It hurts

0:00Hey, this is Strawberry, how y'all feeling out there today? I hope everybody is doing well. If you're not doing well, let's find a way to get well, look well, and be well. Today's topic is, it hurts. And you know it's a lot of us that feel they hurt, they're pain, they're shame. So here we are. It hurts. But I'm used to it. It hurts to learn I am not as special as I thought I was. It hurts when I breathe, laugh, or spend someone else's cash. It's like I am nothing but someone's trash. It hurts not knowing who can help me without destroying me, but love me. It hurts that you are not on my side and on my decisions or the ones you want me to hide. It hurts every time I swallow my pride to protect you.

1:04It hurts being in a big world facing life on my own. It hurts hearing what they did to you, me, and our loved ones. It hurts being married to a stranger, but it's even worse when talking to my enemies. It hurts that you only recognize the color of my skin, my butt, or my breast size. Wow, it hurts learning you don't understand my pain and my life is nothing but a game. It hurts trying to fit in and struggle to not be pushed away. It hurts so bad my eyes are bleeding. It hurts waking up every day just to hate tomorrow or yesterday. Wow, that was title.

2:05It hurts and life. Everybody is family something and life that hurts. So let's try to heal ourselves and breathe, relax, and think of everything that's positive, that's gonna make us feel better, look better, see better. Because you know what, in life, we all matter. We all are important, not just today, every single day of our life. So hold on to life and now someone in your life or stranger permission, just to borrow your smile. And you know what, and if they take care of that smile about spreading it around, get them that hug that holds them together. Could do does y'all live and learn? Because life is what it is. We know what it is already.

3:06It is so, so, so, so, so real. Please don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't. Don't live in faith because I won't.