WHAT his heart was calling FOR

0:00I need to talk through this. I'm sitting here cleaning and sometimes it helps me think about that last message and how I don't mean to downplay the West though either because it was like you know the good thing is is your ego will sometimes push you to go further outside your comfort zone too to face different fears and what not. In other words you know saying how some cultures they stick with what they're good at and then they end up mastering and excelling and then leading really happy life too because it is the idea of like accepting what is and allowing the beautiful flow and that universal flow to go through them and feel amazing and that that that that and we need to have the balance too where this is I think why we fall asleep and wait back up because there's times we're in charge and the times we let the universe be

1:04in charge and we can see the difference on what serves us and what doesn't and we can grow and expand and it's interesting it's interesting what they're showing because they are showing before they were showing it the way I understood it where it is almost like the universe is our brain and we're the experiencing feeling body and that flow is such a symphony and beautiful but they're actually showing and then sometimes when we what I call like fall asleep is when we get in our head and get in our ego and think we are God but then God will push through our heart so then it can still balance out or be beautiful but we can see how it can be more challenging and difficult on us because we don't know everything we're not God so then it can always be comical in that sense and yet that can also push us to do things to expand and

2:08grow outside our comfort zone which can be good or can just be another learned lesson the I think of struggling with how to verbalize this is because they were showing it was showing somebody in particular who's an actor and he I think got into it late in the game just for what we're used to seeing and then decided to oh now he's a producer and writer and all these things which we could also consider a natural evolution but the way they were showing this example was it took him a long time to get into what his heart was calling for and then when he did he was that like outbreak star burst out star kind of thing right it was like he got rewarded for finally honoring himself and loving himself is how we can see it or look at it like the universe blessed him

3:09by making him the breakout star because even at a later age the most actors enter the business he entered and then was quote the breakout star because he finally followed his heart but then he did get tons of praise and all these things and allowed it to go to his head and he now does all these other avenues and not that he's not good at them but I'm trying to verbalize what I think they're attempting to show me is that idea of I can't have to forgive these words because I'm trying to understand it myself it's like instead of being satisfied or grateful and what not with like arriving there he didn't but one could also argue that's a good thing he continued to push himself knowing that he had to push himself to finally try his heart's desire so now he continues to push himself and is it are you pushing yourself for the enjoyment of doing it

4:13or are you pushing yourself chasing that feeling of getting praised from those outside yourself for going beyond your comfort zone and that's the distinction I hope you heard it let me see if I can verbalize it better like I had explained in other cultures where they continue to do it because it feels good and because it feels good and they continue to do it is essentially practicing it and because you're practicing it you've mastered it and we can look at it that way or we can understand it the way I do is well in in different language of because you're truly honoring your heart's desire the universe continues to flow through you and the more the universe through you the more you feel good and you feel good because you're opening up to honoring yourself and then in turn the universe can flow through you more and that feels amazing so you continue doing it which is a form of practice and so then you get rewarded by

5:15feeling really fucking good because it feels good to have the universe flow through you and in turn outwardly in the 3D you're it's like naturally magically automatically becoming a master at something when it's not that something that you were looking to necessarily master as much as it was just to feel good and you knew doing that felt good because it was opening yourself up to universal flow and that's honoring yourself and loving yourself and so I'm trying to get there and so you just keep doing it for those reasons right and so if you continue to feel follow that feeling of feeling good and honoring oneself and not getting in your head not thinking about it not over thinking it not that kind of thing you might naturally begin to progress or push

6:16yourself in ways with again the intention and the focus again it can sound selfish always coming back to how you feel right like it feels really good it feels right it feels peaceful it feels easy it feels like flow it feels amazing and so it's not chasing for the outside validation to keep pushing and keep going because you don't even look at it as pushing or keep going per say because you're not thinking about it it's just what feels good and that's your flow okay I still don't know they've verbalized it well maybe even the the previous one when I didn't think it was verbalized well was a better translation or understanding where where it's like we do want to we do want to continue to face our fears push ourselves out of our comfort zone into the unfamiliar the unknown which is working with the universal flow and it's

