Aliens & Angels: September 6th, 2026 – Karen Holton

0:00Karen Holden TV presents the Aliens and Angels podcast. Meet Experiancers, Contactees, AbducTs, ET Human Hybrids, and more weird paranormal states of reality. Hi everybody, welcome back to the Aliens and Angels podcast. If you're tuning in for the very first time, my name is Karen Holden. I'm an Experiancer, a talk show host, an author, and I do all kinds of cool stuff. And today I'm happy to cover some interesting information from my first book called Transdimensional Meet the New Neighbors. And today I want you to enjoy a deep dive into how ET uses telepathy in a non-human environment and then share my real life experience of when I

1:02attended a telepathic concert, sorry, I attended a telepathic concert aboard the big ship. And if you haven't done so already, I encourage you to pick up your copy of Transdimensional Meet the New Neighbors. It's available from Amazon worldwide. And all of the links are featured below in the description. And I'm encouraging everybody to come join us in the live chat to share your questions in your comments. And I want to thank you in advance for liking, commenting, subscribing, and please do share my content with your friends. And I'm happy to announce that YouTube channel memberships are now available. So you can receive my perks and help to support my channel. So yeah, let's take a look into the live chat. Of course, we have our wonderful moderator, Denise,

2:03hi Denise, how you doing? So nice to see you. She's put some of the links in the live chat. Of course, there'll be feature below in the description as well. And here is the link for my book that we're going to be considering today. And this is my second book, if you're interested. The purpose of my second book is it doesn't offer a lot of information because I'm not super familiar with the grays and their culture, I guess cultures. But I put together some information from some really well-known contactees. I've got Preston Dennett, I've got Philip and Ronald Pencella, I've got, oh my gosh, I'm sorry, my mind just went blank. But I have seven different experiences talking a little bit about what they know. And then of course, I have

3:08a whole raft of amazing AI-generated images that are very close to what the different various variations of the grays look like. And the reason is to help to reduce your fear, because a lot of people, including me in the beginning, my knee jerk reaction was fear because they don't look exactly like us. And so this book is wonderful. You can go through it with your children, go through it yourself, share it within your community to help you to reduce the fear by just getting an idea or get used to what other humanoids may indeed look like. And I think that would go a long way. And also, oops, I got a sneeze. Excuse me. Also, when we leave fear and we enter the realm of love, it is very difficult to manipulate us. We don't fall for propaganda. We can see through the

4:10fallacies and we can make more rational decisions. So that's why I wrote my second book. I want to thank everybody for your very generous donations. You helped the channel to keep running. Denise has put another option in the live chat. And it's again, it's below. It's the by me a coffee.com app and backslash, Karen, hold in TV. And so if you want another way to donate, that would be wonderful. I can sure use your help to be honest. I'm not a rich woman and it's touching. Go every month, whether I'll be able to keep producing my shows. But I do enjoy it. My regular attendees enjoy it. I get a lot of positive feedback. So I definitely want to keep doing this. Denise also says, welcome in everyone. Please say hi, hit the like button, share out, and subscribe. And she's also said, please consider becoming a member. It's only $2.99 a month.

5:17And again, as I've mentioned, it really helps me a lot. Thank you so much for being here, Denise. And for being my moderator, you're awesome. I appreciate you so very, very much. You're in my thoughts, and you're in my prayers. Oh, we've got Rodney in the house today. Hi, Rodney. So lovely to have you back. So people are still coming in. I know noon mountain time is 11 a.m. Pacific. And it's early for some people that are on the west coast. But I was trying to fit my podcast into a space where there wasn't already six or seven different podcasts covering similar subjects. So that's how we landed at this present time. Okay, so today I am going to read from my book, for those of you who have already picked up your copy, Transdimensional, Meet the New Neighbors. Thank you, Denise.

6:24She says you're welcome. Awesome. Oh, God, I love being part of this community. So nice. So nice. And so refreshing. Oh, my God. Yeah, it really is a very refreshing community. Those of you who are not able to come to the live chat, I appreciate you as well. But if you ever get a chance to come join the live chat, I think you really be surprised at how kind everybody is. Yeah. So today we're going to talk about telepathy and telepathy in a nonhuman environment. So you hear people talking about how they have had ET contact. Generally, they are contacted here in the three-dimensional on earth. And the feedback I've gotten from other experiencers, contactees and abductees is that the great aliens, reptilians and various, I don't know, populations that are here,

7:28that they actually use English and they're able to project that right into the minds of the experiencer. Well, or Spanish or whatever country, you know, the contact is happening in. But have you ever wondered when they're not around humans? Or in my case, what I'm going to read today, as far as I know, I was the only human from earth aboard the big ship. It's kind of a little bit different, quite a lot different than the way you've had it described here. Let's see. Oh, Heidi's here. Let's see. Oh, I want to say hi to Heidi. Heidi says, stopping in to show some love on the way to the hospital, been asleep since Thursday, not feeling well at all. Oh, Heidi, our thoughts on our prayers are with you. I hope you get better super, super fast. And that's not fun to be sick. That's for sure.

