Lost episode 2023 sexwork is work.

0:30You will never forget something to do as much as you want to stand like you love him, then you won't stand like you was under the age, but you're under three. Man's mom man's isn't fan, no you want to stand like you're under three. What is fan? Is it fan? What is fan? When you stand, what's fan for the night? As long as it's inside. Hey, if you use fan, I can do it every night. No? Okay. Hello, beautiful people to all my horrors out there. What day is it? Thursday, Thursday, what's up? Thought Thursday. This is your girl Mila and Enzo, my dog. I'm in bed at home right now because I got stripped the rope. So that's fucking lovely. So yeah, a strepthroat.

1:31I knew that I had something because what day is it Thursday? Yeah, I woke up Wednesday feeling like shit. Like my whole body just hurt. And then later in that day, then my throat started hurting. And I get stripped out like every year, every year, like clockwork. And I fucking realized because my sister told me like last week that she had strepthroat and I was like, you fucking bastard because now that you told me that, I just realized that I haven't got it yet this year. And I know it's coming for me and it fucking came for me. So here I am. And it's fucking at my money because on, what was it Tuesday? Yeah, so even, yeah, so Tuesday night I was fucked. So then Wednesday, I just spent all day feeling like shit. And then I finally went to the urgent care Wednesday night, which was yesterday. But yeah, so Tuesday, we had like our first twins like night game. Like so when they started like 7 p.m. And we always get a good,

2:32good little group of guys in from that. And I fucking missed it to that sucks. And then I was supposed to hang out with my regular today, which I had to fucking reschedule because he doesn't want to get sick obviously. And I don't want, I don't want to get anybody sick, but he's going on a trip to go hunting. So nobody wants to have a group of sick fuck sonna, little hunting vacation. But yeah, so that's what I've been dealing with. And I figured I'd just make a little bonus episode because I missed yesterday's studio session, which we're going to reschedule for two weeks from now. I'm still going to have somebody next week, but the week after that is going to be the one that we were going to do yesterday, which I'm going to have with these two lovely ladies that I have had the pleasure of working with who also have type one diabetes.

3:34I don't know if anybody knows, but I was diagnosed at the age of 29. And it's just been a fucking roller coaster. So yeah, shout out to all my sex workers out there with chronic illnesses and diseases because shit is fucking stupid and it sucks. And we deserve health insurance and benefits and labor rights, et cetera, et cetera. But yeah, I have been listening to this amazing fucking book lately. And so I was just going off on a tangent on Twitter this morning when I woke up because I'm a psychopath and I wake up at like 6 a.m. And so I started listening this book again. It's called, let me fucking find it. It's literally called like sex work. I think that's all it's called is sex work. And it's a bunch of like stories from women

4:39in the sex industry, women and people in the sex industry. And it's like OGs like Carol Lee and she comes from like speaking as if she's Carol Lee and then like how Scarlett Harlett like became Carol Lee, et cetera, et cetera. Like how she started using like her real name. But anyways, it's a really, really good book and it's also fucking infuriating because there's just that it was written. A lot of the stories are from when like what, 1996 and like the late 1980s. And I know that cops are like super trash now, but oh my goodness. And I don't even know if they're like any type of not trash now. Maybe they're still the same amount of trash, but the stories that they tell about these cops like coercing them and like rounding up a bunch of people

5:40and they work outside, you know, and just putting them, they would put them in the back of pickup trucks and they would, you know, force them to do sex acts and all this fucked up shit. And judges would say, oh, is a whore, is a whore, is a whore. Meaning like you have no bodily autonomy once you've became a whore and you're basically not even a human. And some of these judges even go as far to say as a whore, a whore smiling at you is consent. Like, oh my gosh, so definitely read the book but definitely, actually I recommend listening because it's a really good narrative the way that they narrate is really good because you can like hear the different characters and the different voices that they do. I don't know if it's the same lady doing like a bunch of different voices or if they got different people in

