EP 221 - Lorie Ladd - Planetary Shift - Preparing For The Next Global Event

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4:20wow, this is incredible information. I'm going to have to watch that. Yeah. So I'd like to get into some of what you covered, some of the download that came through there. But first, how have you been? You've obviously read the book. The Divine Design. Tell us about that. Yeah, it's so good to be with you guys again. I'm doing well. I'm weathering the storms. Yeah, I got my book out finally. A couple of months ago, it was released. And I'm just I'm riding the waves. I'm just riding the waves and just watching this human evolution with my eyes open, my heart open, my mouth open, just all just in awe of what we're going through and what the shifts that we continue to find ourselves in. How about you guys? How have you guys been? It's good. Busy staying. Yeah. We haven't we haven't missed a beat since then. You know,

5:22it's been full steam ahead and it's becoming something amazing. This is a lot of fun for us. We're just grateful that we get to have these conversations. But I do want to get into like, what's happening right now on a global scale? Like, where are we? Because obviously, I mean, things are changing. You can look at the animals right now. I don't know if you've seen those videos where they're all circling. Yeah. So I was reading some channeled messages about it, because there's not any real information. But one of the messages was that we're experiencing like a poll shift that are basically the frequency of the planet is raising. But it's creating new electromagnetic vortexes that the animals are responding to. That makes a lot of sense. So, and I don't know if the animals are like letting us know where these new vortexes are. But I'd like to get your opinion on that. This overall shift and we'll just go from there. Yeah, you know, it's been interesting because it feels like on one level, things have gotten quieter

6:31in a really kind of eerie way, right? Like, globally, things have kind of people have kind of trying to kind of pretend that, you know, we're moving back to like a state of normalcy, which isn't true. On another level, there's a lot of internal shifting that I've been going through. And then I think all of us have been going through internally. And then there is the over-arching sort of planetary shift. So there's these, there's like a, it's interesting. There's a human collective shift, which is, what does it feel like out there in the human collective, which to me feels like an eerie calm in a weird way? There's the individual kind of shifting that's happening. What's going on internally? How loud are your thoughts getting? How intense are your emotions getting? You know, what are the patterns that you continue to see? And then there is the planetary shift, which is that physical body, which is what the animals are

7:32responding to, right? So when I saw that video, I was like, oh, that's magnetism. It feels like they are responding to a more intense magnet on the earth, almost like the frequencies right below the surface of the physical, what you would call the physical form, right? is activating or increasing. And so they're just responding almost to the frequencies that they're feeling. So it's, to me, it's just like, oh, there's this natural rhythm that they're starting to find themselves in as the planetary body itself increases in frequency. Perhaps it's an actual vortex or portal that is increasing quicker than other areas. I mean, there's not a lot cement or concrete or humans necessarily that are on those areas in those areas of land. So it has the potential to be to increase faster. You know, when you have concrete and cement and tons

8:38of humans, it could take a little bit longer for those parts of the physical land to increase. But the planet in general, the planetary body is increasing faster than the human collective. So I always like to say the human collective is in a past in relationship to the planetary body. So a lot of us are concerned like, oh my god, the planet is, it needs our help. And it's like, no, the planet's actually pulling us. The planet's actually like like assisting us right now. And I agree with that 100% because I think in order for us to ascend, quote, ascend, the planet has to ascend first. I think that has to happen. Like, she has to prepare it away. And we see all the changes. The volcanoes even right now, like everything's like going off. And it's clear that there's a shift happening like you said,

9:40but it's like she's paving away for us. I like, I like that. Yeah. And it actually, like, and I wrote this in my book, there was a moment in 1987 and humans call it the harmonic convergence. Basically, what happened during the harmonic convergence is Earth tipped herself over to more to holding 50% of her light quotient. So you imagine that the light, there's, you know, the light switches that damn, you know, and you can turn, turn, turn, turn, turn, and then it gets brighter, brighter, brighter, brighter. Yeah. So in 1987, give her take a year. I mean, who knows, you know, times kind of wonky, but she, she, she shifted herself into enough frequency that it moved over to the 50% mark. And there's this universal law, whether you believe that or not, there's this universal law that was kind of put in place with Earth's experiment, where once she hit the 50% mark of her light, she couldn't get pulled back down. So no matter what we do as humans on the planet, we can't pull her light back down. So imagine

10:46it a percentage, right? So Earth's holding, you know, 66% of her light right now. And meaning 100 percent would be back in the fifth dimensional frequency. Okay. That would be like the, the 100%. So we, no matter what we do, because after the harmonic convergence, we cannot pull her back down, even though we're seeing all this horrible stuff happening on an energetic level, she's off to the races. And so we're now trying to catch up to her. And, and moving through the shift, right? And watching this whole thing. Yeah, I agree, agreed 100%. Yeah, that makes a lot of sense. Like she's off to the races. I love that. And I love your battlefield analogy that you were using in that video also, because right now it's, it's very much of an energetic battle. But I like how you put it is like, so as things crumble on the surface, things are crumbling internally also. And there's a lot of trauma that needs to be cleared out so we can be prepared for

11:50the next big global event. And I know a lot of insights on that. So yeah, I mean, that's one of the biggest things for myself personally that I've been going through and that I can feel the human collective as one kind of big cloud of collect collect collectiveness, consciousness. I can feel that this is what's what we're about to recognize, which means that, okay, so we got the we got the the first big sort of hit, right? I mean, we've had many hits that we haven't really taken advantage of. So COVID was like this first global hit, right? Where it rattled us into a external awakening where all of a sudden we started seeing externally what we're in. We started saying holy shit, right? The external world started to show it's it's true colors. And the shadow started to be seen. And then what started to happen and what kind of the phase

12:51that I see us in right now globally as a human collective is you could essentially say on some level that it's quieted in terms of all of the holy shit look at everything, right? It's still there. It hasn't gone anywhere, right? But that battle that we've been in, it's like we're taking a nap, we're taking a rest. And that rest is allowing us to go inward and sort of recalibrate. Hold on a second. Okay, I need to now sort of elevate my own consciousness. The Toyota Tundra and Tacoma are built to keep going blending rugged muscle with precision engineering all supported by Toyota's time tested legacy of dependability. Step into a Tundra and feel the unyielding capability with the available I force max engine. Tundra puts out impressive power torque and towing performance and the roomy high tech cabin keeps you connected on the go.

