811 - Showing Up Even When I’m Not Feeling It

This episode did not start smoothly.

In fact, this was the fifth time I hit record. No opening jingle. No outline. No clear sense of where I was going. Just a quiet Sunday afternoon and a question I’ve wrestled with many times over the last twenty years.

Is there value in showing up when you don’t feel like you have something new, polished, or particularly compelling to say?

I talk candidly about my resistance to creating content just to meet a deadline, and why that framing has never sat well with me. I explore the difference between creating content for the sake of output and showing up for a community that has chosen to walk alongside me over time.

Along the way, I share some thoughts from my recent reading, including What’s Your Dream by Simon Squibb and Company of One by Paul Jarvis, and how they’ve stirred deeper questions for me about purpose, scale, and what it really means to build a meaningful life and business.

I also take you behind the scenes of something that’s been absorbing a lot of my attention lately. The software I’m building to rethink how we discover, filter, and engage with podcast content. What started as a personal solution to podcast overload has become a surprisingly powerful way to stay connected to people I care about and the work they’re putting into the world.

This episode meanders. It doubles back. It questions itself in real time.

And that’s intentional.

It’s not an episode I would recommend as an introduction to this show. But if you’ve been listening for a while, if you enjoy hearing how I think through ideas as they’re still forming, and if you value the human side of creative work, I think you’ll find something here.

If you listen all the way through, I’d love to hear from you. You can email me at [email protected].

And if you and I have never worked together before, I also mention a limited opportunity for a small number of one-on-one coaching sessions over the next ninety days. That invitation is in the episode itself.

Thanks for being here. Thanks for walking with me. And as always, I encourage you to take everything you do to the next level.