6:41but it's like a series of interviews to sex workers and they start telling their stories and it's just really fucking interesting. It's like, it's like, I don't know. It just goes into like a story and telling, you know, about their lives and each story is different and it's just really fucking good and I think it puts a lot of perspective into how we got here to where we are now versus like, it's so interesting how much history repeats itself because it's almost like they were going through the same thing back then with like lesbians. Like lesbians were considered to be like ruining womanhood. So it was almost the same as like, what trans people are going through now just like, just the way of like saying like, oh, you're ruining womanhood and all this violence and all this fucked up shit and it's just really interesting how like each decade

7:46there's like some new identity or like person for like the people to hate and it's just fucking sad and ridiculous. But yeah, it's really just called sex work. Sex work book. I'm going to try to find the actual name of it because what the heck I can't find it. I'm on site. Oh, it's literally called sex work writings by women in the sex industry and it was published in 1987 and so the second edition is what I'm listening to right now which I think is just I don't know. They made a second edition so that it's up to date. I don't fucking know. But it's really, really good. And yeah, it definitely brings you to a lot of conclusions of like, wow.

8:48So, okay, so I'll start here. I'm just going to read through my tweets because I was going off on a tangent at like five a.m. Okay, here we are. Okay, so remember, so everybody's talking about it's almost like it's some like recent phenomenon but everybody's talking about how sex workers aren't being allowed into the United States and other countries for being face out full-service sex workers. And so I was listening to this book and that's actually been happening since forever. And so in the book, they talk about it much more in depth but here's what I said. The United States not letting sex workers in as nothing new if you're even suspected of being a sex worker in the past 10 years they will and can deny you entry. They've been doing it for forever and this is probably why all the OGs keep telling us to let not be face out.

9:51Which, yeah, I don't know. I feel like I'm extremely face out as far as being a sex worker and just like a stripper, but I don't know. And then there are women who have been denied entry here to attend colleges, meetings, workshops, et cetera and been denied solely for being Thai and single meaning if you're a single woman or feminine presenting coming from another country that is known quotations for prostitution then you can be denied. And there's been a lot of women who have been denied who are not sex workers but are just suspected of being them for being single and not white. So this is another reason why it's so frustrating when other women hate on sex workers because these laws affect all women, not just sex workers. So any woman who looks like a hoe,

10:53whatever the fuck that means, can get denied, can be approached in a hotel that they look like they shouldn't be in, these are all things that can happen to anybody. It doesn't matter if you're a sex worker or not. And I talk about this in previous episodes when I read the book Global Women, which is another really fucking good book and oh wait, no, that is totally a different book but that's also a great book. But no, when I read the book, Nina McCall, it's about Nina McCall and it talks about how all these laws, aha, the trials of Nina McCall sex surveillance and then presuming of promiscuous women. See, do you see how it's all connected? This is all to control women, control women's sexuality. Cops have even said, the cops and the government have said

11:54they would like control over the horse but not to give the horse any rights. So it's been like this for so long. But I just think that women who are against sex work who are against sex work, you know, swirfs and whatnot. Radical feminism, I think that they're extremely like misinformed and misinterpreting history because there's so many books that you can read that I would feel like would absolutely make you be like, oh, like there's no feminism without sex workers involved. And I don't really think that that's rocket science but apparently for some of you it is. There was another case where a black woman

12:55was stopped in a hotel that was deemed too fancy for her to be in without being a whore and she actually fucking sued that hotel in 150K. So shout out, this was a black woman, of course. If you're black and you're anywhere that is considered a rich white space, you're gonna be approached and you should fucking sue them because it's racist and sexist and fucked up. And then they go on to say that, so there's another part in the book where this, one of the ladies, she just like preferred working outside, like those are the people that she identified with. So she was always working in the streets. And so she's been arrested about 30 times. Well out of these 30 arrests, guess how many fucking, that she got charged for? A zero because she took each case to court.

