Analysis Of An Epstein Victim Journal PART 1

0:00I'm the richest princess in the whole wide world. I own everything, everything's mine because my daddy was a war criminal. What's that? A problem with your e-b-t card? Oh, who me? How? Yeah, it's not exactly my e-b-t card. My friend loaned me her so that I could buy baby formula. And also, you know, it's more important for the blisters on my heels because my shoes don't really fit very well and I'm on my feet all day. Jail! Yeah, you're right. Can I at least clock out of my job at the AI Slop Factory if I don't get charged with time theft? I'll allow it, but you have to give me more money.

1:01I don't have any money. Exactly. The world is apparently run by people who don't need to follow laws. Or even a basic morality code. We are being lied to by the top tier of our government every single day. There is no way to sugarcoat that. Not little lies, unfathomable lies. Did Epstein traffic these young women too besides himself? himself. There is no credible information. None. If there were, I would bring the case yesterday that he trafficked to other individuals for the information that we have. And the files. In the case file. Okay. In the most recent Epstein file release, a curious journal was revealed via photocopy. The victim's name has not been released for her safety, but it is believed that the author of this journal is the same Jane Doe currently suing Leon Black, the former CEO of Apollo Management and Friend of Epstein. There are at minimum 55 separate individuals named in this one piece of evidence. The release of the Epstein files is nothing less than psychological warfare on all of us.

2:06Humans are not meant to take on this level of horror and then be expected to go to work in pay taxes as normal, while being blatantly lied to by the leaders of this country. To try to discern the truth is impossible, which is the point. Admits the chaotic and unpredictable release of half-redacted Epstein files, we are all looking in 20 directions trying to keep up with the cacophony of information presented to us. So much of what is being shared is so unbelievably horrific that it's hard to even begin to process what we're reading. Even with the limited information we're being permitted to see, it's abundantly clear that the people who are being the most protected are the predators. This journal that we're covering today was released in the 3 million page dump in January, and was quickly pulled off the internet. I know it feels overwhelming to have to consume some of what we're going to discuss today, but we owe it to this child to read through this journal. It might go without saying, but please take caution while watching this video.

3:11There are mentions of sexual assault, violence, forced births, forced abortions, trafficking, sort of just like all of it. I don't know, it's all every trigger I can even think of. It is of the utmost importance to look critically at these many files through a lens of skepticism. The internet is maybe getting a bit carried away looking for symbolism in every word that comes out. This is the challenge when facing magical thinking that result in things like the satanic panic and QAnon. At the end of it all, it is a disservice to the victims. Reading codes in every word is doing the work of the op, literally, quite literally. Remember that we have strong evidence. Strong evidence that Steve Bannon was directly connected to the spreading of QAnon, which is, for example, where the word pizza came in place with the whole pizza gate thing. And then we had a pizza party last night, and we had to be like, we're ordering pizza, the actual cheese pizza.

4:14I know. Not children to the house. Are you hungry? You don't get to take pizza away from me. I have a pizza necklace, and I'm like, I can't wear this now. It's important, remember? Steve Bannon is friends with these guys who are being criminally looked at right now. And his plan was quite literally to spread disinformation. Also remember that many of Epstein's emails, files, and correspondences will be about mundane things. It's just the way it is. Even people who are doing horrendous things have to also make plans about dinner and stuff. And it's not necessarily, at least at this point, we have no evidence that it's cannibalism. We need to work towards credible leads, and then we can kind of go backwards and sort of, if there are codes and stuff happening, then we can kind of work that out. But trying to make words mean other words is not helpful. It's not only not helpful, it kind of taints the evidence.