8:31We've got Phoenix in the house. Hi, Phoenix. Phoenix is also one of my wonderful moderators. She says, good morning, friends. And it looks like we're off to a good start with lots of love in our community. So as I was saying, I'm going to be reading from my book. I'm going to start on page 100. For those of you who have your books and you want to follow along, please do. And I'm going to talk about my experiences with telepathy with extra terrestrials. So on page 100, chapter seven, life on the big ship and subtitled a different, a different life. It was difficult at first to learn to stop talking. Generally, everybody knows what everybody else is sort of surface thinking. As I soon discovered, words are merely restricted sets of symbols that hold us back by containing our thoughts into limited, programmed concepts. Upon further

9:40reflection, I discovered that the languages spoken or written here on earth are specific sets of symbols that lock us into into deficient ways of thinking and perceiving. Words are part of the construct and they keep us contained within the artificial earth matrix. So just to illustrate that, you know, how do we talk about things that we don't have concepts for? How do we talk about things that we don't have language for? And there's some languages like ancient Greek that have, it's so complex and so rich. And the words had so many different meanings depending on context, but English is extremely limited. There are lots of words like in French or in Spanish or, you know, the romance languages, Islamic languages that we don't even have translations for in English. So it gives us very different realities and very different experiences that basically speaking,

10:43which as most of you will recognize can be a huge source of misunderstanding. Wow. I mean, as an autistic person, I say things and they're taken completely different on a regular basis. And I have to learn to not take that personally. And so people just imagine as best they can, what they think you're meaning, but actually what you're meaning might be quite different. And again, it's kind of like language divides us. It certainly divides us into our national states. I could go on and on, but let's just say, to look at these such an incredibly superior way to communicate, as you will see. I'm going on to read, speaking not only gets in the way of effective communication, but it also takes away from the peacefulness of the environment. Some beings are offended by the way

11:43we speak with mouth movements, the showing of the teeth, saliva production, etc. Some of them are very tidy around the mouth. And we come across to scary or even threatening when we speak with spoken words. Also, when we vocalize, we emote very intensely as we are perceived by the others. It is offensive to most off-world beings in the same way as being screamed at is offensive to us. As I mentioned previously, telepathy is the universal language. And I, like everybody else who arrives from a speaking world, needs to learn it as soon as possible. So now I'm going to get into what the actual training was like and cover some of the four different levels of telepathy training that I experienced aboard the big ship. Okay, I'm just going to quickly check in with a live chat

12:51before I read the next section. And let's have a look. Okay, fearlessly, Phoenixing says Karen, LOL, my biggest is not just how I say things. It's being the info dumper. Ha ha ha. Yeah, a lot of people don't want to hear the truth. Or other truths or other perspectives, they just can't handle it. So I don't know what to say about that. Humans, we've no one way to go. So let's get started. Okay, I have a little bit of chat in the live chat, which is perfectly okay. I am so glad that you guys have all becoming friends. And somebody in the chat's having a better health issue. And everyone's being super supportive. Awesome. God, I love you guys. You're awesome. I don't know what to say. And my best

13:55wishes, you know, to everybody who's having health challenges. It's real damper on life, hey? Okay, so training and telepathic communication. I made use of a virtual reality device that looks like a narrow plastic headband with a small, with small flat circular buds that rested on my temples. As described elsewhere, this band only circled the back and sides of my head and terminated at my temples. It did not cover my forehead. And after I put it on, I would get into a comfortable position upon my bed. I usually sat cross-legged or lay flat upon my back and then express the intention of learning to communicate telepathically. The big ship's memory always remembered where I had left off the day before or what I now needed to learn more of before moving on. So for those of you