13:52Or take a look at Tacoma made for drivers who push past the path agile tough and relentless with available features like crawl control, portable JBL speaker, a power lift gate, so gear goes in fast and the adventure keeps moving. The Tacoma and Tundra are engineered to endure season after season, mile after mile. So drive one home today, visit toyota.com or stop by your local Toyota dealer to find out more Toyota. Let's go places because this is an energetic battle. I have to elevate my own consciousness now by going inward, by looking at my trauma, by dealing with my relationships, by feeling everything, by realizing I'm not my emotions, all these things so that when the next big battle comes, which it's going to come, that I can now stand on the battlefield and my consciousness is going to be at a higher level than it was in 2020 when I may have kind of had the initial sort of kick in the ass where it's like, oh my god, it's go time. We have to elevate our consciousness beyond what we are battling,

14:54otherwise we will just perpetuate that same battle and nothing's going to change. You know what I mean? Yeah, we can't show up the same way we did in the past. Exactly. We can't show up the way we showed up in 2020. Yeah, it's just going to create the same thing again and it's going to repeat that pattern and obviously that's where the lessons come in. Like even hearing someone listening to you right now this might spark something within them like, yeah, she's right. I need to start taking this serious because we have to also remember why we're here. You know, people complain a lot but we're here for the to assist in this whole planetary shift and we're here to do this work. So, you know, that's really important to remember right now because a lot of people just want to escape and get the hell out of here but we came here for a reason. Yeah, that's one of the biggest things that is kind of coming in for me right now is, I mean, there's such a multi-dimensional experience that I'm having around all of this because we can't bypass this. We can't like

16:01namaste our way out of this, right? Like you have to stand in this battle. You have to you have to simultaneously have the courage to continue to keep your eyes open. So many of us are so traumatized by what happened that the human nature is let's I just need to pretend it's going in a way. I need to pretend it's getting better. Please don't tell me any more of this stuff. I can't handle it anymore. I don't want to know more stuff that's coming. I like we've just been beat down, right? That we can't imagine like, oh my god, I have to keep going. I have to keep going. Many of us have kept going, right? But many of us haven't. So there's this juggling of, do we got to we have to keep going. But we now have to do so much internal work in order to do that. And that wasn't required 20 years ago, 30 years ago, 40 years ago, right? This whole internal and out out this internal inward and outward sort of balancing act has to take place. You have to do

17:06both. You have got to do both. It's an absolute necessity. And that's been a huge message that has been coming in. And the realization that like you said, we came here for this. There's no mistakes. There's no accidents. There's no like, oops, we messed up. No, we're being poisoned. No, this is genocide. No, they're trying to kill four billion people. No, this is what you signed up for. No, you just you came here to be able to stand and watch all the sex trafficking and watch all these horrific things. Like, no, this you didn't come here to shy away to back down. You have to take care of yourself. You have to figure out how you're going to do it. But this idea of how did we get here? This is horrible. I want out. No, you don't. You just forgot what you signed up for. Trust me, you don't want out. Right. What's the point of coming here if you just are going to escape immediately as soon as you get things to get rough, right? Right. That's why we're warriors. Right. It's not about

18:11going on vacations. I mean, it's a it's a beautiful thing to be able to get to a place where you can start enjoying, you know, that aspect of the human experience. But doing this work means sacrificing a lot of the human experience. A lot of what people, I guess, in the matrix get to enjoy. But once you want your preview or aware or awake to this information, that's not really the anyone's idea of fun anymore. Yeah. It's like the little things are important now, right? Like laughter. Like the ability to laugh. Like the senses, the ability to smell and taste the tiny things now that matter. It's not the how much money do I have and do I have a great car and a great house and can I go on all these vacations? Like you said, those things don't matter anymore. What matters is the the devouring of the human experience while you are simultaneously

19:12watching it all go to shit, right? Like you're literally watching this chaos and your your your mind is being blown. You can't imagine continuing to feel more and more and simultaneously you're being asked to look at the gift of all of that. Right. Gift of being here. The gift I did a channeling I channel once a month in my Patreon. Random people come through like bizarre like Admiral Bird came through and like Saint Augustine. Do you guys even know? I didn't even know who Saint Augustine was, right? He came through. Yeah. Anyways, this month, Loretta Lynn came in. Do you guys know? Yeah. Yeah. Nice. Loretta Lynn came in. She passed away recently. She did. She passed away in October. Because I had a Google who's Loretta Lynn because I didn't know. Yeah. And she blew our minds because she was like, you guys, you have a microphone, you have a stage, you have the ability to make an impact that you like every single human, no matter if you just

20:16are a state home mom or you work at a bank like your voice, your your beingness has such a power right now to make a difference. Don't let it go to waste. And so she was like reminding us of the things that we forget, we take this for granted. And then she said something so profound. It's it's never going to not be with me because somebody asked her what's the greatest gift? Like what what are you like what what what what's the what's the greatest part about being the human? And she said touch. She said because when you're out of physicality, consciousness can't touch consciousness. Wow. Yeah. And she said in the human journey, you're you have consciousness has the ability to touch other consciousness. You know, and that awareness was just like. Yeah. It's huge. Actually, it's huge. Well, and that's why another reason why we don't want to escape. We can't like we've

21:19done a very unique experience. We've done the five DX life. We've done that. And you know, we know what that's like our soul does. So while you're here, like the pleasures of the flesh is what they call it. Like yes. Yeah. It's it's it's literally everyone's like, why would I why would I want to go through this trauma? And why would I want to go through this and that? And it's like stop saying why and start start recognizing if you can't the gift of it, the gift of being able to feel anger, the gift of being able to feel sadness, the gift, it's not easy. I understand that. This isn't easy, but it's like we have to stop playing in this victim role of like poor us, this sucks. When are we going to get out of this? You know, when are we going to find ourselves in the new earth or the, you know, whatever it's like, dude, this is this is the juice. This is why this is it. This battle, this, this, this awareness, this every day up and down, oh my god, I'm losing my mind.