13:56And each case, when we're out to court, either got dropped or it was like a hung jury, whatever that means. So she said that a lot of sex workers don't think that they think that they won't win. So they automatically plead guilty, but just food for thought, and also cops will always make you feel like you'll lose in court. That's like they want the charges to be pressed. They want you to be plead guilty. They don't want you to take it to court. Sorry, I got distracted. But yeah, so don't fucking listen to the cops. And honestly, I just take my chances and go to court because I mean, if this lady got 30 fucking cases thrown out in 1997, then I have like higher hopes for 2023, but it does feel like we're going through

14:59like witch trials all over again with history repeating itself, but I still think it's important for sex workers to know their rights more. And this woman that she knew her rights, she knew exactly what solicitation was and what it wasn't. And she just knew the ins and outs. And honestly, the justice system is so fucked up that if you don't know your rights, like they will put your ass in jail or they will slap you with a prostitution charge or a pimping charge, et cetera, et cetera. But if you know your rights and you get you a lawyer and don't want to talk to say, then I think you might have a pretty good chance. That's at least how she made it sound. So definitely worth looking into for sure. And yeah, so I'm not even done with the book yet, but it's just really interesting

16:00and bull mind blowing, not surprising, but it's like, oh my gosh, it's just, it's so frustrating to read about or to listen, well read, listen, whatever. Okay, it's audible with the book, but I'm listening to it, but it's just so frustrating and so mind blowing and just so, sorry, dang, oh my God, yuck. Depressing that I feel like I'm always defending sex workers and our bodily autonomy and our intelligence and our resilience and it's just like hurtful that you have to like scream these things up until you're blue in the face and people still don't fucking see you as like a respectable human being. And it's just like, especially like other women.

17:01Like that shit is, I think that's fucking hurtful because it's like when society is painting us all with the same brush, like if you fucking look like a hoe, you must be a hoe and therefore you can't come here, then I don't know why, you know, radical thumbs and sex workers, like why separate, like why they wanna separate themselves from us so much and why they think that we are like ruining society for women, I don't know. It's just we all live in a patriarchal society, we all live in a capitalist society and it's not to say that we don't hate that, like who, I'm pretty sure the only people who love a capitalist society are the rich people. But the facts are the facts and this is the world that we live in and I think that you should fucking take

18:02that to your advantage and I know so many sex workers that have said that they felt powerless until they turned their first trick or until, you know, they sold their first VIP at a strip club, like there is the whole reason why the sex industry even exists is because of this power exchange, you know, between men and women and men have power in all places, including sex work. I mean, look at how many men own strip clubs, you know, look how many pimps tried to take advantage of young women. So, but the thing about sex work is that women can like take their power back in sex work, like we can be our own bosses, we can set the very circumstances in which you will

19:04get any type of entertainment for us or for us and I think that that can be powerful in itself and there was other people commenting. So, I'm being attacked online. It's kind of my own fault because, fuck the New York Post, okay? They post a bunch of fucked up, stupid ass shit. Mainly like a lot of like transphobic and like whorephobic shit with its homophobic too. Like just a bunch of fucked up shit because they want people to go on there and comment and argue but it's really just a place for a bunch of like fucked up judgmental Christians who think they're like such good Christians to go and spew hate and this one lady was saying Christians are allowed to judge because it's judging righteously and I think some of you Christians are misinterpreting the Bible. So, I need you to figure that out please because in no way and also why do y'all only pick

20:10and choose what to listen to? I think it's only some sense that you are like, no and then the rest of them not's okay because it also says in the Bible that you can't get divorced and if a man divorces a woman, she's an adulteress and if a man marries a divorced woman that he's an adulteress. Who the fuck follows that? I know plenty of Christians that have been divorced but then would fucking turn around and say, oh, but gay people is a sin. Like shut the fuck up Susan. Seriously? Really? Oh, did you also not have premarital sex? Oh, do you have fear and anxiety? Like all of those things are considered to be sins. Okay, so please shut the fuck up. All these married men out here talking about, talking about, oh, that's a sin. You're all cheating on your wives. That's a sin. Shut the fuck up. It's just crazy to me.