14:59haven't read the book, the big ship is alive. It is telepathic. And so this little device I was wearing just helped me to like an interface to connect better with the big ship's consciousness. And then the big ship would generate the lessons or anything that I was, you know, in contact about. In part two, chapter six called orientation, I previously shared with you the basic level of training. Here I will share with you the next three levels of training needed to become proficient in telepathy. Level two is the intermediate training which involves the internal visuals of moving objects and gave me the opportunity to learn to share my thoughts and imaginings with all members of a group as well as to keep my thoughts and imaginings to myself. This is called shielding

15:59and it serves as an essential internal boundary. So I didn't actually read the basic or first level, but what it involved is I'd get comfortable on my bed. You got to understand that virtual reality, it's not like you got big goggles on, it's mind to mind. And so it is so real, it's exactly like the real lived experience. So I always like to be planted on my bed, you know, kind of cross-legged or laying on my back, depending because then I know I'm not going to go anywhere when I'm responding to whatever this stimulation is. And the first level that I I didn't actually read because it's in the orientation section, it was very basic. So I would lie down, I would express the intention of wanting to learn telepathy and then the big ship would provide,

17:00would showed up in my mind's eye or in my imagination in my own mind, a very simple shape, like a circle, a triangle, a square. And I would then hold that image. So it was almost like receiving it and holding it within my mind's eye for three seconds, then six seconds, and then nine seconds without letting any other thoughts come in, just looking within my mind's eye at the object. And then the second part of it is where I have the illusion of being in a room with other beings. And then I had to practice thinking without sharing very difficult and that leads to what I call shielding. Oh, I guess I don't have this section at the book. Well, you'll have to pick the book, it's a great read. So shielding is also something that is part of the culture and the manner

18:08that beings conduct themselves aboard the big ship. So can you imagine if we all shared all of our consciousness with each other all the time, it'd be a big mess, it'd be confusing, you wouldn't know what you're supposed to be paying attention to or what was meant for someone else, like it would be pretty confusing. And so we have to learn shielding, which is to keep a kind of a barrier, a mental conscious barrier up that prevents all of our ambient thoughts from leaking out and going to everybody else. And that's just kind of how you show good manners and express love towards each other. Then you also learn how to share your imaginings or your telepathic communication, maybe with just one or two beings amongst a room full of beings, or you may want to project to the whole group. So it really takes a lot, a lot of practice. I'm not kidding, I'm not going to

19:11do that. This is not something I picked up easily. I mean, I could have had an implant that would have facilitated the whole thing, but I didn't want it, I wanted to learn how to receive and project telepathy, you know, in and on human environment. So the other thing, I'm not sure if I'll get into it here, I can't remember where I put what within my book. I remember what I wrote, of course, because it's based on my real life experience. But the other part that I don't think I mentioned so far is that telepathy is never in language. So I never received communications in English, which is my primary language. Never. It's a whole combination of things that we learn to read. So instead of recognizing words and spelling and letters, we're recognizing body sensations. So that would include short kind of like video clips that run in your mind's eye through your imagination, the portal

20:13of your imagination. It can include body sensations. It can include gesturing and facial expressions. It can include symbols. So it's like a whole combination. And for me, it was a whole body sensation. And then I learned to read it, sort of read it and pick it up. And I could sort of tell where it's coming from by the way that it manifests within my body. So I hope that's a bit clearer. Reading from page 101, as with the basic training, the goal was to keep the provided images in my imagination for three seconds, then six seconds, and later for nine seconds while having no other thoughts, emotions or feelings about the image. This is harder than it sounds since here on Earth, we are used to having our minds wander and we seem to imbue meaning into everything. Each time I

21:16was successful, I was rewarded with what felt like a warm virtual hug, which I enjoyed very much. Just like in the basic program through trial and error and the pleasing reward system, I learned how to receive and project simple three dimensional images. Now in level two, the intermediate training, simple three dimensional images were provided in the beginning from my experiences here on Earth, but in later days, they included objects that I discovered while aboard the big ship. At first, these objects were stationary and simply presented a sphere, a cube, a pyramid, but later they took on more complexity. And later yet, they were presented as objects from my everyday life, a bouncing basketball, a spoon filled with jam, the building of a house, the

22:16growth of a flower, my cat grooming herself, etc. As I progressed, I was given even more complicated moving images, a woman and a man with a child walking through a forest or a garden or a busy city, etc. And finally, I was also given even more complex images or items found in my everyday ET environment. So this was how I learned language, another completely different communication style, which is still kind of a language. Each lesson began this way, which was followed by the second part of each lesson. I saw in my mind's eye the visual image of a room with a few more other beings also present. The goal now was to keep the images that appeared in my imagination private and not share them