5:14When we talk about devil worshipping and cannibalism, and this can be detrimental to the victims. Because at this point, again, there's no credible evidence of that beyond looking for symbols and signs, which can then translate to, well, if this isn't real, then a none of it must be real, which is the entire problem with things like the satanic panic. Also, everyone mentioned is innocent until proven guilty. However, what is revealed in this kid's journal should be the smoking gun in this entire mess. There are over 50 people implicated in her writings, which are written in a simple zigzag cipher. And yet we're being told there is no evidence or no cold conspirators. And because of that, when we look at these journal that came again from the Epstein Drop, there's only a couple options with regards to this journal, this series, this book, whatever you want to call it. One is that this is completely fabricated by somebody who wrote, pretending to be writing in the early 2000s, but actually wrote it in the early 2020s.

6:16I so far cannot understand how that could be possible. It doesn't make a lot of sense. And with what I have learned so far, I can't make that happen in my mind. The fact that people are named who are not publicly known until some of them not even until the last six months. Some of them until last month. Yeah. I could be proven wrong and I want to be clear on that that this could be proven to be fake. But at this point, I don't believe that. And we should always be trying to disprove the things we believe that sign. That's the sign of a method, right? You don't want to just go with something because you want to believe it and you want to hate these people. I do hate them. But let's actually like, you know, get them on things that they have definitely done. Okay, so that is all to say. One option is that this is all fabricated in somebody wrote in 2019. I don't think that that's the case. Two, this person wrote this in the early 2000s, but was lying.

7:18Again, this doesn't really make any sense. Like, how would this kid know in 2001, before the internet really took off, the names of these people who were found have been connected to Jeffrey years later? How could they have known so many details that turned out to be true? Yeah, it doesn't make any sense. And then three, the other option is that this is real. In that case, there is no reason why this wouldn't have been investigated. It is deeply upsetting what is described in these journal entries. And this is going to be a really hard read, but we would like to hold your hand through this and walk you through everything that's in these journals. And quite frankly, little bits and pieces keep getting found, which were initially online and immediately pulled off by the government. So I am probably missing pages, even though I've extensively worked on this. So without further ado, let's go into, start into these pages.

8:20Okay. So again, these are photocopies of a journal that was submitted apparently by the Jane Doe herself. She's currently suing Leon Black. And we have to probably have an entire extra episode about their case and what's going on because it is very complex and very upsetting. As well goes deep, all the way to hell. So we have this picture here, 16. Old enough to drive too young to go anywhere fun. And we don't really know who this is from, but it's kind of placed in her journal. And this is basically happening between the years when she's 15 years old until about 20, I think. Yeah, some of these pictures aren't necessarily her in a basement. It's just like, I'm 16, as a 16-year-old, like a normal 16-year-old thing. And while I don't want to get too far into it today, when we talk about Leon Black and this Jane Doe at length, the basic gist of her story is that she was trafficked from a cheerleading camp over, as she was groomed over a couple years and eventually introduced to Jeffrey and Galene,

9:20who then she was trafficked out from. So this is where we're going to start reading into her pages. She does a lot of collaging, which is very similar to a lot of things Teenage Girls do. I used to do that. And so they're pretty dark. So we have here her repeating the word funeral in clips from a magazine. Watches and weeps lays to rest. There's a reason. Okay. That's all clips from a magazine. We now are introduced to this cipher. It's a zigzag cipher. If you know what you're looking for, it's actually not difficult. You just have to know what you're looking at. And then you can read it. Yeah. That my mom lied about Mr. Glickman all the time. She lied about work trips about Michigan and about clear water. Now he's dead and I'm being sent to live with her friend back and forth for how long. So this is her referencing one of many, many people we are going to hear about in these pages.

10:20I have compiled them into a spreadsheet, which I will we can place here. And you can pause if you want to read through these or come back and reference them. So Mr. Glickman is somebody we don't really know who that is. It's possible there's there's two Glickmans in Epstein's trove of information. We don't know if it's them. So we can't really say too much on this person. Her mom is referenced repeatedly as someone who knew what was going on and seemed to be benefiting either through money or I don't know. Just steam. Whatever. The next page is it's just a picture of almost looking like somebody's laying on the ground and looking up through a big long high trees. And there's no commentary on it. It's just like from a magazine looks like. Then we have some stuff she puts in here different messages and notes from people. We don't know who the people are who these notes are from. It's a Valentine's Day card and it seems like a peer of hers writing to say that they like her.