7:19unknown because we stop thinking right we don't we don't try to direct and dictate and control but we instead allow and choose to get into our body and feel and move towards what feels amazing and we allow that partnership that co-creation with the universe and that trust that's blind trust right I can feel it but I can't see anything but God you universe can you know all a source sees all knows all the whole thing so we're working as a team it is that blind faith yeah and and so I think because we in the West tend to make a bigger fuss maybe that's what it is and again I'm so ignorant to this maybe they do in other cultures as well but what they were showing previously was not the case it wasn't it's like they are encouraged they are blessed with you

8:21know doing well and and excelling so let's just use the teapot again right like somebody so then everybody goes to that teapot maker to get their kettles made and they sell all over the world because they are the finest craftsmanship they are the best they are spectacular they are whatever and so they get it is like that blessing from the universe where they they are acknowledged they are accredited in that sense they are given blessings of financial abundance and whatnot but that's not why they continue to do what they're doing and they don't stop doing what they're doing because they've gotten enough from the exterior because it's never anything to do with the exterior they're not starting or stopping what they're doing based on any exterior motivation or demotivation right it's not why they're doing what they're doing right again they've tapped into that understanding of truly their hearts desire and again not that we have it in the west but I think they

9:25have a better grasp of it just from a cultural reference and again could be totally ignorant so forgive all this please just try to hear the deeper message where they're they're showing and again this is also my understanding and my ignorance playing but in the west we too tend to seek that confirmation right we do I mean I know I do you've heard me cry about it on here where when you are not acknowledged on the outside and it and I guess that's the other yeah they're showing okay so it's more than that too okay so how do I verbalize that so they're showing like I'll continue doing what I'm doing because it feels amazing and following that same philosophy I just shared with you and other cultures and yet the practicality and reality of living comes into play and so I guess it's finding that balance maybe that's what they were showing earlier too where it's not that you can't continue to push yourself and do other things it's not again it's like other people don't other cultures don't necessarily get in their head about it and make it more complicated than it needs to be they

10:29enjoy the art of living right and experiencing not to compare or compete or to race or to rush or to to get validated and yet they also recognize they have to find that balance of of living right and living their best life and and so it's like there is that fine line imbalance where maybe it's more screaming at us and other cultures where it's like you can't slow down and relax and and do you know get that flow and all that stuff because you need a house you need food you need these things and so then we we it's almost like a forced you get forced into your head but that's again a whole cultural thing right and other cultures you know you can live at home for a much longer time and and your your family takes care of you and then you take care of your family like it's some of these things that we may look down upon they have a deeper meaning it's not

11:29about and not that things can't change and evolve over time but it's also that understanding of of the enjoyment of life and again you don't want to get it entangled or enmeshed in other dynamics or misunderstandings or mishinges and so it is a fine line it is a dance it is a fundamental understanding of certain things otherwise it can tip too much one way or the other and and again I think if we boil down all the words and and avoid all the tripups in the traps it all boils down to are you aligned with your truth is your hard open are you allowing that universal flow to lead you so that you can feel experience live this life in the way you came to do such and the way you came to do such is to live to feel to experience not to think and dictate and control and judge and deem and decide and work yourself into a frenzy that's not our job our

12:33job is not to think right it isn't to it is I think that can sound really funny right but hopefully if you've been listening to the past view you understand what I I mean by that where where where it's almost like I'm saying don't get in your ego where you think you're in charge and in control and again I don't want you to to be lazy either it is such a balance and an understanding of all these dynamics but in a such a beautiful flow and ease of it because it isn't about you know again if you miss translated you could think it like be lazy or not and it's like oh god not at all at all it is it is to truly open up your heart to allow to feel to drop that fucking ego of ours that can that can grow so massive and block us we can't see anything when we're blocked by our ego I mean I've lived in those states and it's you know you look back and you're mortified but don't worry you'll be mortified again right it's because we bump our little heads and swell again and so but hopefully each time

13:35we're learning hopefully each time we wake up we have learned those lessons so that it the swelling doesn't take over for as long right maybe that's a better way to say it's like we heal quicker each and every time because not because we're not getting bumped on the head again but because you know we're learning where the thing we bump our head on is so that we can start bobbing and weaving the correct way and and so when we recognize we're headed right for something we can be like oh that's my head thinking let me relax and move out of the way relax right and I don't know that I did a beautiful dance of this translation at all but hopefully you heard it thanks so much for tuning in and listening you

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