23:19with the other beings in the room. This was very difficult for me. Early on, I found it easiest to receive images and messages. And with some concentration, I was able to project images and feelings to the whole group, but it was kind of in a haphazard manner. Sorry, I lost my place. Okay, here I am. However, keeping my images and feelings to myself continued to be difficult, and it required intense concentration and mental focus. While using the virtual headset, the people who appeared to me to be in the room with me would simply smile and raise a hand each time my private imaginings, quote, leaked out, and were perceived by some or all of them. It was very much like learning to whisper

24:24when I was used to shouting. I thought I would never catch on, but slowly, sometime during the four levels of training, in telepathy, I got better at keeping my psychic voice down. And this enabled me to form the internal boundary called shielding. So as I mentioned, shielding is really, really important. And that was the hardest part for me. Absolutely tough, tough, tough. When I found it not too hard to actually communicate, but I was very loud. I've been told by many different kinds of beings, both aboard the big ship and also in my private life, you know, where I have interactions with beings that I don't physically see. And I'm always being told,

25:26I'm very loud broadcaster. So it's kind of similar to how my voice is in real life. So I thought that was kind of interesting. So it took quite a bit of work. And it was really cute. Like the way the big ship set things up for me is always things are always set up to be at our maximum comfort level. So, you know, there are a few beings in the room and they're just sitting there. And then I'm trying to not share my, you know, thoughts, but no, it would leak out. And they just raise a hand and smile. That's how they let me know that no, not doing so good in that part of the list doesn't need more practice. Now it literally took me months. It literally took me months. And as you learn from other parts of the book, there's a time dilation. So what it happened to me during a three month period here on earth, spells out to more like three and a half years of worth the big ship. So I had lots of time to learn lots of things. It was really a very

26:32interesting, interesting experience for me. So just going to have a quick look at the chat before I continue. There we go. Phoenix says, I'm guessing learning to trust yourself is probably the biggest hurdle. And Michelle also says, I call it the all-encompassing that it's like when something is funny in your head and then you say it out loud and it loses its ha ha. And you're like, I swear it was funnier when I heard it in my head. Yeah, absolutely. We got missing time for 20 in the house. Phoenix also says, all-encompassing the memories, the association's feelings, that meme from last week, that time you saw someone do that thing at the store, etc. Yep, yep, yep, absolutely. And let's see.

27:42What else do we have? Denise says, having someone read my mind is sometimes not a good thing. Well, yeah, because privacy. And what are we losing here on earth? Privacy. And I don't know if we will lose our insight or head privacy, but yeah, we all deserve that. Yeah, boy, I sure do anyway. So I will continue on page 102. Level three is the advanced level, where the internal visuals are of several moving complex objects to form concepts. And the learning to share my imaginings with only a few individuals or all of the group as well as to keep them to myself. The goal continued to be to keep the provided intricate images in my imagination for three seconds, then six seconds, and later for nine seconds, while having no other thoughts, emotions, or feelings about the images. Each time I was

28:49successful, I was rewarded with an out familiar, warm virtual hug, which I enjoyed so much. Through trial and error and the pleasing reward system, I soon learned how to receive and project complex images, concepts, and messages, for instance, like how to sow and care for a plant while watching for common issues that might hinder its growth. Or how to participate in and follow the rules for recreational activity. So that warm virtual hug, that's really interesting. I guess that was like a dopamine hit. I can't think of anything else that is similar. It was just a sensation that overcame me and my body would automatically relax. It was pleasurable. It was just really, a pleasing sensation. And I found that I respond very well to positive feedback much better than

29:51negative. So that was wonderful. And I think we could learn a lesson from that here on Earth. The goal now was to keep the images that appeared in my imagination, in my imagination, private, and to not share them with the other beings in the virtual room. This continued to be a challenge, but I was able to project images and feelings to the whole group or to only a few. So I was learning to telepathically whisper after all. I was getting much better at keeping my psychic voice down. And this enabled me to become even more proficient at shielding. So you know, it's like anything, you practice long enough, you get good at it. You know, you might go and see someone who's playing a concert piano and they're playing all this beautiful, classical music. And you can't even imagine how they got to be able to play the piano that well. But how did that person start out? They started off just beep, beep, beep, ding, ding, ding,