22:22You know, all of these, this is the reason that we incarnate it. It's this moment. It's this, not getting to 5D and getting to some beautiful new earth. That's that's that's truly not why we incarnate it. We could we would have just stayed there. Exactly. We wouldn't have incarnated. Why would exactly? Right. We got the journey is it. This is the journey. This is it. Yeah. Right, and we got the calls. Right. And we're here to help, too. We're here to help. Exactly. With the shift and anchor the energies and help. We got the call. Right. And it's, I like what you said, because yeah, what happens is I find myself even sometimes and a lot of people, we start complaining about some certain things. And it's like if you can take that energy instead of complaining about something and you know, reverse that and work on yourself, put that energy to clear out like you said, the trauma and do the internal work. So we you can be prepared for what's coming next. I think that's crucial. And I think that's what's happening right now. And we see the

23:25mask are coming off everyone. We see everyone's true colors right now. People, all these unhealed traumas, all these behavior traits that they've just tried to suppress. They're all coming to the surface right now. And we're getting to see everyone for who they really are. And where they've done the work and where they haven't done the work. And like you said earlier, there's nothing more important than that right now because we're like you are going to be completely ineffective. If you just stop and you just yes, it's easy just to be, but you're not evolving anymore. Right. Exactly. And if you think about it like you, if you remember that this is an energetic battle, right, it's not a physical battle. So energetically, what that means, like the wrap your head around that, right, it's an energetic battle which means that it really doesn't matter what you say or what you do essentially. What matters is the frequency that you're holding. Okay. So if you think about that for a moment, okay, it matter.

24:30We essentially were not in charge of our frequency, right. We think we are, but we're not. The body, the body's frequency is what's rising. It's the body's frequency that's going to assist us and no longer being affected by the poisons, right. So yes, we want to drink clean water and eat good foods, but we're being poisoned, whether we, regardless of what you're eating and drinking and the where you're putting your computer, you're being freaking poison. I hate to tell you this, sorry, but you are, right. Just being on the planet. So the frequency in your body is what is going to propel us and keep us on that battlefield, right. More than what we're saying and what we're doing. And so if you have that awareness, then essentially what's most important right now is that we're doing the internal work, because it's the internal work that raises the frequency, which is kind of why everything's been a little bit quieter. I mean, listen, you go to Iran or

25:32these other countries, China, it's not quiet. And there's probably so many countries that are like, I don't know what you're talking about, it's not quiet. So I'm not going to pretend that it's quiet around the world, but it's much quieter than it was a year and a half ago, a year ago. And that quietness is allowing us to prepare. It's allowing us to get better sort of armor, right. So that the frequency of our body, if you imagine the frequency increasing, what that means is that you're going to be able to step back out into the battlefield and not be as angry and resistant. You're not going to be dividing and yelling. You're not going to be telling people they're wrong. We're going to be doing it from a different angle that's going to have more of an impact because the frequency is different. Right, right. And, right. And yes, that us versus them mentality is something that we really need to get past. And I know it's really hard not to look at some people as the enemy, the people who have kept us down and they stop on your freaking head as soon as you walk out your front door. But it's something that we have to get past because it still perpetuates the divide,

26:38like you're saying. And then we see that even like you said, you're wrong. I'm right mentality all the time, especially in the truth or community. And there's certain truthers that think that they have the highest truth, which isn't, which is actually promoting that same fear frequency that you're trying to get people away from. Right. Isn't that interesting? Yeah. It's so interesting. I have a lot of friends in the truth or community. Beautiful, beautiful humans making a massive impact. And like, you know, sacrificing so much of their life. And so I would never take away from what they're doing. But it is interesting that there are certain people that will still beat up or make wrong other truthers that are trying to get the truth out. Right. So it's like pay that's frequency. That's awareness. That's doing the internal work. We don't want to beat each other up. You know, we don't want to one up each other or have this hierarchy. We truly don't. And I think when you really start

27:41doing the inner work, you're going to build these people up next to you. They're on the battlefield next to you. Why are we bickering amongst ourselves when we're all, we all want the same thing. We all want to beat that energetic enemy, so to speak, right? Right. So it's that inner work that will stop that behavior, in my opinion. And that comes with a huge ego death most of the time are multiple ego deaths. But okay, people get mad when we talk about the inner work, and we don't explain how to do it. Because some people don't know what that means. And I think it's it's taking time to feel everything. Feel everything that your body is going through. And then observe yourself. And how you how you act in certain situations, how you respond to certain people, how you treat other people, how you treat yourself, observe your daily patterns. Everything you do, start observing that and seeing what serves you and what doesn't anymore. And you start to

28:43course correct along the way. And you slowly, you know, you're re rewiring yourself. And I think like in a nutshell, that's one way to describe it. But maybe you could add to that if you want. I mean, it's simple. I don't think that like doing the inner work isn't a spiritual thing to me. It's not the Toyota Tundra and Tacoma are built to keep going blending rugged muscle with precision engineering, all supported by Toyota's time-tested legacy of dependability. Step into a Tundra and feel the unyielding capability with the available iForce Max engine, Tundra puts out impressive power torque and towing performance and the roomy high-tech cabin keeps you connected on the go. Or take a look at Tacoma made for drivers who push past the path. Agile, tough and relentless with available features like crawl control, portable JBL speaker, a power lift gate, so gear goes in fast and the adventure keeps moving. The Tacoma and Tundra are engineered to endure season after season, mile after mile. So drive one home today, visit toyota.com or stop by your local Toyota dealer to find out more Toyota. Let's go places.