11:21It doesn't necessarily correlate with anything else. It's just something that she was submitted with the rest of it. Is that another normal 16 year old thing to do? Yeah. Another note. Honestly, this writing looks like the same as the one above it. I don't know if this is her. I don't know what this means. This doesn't necessarily have to do with anything with Epstein. It's it's signed Mike M.I.K.E. There are things redacted in this little handwritten note. But now we're going back to more of the cipher slash magazine article connections. So the magazine article clips say you're kidding and then there's a cipher. Went to a party at this huge house to meet this man named Mr. Robert and his pretty wife Jill. Same exact British lady from Clearwater was there. She talked to me all night. She wants me to come to her house in Florida so I can learn new things to get away from Mary. So why is this lady at this party? This kid. Get out of here.

12:23Yeah. So we again don't have dates on most of these pages. But we do know that by the dates that are on a few things, including this one that we are just looking at this note from M.I.K.E. Mike, that's dated as October 16, 2001. It seems like most of these journal entries come from somewhere between 99 and 2004 if I'm not mistaken. So this appears to be her referencing the point where she has already been groomed by the first woman. And I do believe that the British lady that she's talking about from Clearwater might be when she met Gillane. There is some mention in other court documents that she met Gillane at this man's house. Mr. Robert and his pretty wife, Gill, are actually Joseph E. Robert and his wife, Gill, who Joseph E. Robert is deceased at this point. He died in 2011, I believe. And he is a philanthropist and also like a real estate guy, just a very, very wealthy person married to a model woman who is still alive as far as I know.

13:36Not saying they did anything, but that's who she is referencing. Also, how would you know who this is? I know. You're just some kid. No, for sure. I don't know. It wouldn't make a lot of sense if this was just a made up story, right? But this is apparently where she potentially met Gillane the first time after already being groomed by another woman. Here's another collage mixed with her cypher. The collage says on her own, an old lady and a young lady, the little girl lost. And then says, you always think you're prepared for everything and you think you have the knowledge of what's coming ahead. Diana at Prince Charles High, Grove Estate in 1986, told the BBC Panorama in 1995. This is all clippings from early 2000 magazines. And then this cypher goes, No one can prepare you for this shit. I am so fucking lost. Why did Mr. Colgan agree to this? Jeffrey treats me like I'm special property. And when I need Gillane, she is working and Mary is just as batshit crazy as my mom.

14:41Joe Gibbs is so nice, but Dance Knighter is a pig, a red-skinned hog at. The other girls, well, some are nice, but three, I hate Alice in fucking Wonderland for them. So, yeah, again, how would you know who Dance Knighter is? So, I don't know who that is. Knighter is actually a former owner of the redskins. And that's where they call him the red-skinned hog at? Yes. So, in this note, she mentions multiple people. Then Mary, I believe, is the woman who was originally trafficking her. That's at least what I'm taking away from these references. She has a lot of fear and anger towards Mary when she talks about her. Joe Gibbs is also a football guy, former football coach, an auto-racing team owner. So, yes, mentions of Joe Gibbs, Dance Knighter. They're kind of sinister, whatever they were discussing it seems like. So, next page, she has clipped out the way she was. Does it matter? Try it, feel it, memory.

15:41And then in her cipher, she writes, What is this stuff? What is that feeling? And to me, I don't know what that means, but to me, that feels, that sounds like she's saying she was dropped. Memory, what is this stuff? What is this feeling? I don't know what that is, reference to, but that's the first thing I thought of. Because it's right next to that big clip that says memory next to it. Here's more. This is all stuff from magazines from this time period. There are clippings of a Game Boy. Things that say red light, open your eyes. Oh, the Game Boy has panties on. Yeah, and I think that it's like, it was supposed to be like a little tongue-in-cheek ad, but it made her think of something more sinister maybe. It says under the Game Boy in the collage from the magazine. Even if you can fill out the sexiest polka dot bikini, you'll turn more heads with Wario Land 3 and your Game Boy color. Guys, dig Wario. And if you hang with him, they'll dig you. And that could also just be that Sheila wanted the game or something.