30:55you know, one key at a time until they could play chopsticks and then they learned something else. And over time, they got to be really good at it. Well, the same is true for us and telepathy. Level four is mastery where the internal visuals are of many moving, complex objects to form even more complicated concepts, the application of appropriate emotional content, and the learning to share my imaginings with only a few individuals or all of the group as well as to keep my thoughts and imaginings private. An example of one of these lessons included a social situation, which required specific emotional content, which I was not used to expressing, and another scenario required me to withhold my emotions altogether during what I perceived to be an emotionally triggering event. It is a lot of work, but when introduced one step at a time,

32:03and with consistent effort, the payoff is amazing and indeed accelerating. Of course, this daily practice gave me much confidence and I was soon able to participate in many new social activities that I had longed for. I was now able to train for a career and was eligible to participate in the Presettlement Program. As another bonus, I was able to make other beings feel more comfortable and my social network and personal community grew and grew. So yeah, so I mean, in the book, I get into the Presettlement Program and what that's all about, but it really, really opened me up to many, many other really super positive experiences aboard the big ship. So, oh, we've got some other people in the chat. Let's see. Rodney says, AIs on the loose.

33:11Not sure what you mean, but yeah, probably. Oh, probably with lack of privacy. Yeah, for sure. And we've got Valentine worries. Hi, Karen. Good to watch you again. Thank you so much for joining us. Lovely to have you in the house. So for those of you who might, it might have come in a little bit later. I have just finished reading part of my book, Transdimensional Meet the New Neighbors. This is the author copy. So it's got this band across, but when you ordered from Amazon, it won't have that. And it'll just be the book the way it's supposed to be. So we're reading from my book and we're talking about telepathy and lepathy in a nonhuman environment. So now I've described how to do telepathy. What, you know, the training was like what it involved. Now I'm going to read to you part of my book starting on page 113 where I talk about a concert that I went

34:20to. So you might, you'll get a much better idea on how telepathy is experienced in an entertainment environment. So this is pretty cool. I'm just checking my check. Yeah, we're good. Okay, guys, I'm going to keep reading here. Let's see. Who am I? Okay. While I was seated in front of a large oval mirror that the big ship generated for me, my buddy, her name is Peaceful Blossom Narotan, assisted me with my up-swept hairdo and added as a final touch. One of the beautiful combs that I received as a parting gift from the Peaceful Loving Beings on the planet with the tree houses. She was wearing her usual orange mid cap length poncho replaced her boot like slippers with gold golden toned sandals.

35:24And to further dress up her outfit, she had added a few white blossoms to her hair. So they don't have names like what we expect. My name is Karen. Your, your name might be Denise. They don't, they don't do it that way. It's kind of a telepathic composite of an image of what the person looks like and maybe a characteristic about them that's unique. And so I called her, and this is just a really rough translation into English, Peaceful Blossom Narotan. And there's a story behind that, and it's in the book, but it's sort of beyond the scope today. And also the beautiful Beatles shell combs that I put, I had her put in my hair, one of them that she put in my hair to help dress me up, because we're going to this concert and it's kind of posh, right? And my story about how I met the people that live on the planet with the tree houses and how I ended up receiving these beautiful combs and

36:29all of that also in the book. Another maybe next week, if I don't have a guest, I'll read what it was like for me to be on a couple of expeditions to worlds that had been fairly recently reestablished trying to not go down a rabbit hole here. So basically there are billions of planets that can sustain life. They've got gravity, they've got oxygen or air or whatever environment that might be needed. Animals, you know, plants, trees, everything, fish, birds, it's all there, but no humanoids. Humanoids are not, do not, are not placed on the planet until a proper pre-settlement expedition, at least one has been held so that they know how to repopulate, not repopulate, but just populate, because humans don't spontaneously evolve the way we're taught here on Earth. They are

37:33placed in these beautiful habitats and it needs to be done the right way so that there is no interference with the biosphere or the animals or the life cycles that, you know, the transition has to be fairly smooth and so that's basically how it's done. So anyway, yeah, it's in my book as well. I think you guys would really, really enjoy some of these experiences that I had. So my beautiful buddy, she was assigned to me during the orientation process. Of course, I get into all of that on the chapter on orientation, but just suffice to say she was doing my hair and the ship, as I mentioned, is alive and it will generate through some kind of biological nanotechnology, basically anything that you need. Yeah, I get into all that, the book too, but not today. And so we had this, I had this big beautiful oval mirror in my quarters and she was doing my hair