29:48It's not something that you have to study to me or, you know, or work on to me doing the inner work is simply just showing up every day and feeling. That's that truly and being the observer like you said, like, Tyler, like, if you can, if you can observe yourself, so what, so people don't know what that means and I understand how do you, how do you become the observer, which is I think a key to liberating yourself, right? So being becoming the observer, you have to practice it, practice it, practice it, practice it, practice it, practice it until it becomes natural. So the way that I would practice being the observer is I would kind of say to myself, okay, Laurie, you're now waking up. Okay, Laurie, you're now going to take a shower. Okay, Laurie, you're now feeling anger. Oh, look at Laurie, you're feeling anxiety this morning. Oh my god, look now you're not feeling the anxiety. Now you're feeling anger towards somebody. Oh, look now you went on social media and you're feeling insecure and jealous. Oh, look now you're about to go to yoga and you're feeling calm. So

30:51it's like I'm constantly literally almost analyzing what I'm experiencing throughout the day. It's not bypassing because I'm actually feeling it, but I'm allowing myself to observe myself as I'm feeling it. And so it's not an attachment to I have to fix this. I have to change this. I need to heal from this. I need to this is trauma. Where did this trauma come from? Is this trauma? The human likes to do that. The ego likes to grab, makes sense of what's the storyline behind it. And honestly, from my own experience, you don't have to do that. You simply just show up and let the energies move through you. The energy is the present moment. The energy of the now will shift you. It will change you. It will transform you. It's just can you show up for that? And can you can you just I swear to God if humans just felt all day long, the whole planet would be raising its vibration.

31:54Absolutely. Because you are not your thoughts. You're not your feelings. You're not what happens to you. You're not your trauma. And so many humans identify with all those things. And they think they are those things. And they're reacting in that place. Yeah. If you if you're I would challenge people to if you because a lot of people were so me included. We're so programmed. That we don't realize that we're still associating with thoughts. Right. So I am this thought that it's such a deep program that we don't even realize that we are believing the thoughts as ourselves. They just take over. Right. So one of the ways that you can kind of play with all of this is if there's anything in your life that you're trying to change or get out of. You're associating yourself as it. And you're going to have a temper tantrum and say, no, I'm not. No, I'm not. Yes, you are because if you didn't associate yourself as the thought or the emotion or the behavior, you wouldn't want to

33:00change it. Right. Right. You would simply just observe it. And it would it would move. Everything moves, right? Like right. It's built. Yeah. But getting to a place where you where you stop in the middle of your day to observe that or observe yourself along the way. Because what happens people are afraid of what's going to show up when they finally stop and sit with themselves. And that's why we constantly distract ourselves. And we feel like we have to be doing something all the time. What's more program that way, your program that, you know, if I stop, I'm not being productive. And I'm not doing, you know, I'm not bettering myself. That's actually not true. You can do a lot more for yourself. Because if you don't stop and rest, your body is going to make you stop and rest by getting sick. Right. That's exactly what happens. As your body is way of telling you, like, Hey, if you're not going to do it, we're going to do it for you. Now, now you got to rest and be sick at the same time. So it's just making sure that you don't distract yourself.

34:01I think. Exactly. Yeah. I am. I was actually driving to tour from yoga today at this morning. And I was realizing how lucky I am that I have the internal guidance that I have because I will never let an internal knowingness pass me by. Meaning, if, if, um, if, let's say I start dating some guy, right. And it's just the guy isn't responding in the way that I want him to. It's an internal knowingness of it's not, trust that it's not the right one and let the, let the physical reality gift you with the truth. Do you know what I mean? So instead of trying to make something out of what simply isn't there, well, I'm going to, I'm going to figure out how to make this work or I'm going to figure out how to like, maybe I just need to like text more,

35:02call more. No, the right things. Yeah. Or like, am I, maybe I need to like back away a little bit. What games do I need to play? It's like, no, the physical reality is always showing you what is, what is, what's for your highest good, right? And can you trust that enough to not do anything with it? That's the hardest piece is like, okay, then there, there has to be something greater, always coming for us. If this is an evolution, if we're shifting is for evolving. So whatever is showing up, if I can just let it be the highest truth, then, then it will show me what is the highest truth. It will, it will lead me to, right? The next partner that's coming in that's going to be the better fit. So it's no longer resisting or fighting against what's showing up for us, right? Like that, the trusting, it's a little bit confusing, but it's, if you think about your own

36:09life, and when you slow down and quiet and just, if you can slow down and quiet, if you have that luxury, not everyone, not all of us have the luxury to slow down and get quiet right now. We're trying to freaking survive and pay our bills and pay our gas and pay the food and, you know, pay electricity. But if you have that ability to slow down and get quiet, can you trust that everything that is showing up for you is shifting you everything that is showing up for you is shifting you everything that's showing up for you is allowing you to evolve everything. There's nothing wrong. You don't have to fix any of it. You don't have to change any of it. Just let it show you what it's here to show you. And I live that way. I live in the, in the deepest knowingness and faith that I am always showing myself what I need to see, feel, hear, observe in order to continue to

37:16move through this evolution. And that's why I don't fight against anything. You know, so I don't know if like somebody were to say, well, Laurie, what are some steps? You know, what are some steps you can do to like assist you in this? Practice being the observer. How do you do that? I am doing this. I am feeling this. I am thinking this. To feel. Can you just move through your day and like breathe and feel just breathe, feel, breathe, feel, breathe. What am I feeling right now? You know? And number three, can you remind yourself that nothing is an accident or a mistake or a fuck up? Right. There's nothing to fuck up. Nothing's like, oh, shit. I fucked that up. Oh, shit. I need to fix this relationship. Oh, no. Everything is being served to you. You know, in order to move through this evolution so that you can stand in the battlefield and be in the highest service to humanity. Truly, it's not about us. It's it's not as this isn't about like a self service. This is a