21:11Like does it not say in the Bible that you shouldn't judge others because there's literally this one saying that's like why pick out the dust in his eye when there's dust in yours? You fucking idiot? Anyways. It's just the double standards are astonishing. And I just, I feel like a lot of Christians are gonna like, they're gonna think that they're going to heaven and they're just gonna wake up and hell and they're gonna be like, what did I do? And they're just gonna like pull up all the times that you guys bullied people who are just trying to exist in this world that is fucked up. Just trying to exist and live a fucking life. Try to be happy. And you're over here calling them names on the internet or screaming at them from the streets or perpetuating violence with your nasty words and your hate and you're doing it in the name of God.

22:12I don't think he liked that very much. I don't think he would like that. So I'm just saying that's fucked up. But do you, do you just know that it's fucked up and you should do better? That's why I always try to say to trolls. I'm like, do better. Cause seriously, like, do better. But you know, a lot of these people aren't even to be argued with because some lady like posted Bible verses to me. And none of the Bible verses had anything to do with what I was saying. It's delusion. Talk about I've never had the Bible. Ma'am, I went to Bible study every fucking Sunday, okay? Like I had this whole ass, cute ass Bible too. It's so cute. I colored it in everything. But yeah, that's just ridiculous. Please stop with the double standards. If you're gonna follow the Bible, then follow all of it. And you don't just get to pick and choose,

23:14follow every single word in there. And once you figure out how fucked up that is and how you couldn't possibly do that, then take the time to also then shut the fuck up. And mine your own fucking business. Like, it's truly not that hard. Let's see. What else did I want a fucking bitch about today? Oh, motivation, Minnesota, oh no, no, no, Minnesota stand up. It's like this page on Instagram. And they posted like this video of the stripper and like what she makes each day. She had a pretty good week. She made like 4K that week. Tight, fuck out, love those weeks. A bunch of horphobic root ass comments. Of course, by men, and then the ones by women were like, but what about your dignity? This is like such a pet peeve of mine when people say, but was it worth your dignity? Which if anybody doesn't know the definition of dignity,

24:17it is the state or equality of being worthy of honor or respect. Okay. So, and as we all know, a lot of people do not respect sex workers because they have their own biases within the sex work industry. And they're whole horphobic and most likely sexist and think that women, especially, should have sex with them for free because they deserve it. And lots of other bullshit. But anyways, there was a lot of stupid ass comments. And this one guy commented, and he's just like, he's like, y'all, but the problem is that they don't know how to save it and open a business. And they don't know how to stack and save. And the girls here in ATL, they just blow out their money on cars and bags and shit. And then when they don't work there no more, they don't got nothing to show for it. Here's where I have to say to that. Sir, what the fuck, why do you care?

25:18Hey, why the fuck do you care? Okay. How is this affecting you? Oh my God, it's not. Oh my God. And secondly, mind your own fucking business and mind your own financial situations, folks. I know I say mind your own pockets all the time, but it's not really hitting. It's not hitting deep enough. Mind your own finances. If you are not my financial advisor, then do not advise me on what the fuck to do with my buddy because if I make 10K tomorrow and I fucking take that and I take myself to fucking Spain and I blow all that shit in Europe and then I come back with $100 and do it all over again, that's my motherfucking business, that's my prerogative and I better had a fucking blast, okay? Why do you care? I'm so tired of you stupid ass civilians out here acting like, acting like it's really a problem what we do with our money. Because spending money and blowing money