38:37and it was just really fun, you know, to get all dressed up, to go to some really posh entertainment experiences, really excited. I couldn't wait to experience it. With the ship's help, I had created a long silky pale blue gown with matching opera gloves for the occasion. There was also a beautiful white lacy shawl that was waiting for me to put on as a final touch. As I gazed in the mirror at my reflection, I felt very satisfied with my final look. The long gown fitted me perfectly and I loved how my friend had encouraged me to keep down a row of soft tendrils of hair to frame my face. Peaceful blossom narrowed tongue assisted me with my shawl to make sure it draped my outfit evenly. I became aware that the twins were standing

39:39outside of my quarters and I summoned a doorway for them to enter. They looked adorable, both wore identical outfits with short red pants that matched their hair and white tunic tops with high collars and a single opal-like gem sat at each of their throats. They rushed to me in their excitement and praised my attire as they each grasped one of my gloved hands. They were so eager to share this experience with me that they could hardly contain themselves and their telepathic joy was almost overwhelming. So the twins, I call them the twins, they're not really twins, they're actually a mated couple. And of course it's in the book, right? But they were my closest friends. The twins and peaceful blossom narrowed tongue, they were my closest, closest friends when I was

40:40aboard the big ship. I came to love them very, very much. We did all kinds of things together. So they came to pick me up and me and me and peaceful blossom narrowed tongue up so that we could all walk to the venue together. As we leisurely walked to the auditorium, there was such a positive charge that permeated my awareness and my excitement grew as we joined dozens of friendly beings that entered the auditorium. The twins held fast to my hands and led me to the very front only about two feet from the stage. I sat down with peaceful blossom narrowed tongue on my left side and the inseparable twins to my right. The auditorium held about a hundred beings and the seats were higher at the back of the room and lower at the front. The shape of the room and the seating

41:41gave the appearance of being in a great bowl. There was a sense of buzzing that came across telepathically. The beings were shielding their thoughts and feelings while they contained their telepathic projections to their small groups of intimate friends. But there was some leakage due to the level of expectation and joy from being part of this wonderful experience. So yeah, when beings get really excited, it leaks out a bit, you know, and that's pretty, pretty normal and expected. But it's not enough to be interfere with your entertainment enjoyment or anything like that. Soon, six beings made their way onto the stage, three of which were female and three were male. A telepathic silence fell over us as we've readied ourselves for the concert. The beings on

42:44stage wore identical simple white floor length gowns and carried with them various musical instruments with which they began to play soft soothing tones on stringed wind and other portable instruments that I was not familiar with. Soon, the music picked up momentum and I began to unmistakably feel a rise in emotion and some physical sensations. They emitted vocal sounds which enhanced the music they were playing, but also were telepathically emitting sensations of mood, bodily sensations, and mental images. As the music would rise and fall, become more intense and then soften, I was completely encased in the experience as I saw through, you know, my mind's eye, landscapes, seascapes, various birds and flight and other natural components

43:49within my mind. Almost like watching a screen filled with the beautiful images that accented the music, mood and physical sensations that were being created. I was very careful to try to keep my reactions contained as I did not want to infringe on the experience of my friends and the other members of the audience and was more or less successful until after some time, the intensity of the concert and the reaction I was having was more than I could restrain. In my mind's eye, I could see what I would describe as a pregnant ethereal goddess who began to tremble as she was about to give birth. As she opened her legs, outflowed an intense torrent of emerald green waters that seemed to soak us all, then the image is going to make me cry. I'm sorry, it's so intense every time I go back

44:55and relive the experience, I get emotional, so give me a little break here. Sorry, and now I got tears in my eyes and I can't read. Okay, as she opened her legs, outflowed an intense torrent of emerald green waters that seemed to soak us all, then the image of a small boat. I don't know, I have to remove my glasses to read now. I'm sparperly. Oh my god, I'm silly old woman. Oh my god. Okay, here we go. Then the image of a small boat flowed from her womanly parts and within the craft was a beautiful small child, a small child who radiated innocence and intense love. At this point,

46:00I lost control completely. My god, I don't know why I'm losing control now. The performance had such an emotional effect on me that tears began to run down my face and I could hear the heavy sobs that escaped my throat. I was so embarrassed and feared that I was ruining the show and I knew that I was being terribly rude by my uncontained emotional outburst. The musician stopped performing and as I looked at the other beings present to measure their response, I found that they too were crying and many were sobbing. Oh my god, what have I done? I looked to peaceful blossom narrow tongue for her reaction but only found a strong feeling of love and pride. And she'd be proud of me when I had literally stopped the show with my emotional