38:21a global service that we're doing, right? So I always am saying to myself, everything I'm doing, although I'm doing it internally to kind of better myself or, you know, move through this evolution on my in my own world. It's not about me. It's never been about us individually, right? This is you're doing your work. You're doing your work. Whoever it's listening is doing their internal work so that they can be up the highest service for humanity. That's why we're doing this internal work. Well, yeah. And that's how like if you go around trying to force other people to wake up or whatever the case is, like that doesn't work. No, you're actually pushing them away that you're repelling them. But when you when you start doing exactly everything you're talking about going through those steps, automatically your vibration starts, your vibration starts assisting other people around you. Whenever you're trying to force anything, you're out of alignment automatically. You're out of alignment. If you're forced, if you like examine how you're

39:24living and if you feel like you're having to force things, you're out of alignment. And if you are in the flow state, you're not forcing things you're just flowing and you're allowing. You're in that kind of allowing state. Does it mean you just are completely in you know, there's a difference between that and being like dissociated and out of your body and just like floaty hippie person that doesn't care about it, you know, that's that's different. You have to be grounded in your body grounded in the now, but you're in the state of allowing in the flow state. And everything you just said is right in line with that. And that's it right there. And that's when the magic happens and that's when your life will start becoming amazing because you are in alignment with source in that state. And you're not trying to like make things better, right? It's not like you're not like if you feel sadness, you're just allowing that sadness to be like just like if you're feeling joy, there is a judgment to like better according to what like,

40:26you know, that's just that you go judgment. Exactly. If you if you remember that everything is energy, okay? And that's it. Everything is energy. I'm experienced in energy and I'm moving through energy all day long. Then essentially you'll see you if you start practicing that like monitoring that in your freaking head, right? Everything's energy. Everything's energy. Everything's energy. Everything's energy. Then when you start to feel sadness, can you tell yourself a sadness is an energy. Sadness is a label we use because we live in third dimension. So you have to have words to describe the experience, right? So we have to say I'm feeling sad. Essentially, you're not feeling sad. Essentially, you're feeling an energy that we label as sad. And then when you label something as sad or angry or rage or whatever it is, then there's a story that you can now attach to. Right. And then based on your childhood, it's like, I'm supposed to feel this. I'm not supposed to feel all of that is bullshit. It's truly simply an energy, right? And if you're telling yourself

41:32that all day long, it's just energy, even your thoughts is just energy. Wow, that energy is fucking powerful. It's literally making me do this behavior. Like just dropping to your knees and being in all of that power of that energy, that's the flow state. Right. That's flow. Right. Right. And damn it, I forgot what I was going to say. But another thing. So a lot of the, like, it sounds, it's easier. It's easier to talk about this stuff, but actually applying it. And something that I do is ask myself questions. Like you could add a step forward to what you were saying earlier is because we don't always catch ourselves in the moment. And we find ourselves reacting to certain situations. And like you said, we didn't fuck up. But in our minds, we just fucked up. So you're trying to, so you have to ask yourself, why did I just react that way? Why did that, where did that come from? And address it right there on the spot. And that's what, that's something that's huge, I think, also that helps me tremendously. Is there healing that needs to be done? Is why I acted this way? Is it coming from an unhealed

42:35place? Then you can examine this. What's a blessing in the sky? It's really because then you can be like, oh, this is where I'm unhealed. That's why I'm getting triggered and acting this way. And I have news for you. It's never the other person as much as you want to point the finger somewhere else, which is what everyone does. Like right now, it's a huge finger finger finger pointing frenzy. Yeah. It's a finger pointing frenzy out there because everyone shits coming up and no one wants to face themselves and look in the mirror. It's, it's kind of scary, but it's, it's a byproduct of this whole shift right now. And something you mentioned, and I want to kind of shift gears just a little bit, something you mentioned in one of your videos, you said, everything is real, yet nothing is real. And so this is something that I want to get into because I look around and I see a huge illusion on the world stage, the political arena, all this propaganda, this movie playing out, that is so far from reality, like the reality that they create for us is, isn't the reality?

43:37Isn't the actual reality? And it's all to manipulate you into creating something they want, right? You to create the illusion. Yeah. Yeah. I just wanted to get your thoughts on like, what did you mean when you said everything is real, yet everything isn't real? The Toyota Tundra and Tacoma are built to keep going, blending rugged muscle with precision engineering, all supported by Toyota's time-tested legacy of dependability. Step into a Tundra and feel the unyielding capability with the available iForce Max engine. Tundra puts out impressive power, torque and towing performance and the roomy high-tech cabin keeps you connected on the go. Or take a look at Tacoma made for drivers who push past the path agile, tough and relentless with available features like crawl control, portable JBL speaker, a power lift gate, so gear goes in fast, and the adventure keeps moving. The Tacoma and Tundra are engineered to endure season after season, mile after mile. So drive one home today, visit toyota.com or stop by your local Toyota dealer to find out more Toyota. Let's go places. I mean essentially it's being for me, it's being able to see beyond

44:41the physical. Okay, so there's a couple layers, right? We have to honor the physical reality. We have to honor the the fact that we're in a physical reality. I'm looking at your body. I'm looking at your behaviors. There is mind control. We are being manipulated, right? That is a kind of a physical reality. We're all, you know, they got the whole world to put masks on and take this thing and you know, we're being that people are dying. So these are all, this is a physical experience. It's also not a physical, it's also also a complete illusion. So if you're capable of looking, the way I see the world is really interesting. I see the physical like a stage. But then I imagine that there's, you know, that movie, the Wizard of Oz, I always imagine that there is that voice behind the stage that sort of kind of there's an energetic manipulation that's happening, right? So that's how I see everything. It's like, okay, yes, there's a physical world. Yes, there's