16:45Clipping that says, why are there so many questions, quiet? There are a lot of things to think about. Just very unhappy sounding. Lost. And then, yes. So she has clipped the big lost under there to connect it to some of her cipher. There were moments of humor. But now, I think it may be so lost. Is this normal? So she's kind of writing notes around these clippings she's putting in here. So the clipping says moments of humor, compassion, and more. There were moments of humor, compassion, and warmth. As though she, as she mentions later on, she says, Gleanie was nice to her at first. I mean, that's how you get traffic, isn't that? It's just get in the van. It's more like, oh my god, come to my party. You're so beautiful. You're so talented. Let me teach you things. Right. Oh, your mom and dad aren't around. That's crazy. Or your mom. Your mom's will take money out. Yeah. I do think that might have been the case. So I think I may be so lost. Is this normal? She's just talking about being confused, I think.

17:47Here's a big, there's multiple clippings of ballet dancers and ballet. I'm not sure if that's just something she found pretty. I thought a thousand concerts ago, not very relaxed, strictly confidential, or all magazine clippings. Then we come to some pages that are just scribbles, and she submitted them for some reason. I don't know if there was some meaning behind them, but it just looks like somebody scribbling really hard on a paper with a bunch of colored pencils. There's another one of those. I don't know if there's writing under them, or what this is supposed to signify. We come to another page. It is her writing and not a cipher, and just complete with more magazine clippings. I always felt so very detached from everyone else. I knew I was going somewhere different, that I was in the wrong shell, fueled by a father's love, computer technology, the sister, Magellan, Y Vienna. She writes, she's always in charge. She writes, no understanding,

18:47and then, and a big clippings of seeker of soul, she's cross out seeker, and it says stealer. Yeah, so then the next page, it is a picture from a magazine that says you only get 365 of these a year, and then there's something that says, imagine making the most of every single one, and then something that says eternity. I no longer have 365, I have none. It goes to anyone but me, and I am tired. People you think are good or bad, like the CEOs who pretend. This is probably in reference to what we'll talk about with AOL in a minute, but she's essentially saying, my days are no longer mine, and they don't belong to me anymore. Here's another page of a bunch of collage from magazines that say ladies man, terrible guy with a gift for giving girls, in a world of wealth and privilege. This is about power control and the special roles to fulfill. She's doing it sort of in that ransom style

19:48where she's pulling words from different articles. Your voice has no power, tragic childhood, and no matter where you are, nothing gives you the power to be heard, no voice tracker. Now she has inserted several Sylvia Plath poems into this journal, which you may be unsurprised to know are usually pretty dark. Sylvia Plath is mostly writing about pretty dark things and so she includes them. And in some of them, like this one, which is a poem called Stop Dead, she puts the cipher of the name Leon Black at the top, and then she is underlined certain words in this poem. Birth, cry, fatso, millionaire. It's violent, a goddamn baby screaming. There's always a bloody baby. You were seven chins, still as a ham. Love this, she's just dogging on this guy. She does quite a bit. I mean, I feel like it's the only power she feels like she has in this world. There's a huge redacted section.