47:02reaction. Then I realized the musicians were leaving this stage and ran it in my direction. I thought, oh boy, here it comes. But their response thoroughly spriced me as they offered me congratulations for making their performance complete success. Apparently, they would keep performing until somebody reacted exactly the way I had done. My response was so strong that affected many others in the audience and this is the musician's measure of success from their presentation. This was the intended finale of their show and they personally congratulated me for my outburst. After this experience, I was determined to always be as authentic as possible since this somehow produced the best outcome every time. Besides the special festivals, I discovered during the joining of ships, it was also interesting to see how ETs have woven culture and sacred

48:08meaning into many of the more intense ship functions like relocation and energy maintenance. But I'm going to stop there. Pull myself together. Oh my god, I'm sorry. It was just such such an intense experience. Oh my god. You know, I really hope this catch us on on Earth because yeah, it was intense and it but it was wonderful. It was really, really wonderful. So we had the music from the instruments. They would do some vocal sounds, not words. They would, and then they would emote and telepathically set the story. And oh my god, the combination was just incredible. Absolutely incredible. So that was my one of my experiences using telepathy within a non-human environment. So of course, the culture is different. They don't have the same rules that we have.

49:10They don't hardly have any rules because they vibe on what I call the love harmonic. They're extremely respectful of each other. That's why we do this shielding. You know, it was, it was incredible. And I'm so glad that I had that experience that I was able to process it and is able to bring it to you all, you know, in my book Transdimensional, Meet the New Neighbors because it's different. I have not heard any other experiences that are close to this. And yet I absolutely validate my own experience. And I think it's an important piece of the puzzle that people need to consider, especially because there's a lot of fear and you know, really scary stories that, you know, might be MK Ultra-induced or might be real, but involve, you know, domestic human military and all kinds of god knows the shenanigans going on. Okay, I'm going to go back

50:15and have a little look of, sorry, I can't explain it. It just is such an experience. Oh god, I so wish you guys could have it. But the best I can do is write about it and have to share it that way, right? Let's see. Denise put in the live chat again where you can find my book on Amazon. Both books. Thank you Denise. That's so great. She'll also put on a link of where you can help to support my work. It by me a coffee calm and Rodney says, ever see far escape had a living ship. You know, I did watch it at one point. I can't really remember too much about it. I wonder if it's still available on Netflix because I would love to see it again. Maybe it's on Amazon Prime. I'm going to go look for it. But yeah,

51:16being on living ships is not new. There's another, I mean, the experience plays out different in my experience than in shows. But there was another show called, oh, I'm going to try to remember it. It was quite a while ago and it's also on board a ship that's also conscious. Excuse me, if I can remember it, I will, I will say it. Okay. Rodney says, great TV show. Yeah, I think it was. I think it was. Got anchor Haven in the house. Hey, my dear friend. Aren't you? And let's see what else we got going on. Denise says it's okay. Karen, I'm getting Tariah to. And anchor Haven says Karen, it's beautiful. Thank you. And Rodney says, our silly old woman. Yeah, I am your silly old woman. You know, it's funny. Want to go visit my grandchildren. They call me ning ning. They don't call me grandma. They call me ning ning.

52:19They came up with the word. It's actually a real word in Mandarin. And none of us have been exposed to Mandarin. So I thought that was interesting. And it means bright, shiny one. But they all, they call me ning ning. And they go, ning ning. You're so silly. And I go, I know you have a silly old ning ning. And everybody laughs. So Phoenix says I totally instantly felt this excitement like that. They were honored for you to be emotionally moved like such. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that was the whole goal. So these beings are really good at at shielding, right? They do not burst out emotionally. So because I did it first, I guess I gave them permission to do so also. And then, you know, they all were so hilarious. Looking back, it was really funny. But, you know, I thought for sure I had

53:21caused some horrible shit. And maybe they were asking me to not come back. So, you know, it's all like that hasn't happened before. Yeah. Rodney says growing her hair long again. Yeah, I am growing my hair out again. I don't know. I feel like it's my antenna if that makes any sense at all. Phoenix says Karen has to be the only real life person who I've seen who manages to look that beautiful at her age. Like I saw a share of the other day on YouTube and thought, dang, I wish I looked like that at that age. Oh, I looked, I wish I looked as good as share of my age too. But guys, trust me, you take me out into the sunlight. You can just look at me. Not so great. But it's okay. I mean, we all get old and this can happen to all of us. And I'm not to attach to physical beauty to you guys are so kind to me. You're awesome. And of course, I love it.

