Waking up to something different

0:00Hey, this is Strawberry, how y'all feeling out there today? I hope everyone is doing well. If you're not doing well, let's find a way to get well, look well, and be well. Waking up to something different. Waking up to something different could be scary or excited or just sad. Waking up to something different is how we start our everyday. Clothes do not fit, dealing with other people shit. My private parts inches. I must put up with this bitch. My best friend just got married. But she did not have a place for me to sit. She gave me a kiss and replied, your name was not on the list. Wow, that's something to wake up to. Waking up to something different made me upset.

1:03I wrote a short letter that made me feel better. Now I am up like I never met her. Waking up to something different like a smile on my face, a place that's safe. And people around me that I do not have to hate. I knew who made who were the huge cake. Waking up to something different seemed like a mistake. I was 10 pounds of weight and still added more to my plate. I ate more of this and a lot of that. Waking up to something different made me fat. Live with a bunch of cats that ran from the rats. Waking up to something different seemed like a lot of stress. I did not get dressed. My life was a mess. I got plenty of rest to figure out what I should do next.

2:06Waking up to something different made me realize who I am. A beautiful individual that learned to grow and take things slow. Waking up to something different changed my frown into a smile. My words into a story and my friends were those that helped heal and adore me. Waking up to something different gave me peace of mind and a lot of me time. Waking up to something different became an opportunity to be challenged and never be pushed aside. So that's what I woke up. I woke up to something different. I woke up to a friend that really wasn't a friend because I mean she got married but she forgot to put me on the list. I showed up and had nowhere to sit. She gave me a kiss and told me the news that I woke up to was harsh, hateful.

3:10But I set myself down and I put a letter and I thought that I felt better. But I got myself a new roommate who bought all these fatty foods. I mean she put cake, ice cream. And these are things that you usually eat when you're filming down or depressed. And to you is a new day that you're waking up to. But instead it was like a mistake because even though all those extra calories was there in front of your face, you are not being 10 pounds overweight. So even though you was distracted from what your friends so-called fronted to you, you messed up things in your life by eating more than you had to. And so when you wake up, some things are different.

4:11And you have to find yourself and understand yourself and let yourself know that you matter every single day of your life with or without anyone else. You are somebody you are important and people should not treat you any way other than the way that you should be treated as a him and a person. And individuals, somebody that is special every day, not just that. So this is what you wake up to every day of your life. Something different, that means some people wake up to not having food, not having anything in their lives for themselves. So people wake up to their lives being turned to a form of over one toilet or an empty refrigerator.

5:14Everybody in life wakes up to something different but the kids in life is to find out how to fix it.