45:42presidents and these things and that. And yes, they're like, all of this is being presented. We have to see that. That has to be shown. We have to see it. We have to look at it. We have to acknowledge it. That is the physical shift. We are in the physical shift of evil. This is an physical evolution. But if you can see beyond the physical is not real, it's all made of an energy. There's an energetic experience that is in charge of all of it. What is that energy? What are you feeling? What is behind all of it? And that's what I mean when I say it's real, but it's not real. And you can take it a step further because even the energies that we're experiencing on the planet aren't really real. It's only real if we're standing here experiencing it, right? So like on a whole other level, it's like, none of this is actually real. But then you're like, bullshit, it's completely real

46:46because I'm standing here in it, seeing it and feeling it. So there's these layers. There's a physical reality. There are there is shit being done. There is a, you know, things going into people's arms. There are people don't, this is happening. You cannot take that away from me. Let's go a step further. It's an illusion because there's actually, it's actually just an energy that we're experiencing and feeling. So it's actually not even real. This physical thing. And then even beyond that is even that isn't real. It's all just, it's all, it's only real if you're standing in it. It's only real if you're on the planet. It's only real if you're in the experience of it. It doesn't really help you though because you still have to stand on the battlefield, right? Yeah. And that's where it gets confusing. But that's where we have to learn how to navigate because yet we look around and I see it yet. I like, I look around like this is all bullshit, all of it. Like I know it is. And it actually helps me because I can just, now I can be in the present in the moment and do whatever I need to do. And without you don't have to worry about the other

47:50stuff as much anymore. And the more you realize that it's an illusion, like you don't worry about any of it, like all this overhead stress that's placed upon our reality intentionally. So we're constantly in that survival mode. You don't have to worry so much about it. If you can change your mentality, 1000% and then you realize, well, who has the power to change this illusion? We do. Yeah. Right. So when it's all about waking up to your own power and sovereignty, and then it's game over for the manipulators and controllers because they bank on us staying asleep so they can keep manipulating us to create the reality they want us to create. That's the whole game. And that's the whole game. We can be like, oh, I don't want to create that anymore because now I realize what's going on here. I'm going to create, we're going to, you know, naturally creates a beautiful reality. And that's why doing it in our work is so important. Right. Right. And they know that it's all joke too because like the whole mask situation,

48:51I heard Andrew Tate who is coming forward or voicing his opinion on everything that's happening right now. But he's like, they knew they knew the whole time the masks were bullshit. And they told you that because none of them were wearing it. They were post pictures and videos and none of them were wearing it. And they just like, oh, these, they just look at us as the sheep all right, the cattle. And like, so in their minds, they're like, you should know that this is bullshit because we're not even doing the things we're telling you to do. Right. So it's on you. If you're like, we're not doing anything to you, you're choosing that. And that's true. That is true. It's like who you have to wake up to. Yeah, it's like the restaurants like, okay, who was, they had these stupid mandates, but who was actually enforcing it right there? Like besides of what was coming through to media and coming, you know, coming from the top down, like no one is actually physically in the restaurant making them do any of that stuff. And it's like, okay, like this is where you have to stand in your own power. I'm like, no, I'm not feeding that illusion anymore. And I'm not going to

49:55I mean, I hope that one of the one of the reasons why I think it's important that we do the inner work is because on a frequency level, on an energetic level, I'm sure you guys felt right away. Something is off, right? Something doesn't feel right. And that feeling of like this doesn't feel right. Something feels off. This is not and there wasn't anybody coming down on the news or anywhere saying, this is not good. This is wrong. This is off. It was an intuitiveness. It was a knowingness. Your body just told you, this isn't right. No one can tell me otherwise. That's frequency. That's vibration. That's the energetic world. And so it doesn't matter what they're showing you on stage. You weren't going to believe it. It didn't matter what they showed you or what they said to you on an energetic vibrational experience. You knew that this wasn't okay. You knew this wasn't right. Eventually, people started to come out of the woodworks and prove your knowingness, scientifically or in other ways, right? And they're doing that over and over again. But the key

51:00is to be able to trust, continue to trust the energetic inner world over the physical reality. And that's what we have to, that's the practice. That's the evolution. That is what we need to freaking do. Otherwise, we will continue to believe the physical world. Well, if the president tells me, if so and so tells me, well, what are you feeling? You even know. But the authority say this. So that has to be true. But people aren't even connected to their knowingness. If I were to say, what do you feel about this? They wouldn't even know. Well, they don't. They pair it wherever they heard somewhere else. And that happens all over the place. It doesn't matter what you listen to if you're listening to the mainstream media or if you're listening to your favorite influencer or truth or whatever, you start asking people their opinion on the subject. You quickly realize it's not even them talking. They're parroting what they learned from someone else. And no one's actually feeling into this stuff. But we're steered away from that,

52:04at a young age. We're steered away from our intuition and using our gut. We talk about this all the time. And that's where, you know, but getting back to that, that's how you have to learn like a truth and a non truth. They all, they have a vibration and they feel a certain way. And your body reacts to the truth and it reacts to a lie. And you have to learn how you learn what that feeling feels like. So you know in that moment, this person is deceiving me. This person has an ulterior motive. This person is being truthful. They're telling me the truth. That, I mean, then you don't need to ask those questions. Any, we don't need to ask other people, hey, what do you think of this person? Why do you care what I think? What do you think? Like, that's the biggest issue right now. And, and then we have the whole concept of discernment. And people get mad when you start judging people, but the surging is judging. That's what discernment is. Right. Like you have to judge to discern. Exactly. Like you don't want to be overly judgmental. I would call it healthy judgment. Right. Rather than an egoic.