20:48I don't know if this is one of the sonograms. There are some that aren't redacted. It says heartbreak over it. Heartbreak, it says. Perfect front. Protected from. Protected from. Protected from the little girl lost, dot, dot, dot me. And then right next to that, it says, I am so, so sorry I keep failing. So this is in relation to childbirth, which she claims multiple times in this book. And that's what I think is redacted is probably a picture of a baby of some sort. So she's saying she's failing this child. We go the next page. The collage says travel to another state, New York. And then she writes, walk down Madison Avenue to 71st, which is of course where his home would have been. And then here's a long cipher. Walk down Madison Avenue to 71st Street. My mother has lost her fucking mind. Even though Gisleyne said it was best to take me home

21:48because Mr. Black is so important for some reason over my health, there is going to be hell to pay. I ruin their trip and I am dramatic when that fat fuck bit me. He threw me on the floor and blood all over a Jeffrey's carpet and I am the issue. Who the fuck bites someone? Sick. No one is that important and Leon can go fuck himself. I hate New York. So also several people have said that Leon Black can bit them. Other people? How would you just sort of make that up? Yeah. And we'll go a little bit more into that when we talk about Leon Black and Jane Doe. But yes, there have been multiple women who have claimed that he bites. Leon Black is not. He is a lot of accusations, including stuff to do with Russia and also financial things. He's got some stuff going on. Those catchy guys. A little bit. But then under the cipher on this page she has clipped collages

22:49saying I was crying out for help, helpless, evil and pain, hate raging, really sick. You should call 911 tears of rage or all things that she clipped out of magazines. This here is Leon Black. He is very connected to Epstein as well as our current president. His son is in a role. His son, Leon Black. Son is Benjamin Black, an American investor and chief executive officer to the U.S. International Development Finance Corporation, DFC. So that is Leon Black. That we were just talking about his son. But Leon Black is the one who is noted in this journal many times by this Jane Doe. This is also him with his wife. And I don't know if I'm just looking too deeply into it. But every time I see pictures of her eyes and really creeped out, there's something just like missing there. I don't know. Her husband is accused of a lot of really messed up things. We move on to the next page, clippings. It seems like one is from an actual Christmas card that somebody sent to Jane Doe, wishing you all the joy and peace of this Christmas season.

23:51And then collages right next to it. But it doesn't stop there. It never stops. Is there a way to break free? There is. Take your tablets. That's how I survived. Which I assume is a drug reference. Smile. It was an incredible exceptional outstanding performance for a child. Nothing gets remembered. Got it. And anyone stop it from the start. That's, she's just drugged. It does sound like it. Or maybe she's saying, because Virginia mentioned, Virginia Dufreya has mentioned that she started just taking the pills to cope with everything. This is too much to handle. And they were just around and available. There was a lot of doctors implicated in these files to, you know, do and doctor feel good stuff. Why didn't anyone stop it from the start from the personal, violent, heart-breaking tragic nightmare. You had either to sink or swim and you had to learn that very fast. So that was all stuff she'd clip from magazines down here.

24:51We have another collage slash cipher. And this one is starting to talk a little bit about what she references quite a bit in these journals, which is about impregnation by apparently Jeffrey and maybe others. So this one is clips of a baby's feet with clips that say concern every day, a sea of grief. This is birth control. Remember, you know our names, bet. And then something is redacted. And then she has two little sections of cipher on this page. The top one says, I am so very sorry, little one. Next to the picture of baby feet. And then underneath is the longer one. What are these bets? And why do I have to take photos? I am so lost. Mr. Moody. Mr. Robert. Mr. Sand. Mr. Ludwig. Mr. Tsecheki. We have no idea how to pronounce these. Mr. Mora. Mr. Godlate. Mr. Atkins. Are not who they say.

25:52Run, run, run. So a lot of the people named in this section are not identifiable right off the bat. It could have been nicknames for people. Yes. And there's also some speculation, some people trying to decipher these. It could definitely be nicknames. Some people think that maybe Mr. Moody is referenced some mere Moody, which is dispelred M-O-D-I. Again, she might have just not known how to spell people's names. But that is a person who's associated with Epstein. He's an Indian businessman. That is a complete speculation. He has not been charged with anything. We have Mr. Robert, which could be Joseph E. Robert, who we mentioned earlier, who was the one who had the party where she met Galein. Could be that person. Could be a different Mr. Robert. Mr. Sant is not identified. There is, however, Epstein is corresponding regularly with somebody who uses the name Sant. That email is completely erased. But you can see that the person's name is Sant. It's also the name of a restaurant company that Epstein frequents.