54:24Thank you. Oh my gosh, Denise. Denise says Phoenix, I agree. I don't think Karen knows how beautiful she is. No, I don't. I just, you know, I look in the mirror. I say, oh my recall imperfections. Oh my gosh. Yeah. And you know, when you get older, you got to come to terms with those things. You know, nobody stays here forever. Phoenix says, my daughter calls my mother-in-law, Naani. Yeah, yeah, I mean, you don't have to call everybody grandma. Not sure, Phoenix. Yeah, that is true. I'm sorry you're going through that, Denise. She says, Phoenix, what I go through with family, I always feel inadequate. You know, most of us are families. Do that. You know,

55:24what I think it is is I think that a lot of us are families are competitive. Our siblings are very competitive. Our parents want to stay in the power position, claiming they know more than us. And, you know, all that stuff that we do in our society. And, but it really has an effect. It makes us feel, you know, when I was growing up and in my adult life, I was always being made fun of for being overweight. And it was really cruel and really horrible. And it actually caused me to become, I don't know what you want to call it. Well, I know what to call it. It's called body dysphoria. Where I look in the mirror and I see a woman who's, you know, 10 times more overweight than what I really am. And it doesn't matter how small I get. And at one point, I even had a bit of anorexia. I got really, really thin. And I looked in the mirror and I still saw a large woman. And I,

56:26I never learned to shake it. So what I did was I just learned to be friend myself and go, okay, that's how I look fine. It doesn't matter. What matters is what's on my heart? What matters is my soul? What matters is me accomplishing the things I came to earth to do. That, that's sort of more important. I'm not, you know, I don't, I don't have to look perfect all the time. Let's have a look. Phoenix says Denise is because if you felt adequate with them, you would never have found the soul fragments that you were intended to find that create a wholeness that your peace was required for them to. Yeah, very good observation. Phoenix says, I think that's incredible, Karen, that they named you that with no association to the origin of the word. Oh yeah, Denise says, Phoenix, my family is here and I'm happy.

57:33Yeah, me too. I love this community so much and I'm just so thrilled that I have made so many really good friends. I'm just trying to Rodney says, he sees his wife as 35. Actually, she's 66. Yeah, that's nice. Very nice. Okay, I think I got through the live chat. Okay, so, wow, we're already at a time. Holy smokes, look at that. Guys, if you, yeah, if you, if you want to read my book, I really appreciate it and my other book is Transdimensional Number 2 and that's the one that has all the images. They're AI generated, but surprisingly close to some of the images that have been

58:35described by people who have had contact with the grays. Phoenix says, I hate those moments. You feel like you look amazing, yet you look at yourself one minute too long and it all goes down the drain. Yeah, we're terribly critical to ourselves. It's true. It's true. It's true. Guys, before I forget, you might want to write this down on where did I put it. Here it is. Okay, I'm going to be on Brian's show on Tuesday at 1 p.m. Mountain time. That's an in-Pacific of 3 p.m. Eastern time. His show's called Third Eye Live. And if you guys want to come in the live chat and join us, you're more than welcome. That's on Tuesday. And on Wednesday, on the Quantum Guide show, my guest is Michael Cox,

59:37spelled K-O-P-F-Cop. Sorry, I've trouble saying. See, I've trouble with English. So, up at the is better. Yeah, on the Quantum Guide show. And then later in the week, I'm even going to be on Tommy Callan's podcast. So, stay posted. And I guess that's it for the show today. I really enjoyed reading to you from my book. And yeah, I hope you all have a really amazing upcoming week. I guess in Canada, I hear the kids go back to school on Tuesday and a lot of the moms are going, it's wonderful to have your children at home, but by September, yeah, I'm glad to see them go back to school too. So, I guess that's about it for today, everybody. Just thank you so much. Some of you are listening on the Forbidden Knowledge Network podcast system in audio.

1:00:39Some of you will be watching the replays. Some of you caught the lives. And I also have lives on Rumble and X. And I just appreciate you all so very much. So, think about joining my channel, guys. I'd love to have you as members. And then you can help support my channel and receive my perks. Oh, Phoenix says that it was last Tuesday that the kids went back to school here in Alberta. Phoenix is also in Alberta. Okay, well, either way, kids are going back to school and I noticed that squirrels are saving up their nuts and my sunflower is just huge. And I kind of look forward to autumn a little bit. It's kind of a fun time of year. Anyway, guys, I'm rambling. I love you so much. I'm so glad you're with us. Much love to each and every one of you. Take good care of yourselves. You're amazing. And we will see you again. Thank you for joining me for the aliens and angels

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