53:06I'm right. You're wrong type of thing, which is usually it on healed waste. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And then that creates the cancel culture mentality that the frequency that they're pumping out, it creates that same cancel culture mentality within your own, you know, and now people can't belong in your life because you don't think like me. So you can't be my friend. And that's what we need to get past 100%. I mean, if you think about like, I mean, that, that's why, you know, if we, if we didn't learn from what we went through, we're in a shit ton of trouble because, right. You know, we, we have to be able to use discernment. I mean, I constantly thinking of like the, the wolf and sheep's clothing, you know, I mean, that's this whole physical reality is the wolf and sheep's clothing and being able to trust.

54:08If you, this is what humility is, essentially, is you are, you are so confident in your knowing is, right, that you don't have to debate or argue your point. Right. A lot of the reason people argue and debate their point is that there is some sort of insecurity still, still brewing within them that, that they are not confident in their absolute knowingness. It's not to say that arguments or debates are not healthy in some way, right? Like if somebody wants to talk about their point and you're talking about your point, there is an energy that can flow where you're simply just talking about your truths. Okay. There's nothing wrong with talking about your truths and your truth are different than my truth. And here's how where I am. But when there is a defensiveness coming, right, where you are trying to prove your point against somebody else's, that is, that is deep insecurity with a massive ego-extructure without humility because a true home, when you really

55:16trust your knowingness, you have no need to defend your truth. It just doesn't happen. The Toyota Tundra and Tacoma are built to keep going, blending rugged muscle with precision engineering, all supported by Toyota's time-tested legacy of dependability. Step into a Tundra and feel the unyielding capability with the available iForce Max engine, Tundra puts out impressive power, torque and towing performance and the roomy high-tech cabin keeps you connected on the go. Or take a look at Tacoma made for drivers who push past the path agile, tough and relentless with available features like crawl control, portable JBL speaker, a power lift gate, so gear goes in fast and the adventure keeps moving. The Tacoma and Tundra are engineered to endure season after season, mile after mile. So drive one home today, visit toyota.com or stop by your local Toyota dealer to find out more Toyota. Let's go places. Exactly. And people only feel like they defend it because they're threatened. They're threatened because something something that other person is saying the ego

56:21is threatened. They're going to go live. But then you have to ask why you threatened because if that information is true that that other person is saying, that shatters your entire belief system and your entire paradigm, your reality. And they think they are that belief system. And they even ask themselves to that. Yes. That's why it's so hard when you reach out to some people who are heavily religious and you give them the concept of aliens. They can't wrap their head around anything else besides that they're demons. And that's just one of those things. They still is coming up a lot. There's like a trigger there, almost like. I don't really want to look at that. Don't tell me. Yeah. Yeah. Like people think that really religious people think that yoga is satanic. Yeah. You know, crystals and yeah. And it is coming up a lot more. There's a lot of it's a really interesting quote-unquote sort of battle, energetic battle that's happening. Definitely in the spiritual community. And it's fascinating to me because you know this idea

57:29that there is, that your truth is better than my truth. In and of itself is in there. It's embarrassing. It's an it's asinine. It's ridiculous. Like, you know, that whole idea, like this. Imagine standing on a battlefield. We're going into battle against these energetic forces. And we're literally turning to each other and being like, your truth is not true. Your truth is not true. Your truth is like, who gives a shit? What you like, you realize what we're doing here, right? You're like, yeah, but you believe in Jesus and you don't believe in Jesus. Like, who gives a fuck? We got shit to do, you know? Yeah, right. Focus on the mission. Meanwhile, it's a program installed and then that's saying that anyway, it's not the real them. It's in the first place. It's the irony of it. And meanwhile, there's like this mass genocide happening, right? And this mass mind control and manipulation that's going on. And that's truly where our focus should be. In my opinion, is, are you being controlled?

58:33Right. Well, and you said in your video, the planetary message, it doesn't matter how awake you think you are or what you think you know or how much you know, even if you know everything. Like, what is that knowledge? Like, what's the purpose of it? If you're not, I forgot how you worried it, like showing up, like as a higher version of yourself, if you're not working on yourself and, and showing up as a higher version of yourself. And you can add to that if you'd like, because that was a great rant. If you remember what you said, I don't remember. But I mean, essentially, like, if you think about it, like, okay, so somebody could sit up here and just, and just spew all this information, like the government's doing this and this is happening, this is happening, this is happening, right? But if there isn't, and if there isn't an internal awareness of how their being is impacting humanity, if there is still this hierarchy, if there is still this resistance or, or fight against what is, if, like, I don't want to be standing next to somebody, I would prefer to be standing next to somebody that is humbly grounded in their truth

59:37and in their knowingness that is so powerful that knows that no matter what, nothing can hurt them, nothing can destroy them. They will stand in any fire. I would rather stand next to somebody like that than somebody that's just spouting all this truth. I don't give a fuck what you know. Like, can you stand in the fire with me? I don't give a shit that you know that this is happening. You went down this red-hit pill thing and this, I don't care, because you're going to fight against what's coming. I want somebody that's going to be able to stand with me in it that's not going to run, that's not going to fight against, meaning like, they're afraid of what's coming. There's a difference, right? Like, you've got to be like gladiator, in my opinion. I want a gladiator standing next to me that has this, like, absolute grounded knowingness that nothing can hurt them. Bring it on as opposed to all this knowledge, but there is still this underlying fear. I mean, how does fear show up? Fear shows up in resistance. Fear shows up in fighting against. Fear shows up in trying to prove