26:21is not secluded to just sex work, okay? I see plenty of y'all out there spending hell of bread when you might not have a car and that's okay, dumb. I would call that dumb, but again, I mind my business, so and I don't talk to, I don't miss with men who have Gucci belts but no car. So you don't need a mess with strippers who have a bends and a Gucci bag but don't own a business since that's obviously what you want out of them. But mind you, so many fucking sex workers, that's how we retire. We literally open up our own businesses. Now there's very few sex workers that I know of that either don't go into another career

27:22or they make this career like their life career which is totally valid and 100% doable. Hello, we just had Jordan Max on last week and she's fucking amazing. Literally fine as fuck, actually to me, I think she's like, like, you know, I think that women literally look hotter with age. She's 37 and to me, she looks fucking as hot as she's ever looked to be honest. So and also she's at the top of her game in as far as sex work goes and is only going farther. And so I say that to say, like, stop, stop doing the age is something and like putting people in boxes, like there's so many avenues in sex work and actually in that book I was reading one of the ladies didn't start sex work, full service sex work until she was 55.

28:2255, you guys. I was like, anything is possible. Do whatever you want. You don't need the permission of society to do what the fuck you want. You don't have to go buy a house right now. You literally can go fucking shopping. Go buy a Gucci bag if you want. I don't care. I don't know why anybody else does, you know? And okay, sorry, we're not a tangent because we were talking about dignity. And that guy that was commenting pissed me off, so whatever. But okay, so here's where I feel respected and where I feel dignified. And I think this goes right along with being empowered and just, I don't know, respecting myself and loving myself and loving my own decisions and respecting my own decisions for one, there is a saying that is like, does what I'm doing now, is are the consequences worth the reward? Absolutely. All of the consequences, all of the stigma

29:23that I've ever gotten for being in sex work has 100% been worth it. And nobody who has ever judged me for it has ever offered to help me get out of sex work by paying all of my bills and putting money in my savings account and also paying for my lifestyle. So, thank you for nothing, and thank me for everything. So also, yeah, so financial freedom, financial stability, having a nice place that I love, being able to decorate in a way that I love, that I can afford. Being able to take care of my family, being able to take my mom out whenever I want, being able to take her on vacation, which I've done multiple times, all money from sex work, okay? My mom knows she's going out on my booty shake and money, okay? And she respects it. What else do we got here? I think I made a whole fucking list for you bastards out there

30:25who like to tuck shit to people you don't even know. And then for other sex workers, I know that y'all have paid off your cars immediately. Hello, not only is that a flex, but I would say that's pretty dignifying. Like, I respect that. Having finished school with no loans to owe, that's dignifying as fuck. I hello respect that. I need to stop saying. I literally think the only downside to sex work is the terrible stigma that we receive and the lack of like fucking basic rights being given to us, like health insurance and paid work leave in six days. Like, those should all exist for, especially for some of us who work 40 plus hours a week.

31:29Like, that's crazy. Hello, being able to take yourself on vacation multiple times a year, that is respectable. Dignity, dignifying as fuck. Like, I don't know. Living this boring ass life where you all you do, like you just buy a house, you make a family and you just live there forever and you go to your nine to five every day. Nuped, duped, duped, duped, shluped, shluped. It's not for everybody. And I don't think that those people should be in any positions to judge people like me. It's okay to live lives differently. It's okay to take different paths as long as you're not hurting anybody. You know, then I think everything's go-chi and I think it'll be fine. Next, this whole entire financial dating, that's homeing. I just want everybody to know. That is what we call homeing, financial dating,

32:32dating for money. You are a sugar baby. You are an escort. I mean, call yourself whatever you want because I know that the worst thing about sex work is the stigma. And I know so many women out there don't want to be attached to the stigma but they want to steal whole tactics and they want to steal aesthetic and they want to steal. Literally basically just how we do everything but what they don't want to attach to it, what we've all had to have attached to us is the stigma. And I honestly think that that's appropriation of the sex work culture. And I think it's pretty fucked up given that a lot of us have been arrested and incarcerated for them same whole tactics that now you're using and trying to put on vanilla dating and act like it's not hoeing.