26:53That's in New York and Florida. So it's just like a black page with Sant? Yes. So his email is completely... It's not even a black bar. It is gone. But you can still see the name. And then if you look here, and I included in the spreadsheet, if you want to reference that, if you're watching, he... This is one of the emails that is in email that email files from Sant to Jeffrey. I miss you, too, but no girls. So I'm not sure whether you will want to meet me. So that's interesting. So somebody who could be Mr. Sant wrote that to Jeffrey and his emails. So I wonder if Sant doesn't have any girls or he doesn't want any girls. Who knows? I think it's saying maybe Jeffrey said, I miss you or miss you, buddy, or whatever. And he said, I miss you, too, but I don't have girls. Almost like... Like it's cash? I mean, I think it's more like... Maybe they hang out when Mr. Sant can bring him girls. I don't know. Who knows? Mr. Ludwig is not identified.

27:57Although there is a regular correspondence with the doctor Ludwig with Jeffrey, that is a woman, however. So I don't know if that is any relation. Mr. Checky or however you say that name. Is the name of a New York City restaurant? There's no other immediate connections that are easy to find. Mr. Morra is not identified, but he... There is somebody who communicates with an Epstein communicates in his emails, named Oscar Morra. And I'm again only speculating he is not in charge with anything, but that is a flower designer. So I don't know if that is the same person. Mr. Goodlott or Lates or Goodlotte, who I don't know who knows how to pronounce that, that was Bob Goodlott, Goodlate, former Virginia State representative. We are going to see a lot of Bill Clinton era Democrats being named. Just so we're all clear. Name them all. Name them all. And then Mr. Atkins, again, don't know who that is. There is a UK lawyer named Atkins in the emails, but that could just be a coincidence.

28:57That's not that very uncommon of a last name. So those people have not been identified other than the Bob Goodlott one, who is in the picture here. It could just be the restaurant they all like to go to. When I worked in New York and corporate, it was pretty well off people. They would have their restaurants that they would go to with their certain clients. But she seems to... Well, she's insinuating a miss to me what I'm reading into this. Saying all of these people, these men are not who they say, almost as if they act nice on the surface, but then they don't care that she's being hurt. So I don't know if Mr. Tetchy Checky could be a reference to somebody from the restaurant. I don't know. Again, we are just speculating completely. So next page is a bunch of clippings. One more. You can't tell who knew a story of a different America. It's bad to be little. It's something that she has clipped out. A weekly indulgence day and night. No protection. Only comfort from G.

29:58All convenience assuming Gillian is comfort. She does make points repeatedly that at first Gillian was very nice to her. And then she changed at some point. Ambassador, people come to your party for two reasons. One because they like you, the other because they like to touch one child. The child is underlined. Again, this is clippings put together. Okay, now this is one that we really need to kind of just highlight here. Let's take a deep breath altogether. One, two, breathe in. And then breathe out. All right, so it's going to get pretty bad. Yeah, so first of the top we have a clipping of a picture of a Harvard sweatshirt and then a clipping of a picture of a New York stamp, a ballerina. And then there is a big section of cipher. So let's just read the top part of it. Thank God my parents picked me up. For being a Rockefeller at that plane, Mr. Dana had sent me on with scary.

31:01Both he and Larry Summers are fucking disgusting. Hope no relation to Tracy. So I don't know who Tracy is. I think that could just be somebody she knows, but the rest of that. What she writes is Mr. Dana, the plane that she was on with Mr. Dana was scary. Not turbulence, but men abusing her on the plane. Or just the, because she's referencing that for being a Rockefeller, she might mean that it was like clunky, it's gross. I think she is talking about Dana Chasen. That would be my guess, but that is completely a guess, because that is a Rockefeller air. But that person is also a Clinton associate. So, you know, again, these misters with the names after could also be first names. So Mr. Dana is possibly speculating Dana Chasen. He worked with Clinton. And she is saying that he and Larry Summers, who is again, implicated many times with Epstein,

