially like today Venus goes retrograde in Gemini and that's what it's all about you know it's about us returning to the values of learning like we're a newbie like learning like we're in like first grade again you know and that's what this whole energy is kind of coming in with the Venus retrograde which is kind of what drop in there

1:06:05well yeah and I loved your video on the May you do you do so you draw cards also and you did the May energies and that was really you're talking about how the divine masculine is coming forward again that was that was really interesting I like that yeah there is a major rise of divine masculine this month that doesn't just mean in the men that means in the women too like all of us have to really bring our divine masculine energies up to the top to meet the divine feminine energies that a lot of us have been working on we need the action we need the clear direction we need the focus we need the structure we need the protective aspect you know like the ability to finally take action on all the wonderful wisdoms that we've gained through the abstract interactions that we've had and that's what's really needed and right now to complete this phase of liberation on the planet beautiful beautiful yes yeah well I guess we can end it on that positive message right and wrap things up and yeah just thank you come for coming on this has been awesome and yeah I mean I think we touched on a lot of really interesting stuff today obviously your reptilian friend

1:07:24thank you for joining us exactly if anybody out there is watching us actually see something behind there please comment yes yeah but you know he knows some people have that ability to see other things like that yeah that would be cool yeah yeah so anyway this has been incredible for everyone listening and I will be a camp disclosure in Asheville North Carolina it's a conference disclosure conference August August 27th or 31st will be there with the journey to truth experiences lounge we're going to be doing some really cool stuff giving away some cool stuff just hanging out going to be playing music during all kinds of fun stuff so we'll have the link below if you want to go get yourself a ticket and come hang out with us it's going to be a great time we're definitely looking forward to it so well you guys are awesome you'd totally be fun to hang out with and thanks so much for having me on your show yeah absolutely thank you so much for coming on you're amazing yeah

1:08:34all right thanks for listening everybody good night and we will see you next week