33:34While it is hoeing, sweetie, okay? Call it whatever the fuck you want but at the end of the day, don't you fucking turn your nose up at the next hoe? Like I see this, I see this on Twitter all the time. There's this girl, there was this girl. She's on all these fucking yachts and shit her face is blurred and she calling, she's calling full service sex workers prostitutes and she's calling herself a financial dator. Well Susan, are you fucking for money on that yacht? Yes, yes you are. So that would make you a whore, okay? Which there's nothing wrong with but get a grip. Like I always say this, if you're going to be a hoe, don't be a hating hoe, don't hate on your fellow house, don't do that. That's you, we don't like that, we don't do that. Unfortunately though, you which is do do that.

34:35So that's unfortunate for y'all. But it's giving a internalized, deeply internalized herfobia, which is really sad but it definitely happens and that's what happens when there's stigma revolving around sex work from your entire life. You're going to grow up with all of these biases and even when you're engaging in sex work, you might even make all these excuses for yourself that you're not doing sex work. Even in the book, again, I will keep going back to this book. Even in the book when this woman was engaging in sex work but she kept telling herself little lies, like, oh he didn't pay me, he paid my bills or, oh he didn't give me money, he bought me groceries, okay. But these are just little white lies that you tell yourself because of the internalized stigma. And so I just want you to know

35:35that sex work is super valid, sex work is work and it is 100% okay for sex work to be work and the United States fucking sucks for criminalizing it and I hope that in the future, we can have a place where it's decriminalized and there are safe spaces for people to work so that less violent crimes happen because that's all we want is people to be safe and people to be able to make their money and live a good life and it is one of the main ways that people coming from poverty or from middle class, I don't even know about middle class, middle or class. It's how we find the boots with the straps because we didn't have no motherfucking boots with the straps. We had to go find them bitches and it's how we pull ourselves up.

36:35And I think that that's valid and I don't think that that makes anybody less human. I don't think that makes anybody less respectable. I think that it's actually respectable that you fucking, you literally put your all into providing for yourself, for your family, maybe just making ends meet or maybe to get further than that, who knows, but that's respectable on any level. And then I saw, so the mask been not least because I'm actually, I ain't going to talk for too long here. But last but not least, I also wanted to talk about, I saw another post about this minor who was working at a strip club at the age of 15 in Florida and this was just, I think it was recently, anyways, the managers and stuff got in trouble

37:38and people were on there kind of like, they were bashing the club but they were also kind of bashing her too. And I just wanted to say, when a miner is engaging in any type of sex work, it is very alarming but we don't need to place stigma or blame onto this fucking poor child who is obviously doing it for a reason which to me is very concerning. What's going on at home, like why are you here? Why, there's a lot of questions I have and in the book that I was reading sex work and the stories, they're also talking about the majority of minor sex workers who are the majority of outside sex workers who are arrested are minors and no help is offered to them. They end up back on the streets because again, people literally just think

38:38you're not a human instead of actually helping. And another really sad thing is that minors who are on the streets doing sex work, they have a life expectancy of three years. So yeah, just let that soak in. And you know, not that people that hate sex work would have never listened to this podcast but on the chance that they ever did, like how do you justify arresting little kids and then spitting them back out and just waiting for them to fucking die? How do you justify that? I don't know. And then, because it's just like, if you're so against it, why aren't you helping? I don't know. It just doesn't really make any sense to me because I know that other sex workers

39:40definitely have a community and we would 100% and have helped minors get off the streets and get out of sex work because obviously because they're minors and that's fucked up. And people want to talk about all sex workers are bad. And these men know when they're buying a minor, okay? They're fucking no and it's disgusting. But also, this little girl fucking needs money and the jobs offered to a minor that is 15 years older, younger are not sustainable. And so we're living, is not sustainable for all of these minors. I don't know. I truly don't even have the answers. I'm just going off on a tangent. Feel free to write in DM me and let me know