32:05also connected to Clinton. She calls both of them disgusting. This is his picture here. Then we have another section. What a very jolly and amusing and attractive 16-year-old she was. Great fun and bouncy. Great fun and bouncy. That is a magazine clip. Underneath that magazine clip, it is another clip. This is Charles 32, Courts His Teen Queen. And this is obviously from... I think somebody had even found it. It's a vanity fair article about the royal family. She is talking about King Charles, who was Prince at the time. And there is a quote from the magazine, talking about his 16-year-old girlfriend, I guess, who was great fun, because it was hell in the 2000s. And that seems like a normal thing to put in a magazine, I guess. And so then she ciphers next to this magazine clipping. I guess it's a royal thing. Gross. Andrew is like his brother in this way.

33:05She should not brag because that was Yucky. So, okay, so for that month, she's basically saying in the cipher that Charles and Andrew both have a taste for teen minor girls and that she must have had a run in with Andrew. When she says gross, Yucky, things like that, a lot of times she's referencing, I think, sexual... sexual assault. Then at the very bottom of this page, she has clipped a piece of information that's like a little corner thing from a magazine somewhere that is quoting Ivana Trump. And the magazine clip says, entrepreneur, she wants asked me how I handled the press during my divorce. Ivana said, you came out of your divorce with dignity and pride. That's how I would like to come out of mine. Because Ivana talking about her divorce from Donald Trump, the girl, Jane Doe, writes in her cipher next to this, does this lady know you can't have any dignity if you've been with him? I know I have none, only Skittles.

34:06So, what do you think that means? Because my takeaway is that she's saying the man that Ivana was with who she's divorcing, she was also with him. I don't know what the Skittles means, I think that happened, it could be... Maybe he just gave her some Skittles and gave her candy? Yeah, I mean, I don't know, but I think that there's a lot of weight on that him just saying, a thing that should have probably been looked into. I'm sorry, this is just infuriating to me. I don't understand this. When you hear, like, Hashbethel talking in that way, I just blatantly like to us. I don't know, but then they're lying, but then someone like other reporters come on, they're like, well, they're 16, that's adult. So I'm like, what is it? Oh, yeah, trying to justify the things that didn't happen. It sounds like you're all a bunch of snakes. Everybody in this whole department. Don't even do that to snakes. Snakes are great.

35:06Yeah, so this is another clipping from magazine. I mean, with the context, the subtext of it, I should say it is very creepy, but it's a little girl pouring tea to stuffed animals. It says good taste above it. I don't know what this is a picture of specifically. It's another collage, the next page. It says, we understand to grow up again strong and stable takes a really, really long time. It's essentially just the clipping about growing up, I guess. And then underneath it is a pamphlet from colonial Williamsburg, like something you'd get if you were going there on a trip. The next page is a picture of two orangutans. I think that's what those are. But there's two redacted things. It looks like there's, she might have written names. I think she probably did. She calls a lot of the men she interacted with, pigs and animals and stuff. So I imagine this is naming names. I feel like this needs to, this needs to click. I don't understand what, tell me to my face. This entire thing of just, oh man. It's crazy. It's so fucking mad just now.

36:06It's crazy. Obviously being ripped over and over and over again. And the people that are saying like, nah. If you say, what is this? They'll say, the Dow's great. Fuck you. Or they'll shrug. Or they'll roll their eyes. Or they'll like straight up laugh. Like how it let Nick dead. Who has been proven to be a liar. I found another itinerary in 2014 that mentions Elon going to Epstein's Island. And I haven't heard anybody talk about that. But I found another document. Right. This is getting really heavy. And I'm feeling like I might need a minute to catch my breath. Yeah. We'll just do, we'll do two parts. Let's make this a two-parter. This is, yeah. I know it's a lot to digest. So we're going to stop here and we're going to bring the rest of this back in a part two.

37:10Yeah.