40:43if what there is out there that actually helps these poor kids because I can't imagine how fucked up of a person are you to give a 15 year old prostitution charge? When it's really just a matter of like, this is sad as fuck. Like, are you kidding me? How about give them no charges and give them tools to succeeded life? And if they want to go back to sex or when they're 18, that's their own prerogative. And that's fine. Then they can go wherever. But I just think it's fucked up to like, people join the sex industry for a number of different reasons. And to judge any of them is really fucked up. And I just think that society can do better because it's fucking trash out here.

41:43So with that being said, I'm gonna go back to bed. Or maybe I'll go on a walk, I don't fucking know. It's like, I'm in Minnesota and we've had the nicest week ever. Of course, the week that I get shoved out, it's 80 degrees outside. I love that for me. And I wanna tell you, this is how funny our weather works because the last three days, it's been like almost 90. Tomorrow, however, it's literally a joke. Okay, no, so today it's gonna be 85 tomorrow, 82. Saturday, 59 and raining. Sunday, snowing, 47. So I love that for us. 85 today, snow on Sunday, baby. What other state would it be than good old fuck ass Minnesota? Anyways, babes, I'm fucking out.

42:45Thank you for listening. Also, shout out to the mailman. I think you said you were a mailman. I was at the office in Minneapolis and this guy came up to me and he was like, I love your podcast. I listened to it. I'm a mailman. I swear, I swear you said you were a mailman. I hope that's what you said. So shout out to you. I love people, when you come up to me and you tell me that you love my podcast, I just want you to hold my heart, melts every fucking time. I literally wanna cry because it just feels really nice to just know that people fucking are listening. And like, and like, non-sex workers, like, okay. I know y'all know I'd be talking shit, but like, thank you for listening. So yeah, also, yeah, my only fans. It's up and running. It's going lovely. You should definitely subscribe.

43:47I'll probably do another promo in a little bit here. Pinterest, I'm gonna make some videos. I know I said that like five episodes ago. I've honestly been saying it since I made this podcast, so it's pretty pitiful, but I have fucking ADHD and it just like overwhelms my brain to think of all that goes into that. So I'm gonna get some Adderall prescribed to me or something. And yeah, then I'll make a video. Cause I do wanna start making bonus video, like bonus videos for Patreon. Like dressin' lingerie and just like chitchatting and like talking about, I don't know, sex work shit, playing fun games and shit like that. So let me, I'll fucking make a video and maybe I'll upload it in like two weeks. That's gives me enough time. Okay, two weeks, folks, two weeks.

44:50Also, what are we happy about right now? I haven't done any drugs, except for weed, since, where day is it today, Thursday? Fuck, since last Friday. Oh, we're trying here, guys, we're trying. Haven't been drinking because I'm sick, but whatever. I hope everybody is being healthy and enjoying this nice fucking weather that we have, get outside, get active. And go find those tricks, they'll be outside. They'll be outside this time. They're at the boats, they're getting the boats ready. And I don't know, Trist has been good lately. I went out for a dinner date, actually,

45:50to the Vietnamese restaurant, like two weeks ago and I got paid for that. Hey, oh, see sex workers, you know what it's cracked up to be. Sometimes you just get paid to fucking eat dinner and be somebody's hot date. And sometimes you get paid to suck a dick, both are valid. So with that being said, please leave me a review on Apple podcasts. Please give me five stars and leave a worded review because that just helps with my placement. So more people out there could listen to us whores. And yeah, share the pod, tell your friends, tell all your little whole friends, tell your non-hole friends, show your mom, let everybody know. And make all that fucking bread this weekend, okay? I'm officially not contagious tomorrow, so catch me in the club tomorrow. And yeah, love you. Thank you.

46:51Goodbye.