1:00:39your point. Fear shows up in telling another truth or that their documentary wasn't good enough because they didn't talk about dot, dot, dot. Like, it's like, what the fuck are we doing? Like, stop that nonsense. You know, just stand in your own sovereignty and and be humble enough to be an awe of what we're all going through and be silent if some, just because you don't believe that they did it the right way, can you be silent and humble in your own knowingness that they're still making an impact, right? Like, to me, if you think about being on the battlefield, who do you want to stand next to? Right. Who do you want to go to battle with? Amen to all that. Amen. Yes. I agree with you 100%. And I've used, I've said this before, but I'm going to say it again because it's important at the end of the day, all those differences don't matter anyway, because if you are walking, standing next to that person, walking down the street with that person and something happens to them and you find yourself in a position where you

1:01:40suddenly have to save their life or they get hurt or whatever, you're not going to, you're going to save their life. You're going to help that person innately instinctively. We have that within us to all help each other and it doesn't matter in that moment who you voted for, what you believe in or anything and your instincts stick in. We are all designed to help each other. We're here to help each other and we have to remember that. Like, you know, it doesn't matter. You even see it depicted in the movies sometimes where two people, the villain or the hero will actually help the villain in a, you know, despite their differences or vice versa. And that we need to remember that because we're all here to help each other and we have that's exactly powerful. Yeah. It's so true. It's so, so, so true. And we forget we get caught up in our stories. We get caught up in our emotions. We get caught up, you know, in wanting to, in wanting to wake people up. We get,

1:02:44you know, the more that you know, the harder it is to kind of humbly allow what's happening to happen. It's very difficult, right? And I think that's one of the things that so many of us learned in these last couple of years is holy shit. The more I know, the more difficult it's becoming because I have to allow that which I can't understand to, to be meaning, you know, I see a lot of unconsciousness where I live and a lot of behaviors that I don't understand. And I stay and live here because I like to challenge myself, right? So it's like, okay, can I have compassion? No, cannot have compassion. Okay, at least I'm aware that I have absolutely no compassion for you. I did not understand. What are you doing? Like, but there's an awareness of that, right? And, and the more that we can be in that uncomfortable, the more that we can see how we want to fight against those people because it's true what you said in the battlefield, you know, they're just doing

1:03:46what they think is best for them, you know? And what am I going to do? Turn and beat them up? No, I need to focus on that bigger picture, right? Not on the individual person. And so what's the bigger picture for me? Reminding humanity of what they're doing, right? Reminding humanity of who they are, reminding humanity of what this is all about. And that's the bigger picture. Um, you know, and, and, but it's, it's just layered. This human journey is layered. The Toyota Tundra and Tacoma are built to keep going, blending rugged muscle with precision engineering all supported by Toyota's time-tested legacy of dependability. Step into a Tundra and feel the unyielding capability with the available iForce Max engine. Tundra puts out impressive power, torque, and towing performance and the roomy high-tech cabin keeps you connected on the go. Or take a look at Tacoma made for drivers who push past the path. Agile, tough and relentless with available features like crawl control, portable JBL speaker, a power lift gate,

1:04:47so gear goes in fast and the adventure keeps moving. The Tacoma and Tundra are engineered to endure season after season, mile after mile. So drive one home today, visit toyota.com or stop by your local Toyota dealer to find out more Toyota. Let's go places. It's, it's, uh, it's completely different. Right. And then we're all, um, like the biggest problem I have, and this is something I struggle with and I'll admit it. Like, um, invasive thoughts and my own thoughts, um, being limiting myself because we think certain ways are knowing which thoughts are yours and which thoughts aren't your own. Uh, I think that's a huge topic and it's one of the most important things because we're all in our head sometimes. A lot of people sit there and struggle and it has nothing to do with their physical surroundings. It's all up here and you have to really catch yourself in those moments. Yeah, I mean, and how do you, how do you, those thoughts are so powerful? They are inside. I'm in awe of my thoughts. Um, thoughts are so powerful that we don't

1:05:48even realize that they are controlling us and creating our reality. Um, I mean, they're so sneaky. They just sneak in and you're saying these things and you're like, wait, and then you're like, is that true? Is that, is that really true? It requires you to turn on your, the, the observer, you have to get the observer to get louder and louder and louder and louder. How do you do that? You have to quiet the world around you. So if you have a really busy, busy life, you're super active. Like you just are going from one thing to the next. You've got children. You've got this. You got that. It's going to be really difficult to start practicing the observer. It's not impossible. But it is more challenging when life is a little bit quieter. You can, that, that observer can be turned on and you can pay attention to the thoughts all day long. Um, and it's like, what are my thoughts telling me? What are my thoughts saying now? What are my thoughts saying now? What do my thoughts believe about my health? What do they believe about my

1:06:51relationship? What are my thoughts telling me? And the more that you can just be curious. And like you said earlier, ask questions. Is this true? You know, the Byron Katie for question thing. I think she was genius when she made, when she came up with that. I don't remember her four questions, but it's like, is this true? Um, what if it's not that kind of thing? Like if you start asking yourself those questions, you can start to pop yourself out of the thought, but it requires like a pop out. And then it's going to, and then the thought's going to draw you right back in and then it's a pop out and then it's going to draw you right back in. Right. Right. Well, and the thing of the thing of it is is like you said, everything's a battlefield. No matter where you go, like we're at war on some level. And in this case, you're at war with yourself, you know, and that's where, that's where I think the observation comes in and helps. And I'm only bringing this up because I know it's something that I've struggled with. I'm getting a lot better at it. But I just sometimes those invasive thoughts, they can sideline you if you allow them to. Basically, if everyone would

1:07:56read Eckhart Tolly books, the world would be a much better place. Amen, right? Like, this is what it's all about. It's so true. I mean, if if we would, it simply just be start be learning how to be the observer, like the whole world would change. Well, that's honestly. Yeah. I think that's what that's what I meant by that. Yeah. Yeah, because it will make you feel crazy, though. It makes you go nuts because then you're like, holy shit, I'm thinking this and I'm thinking this and I'm thinking this and I'm thinking this and I think, right? And that's where humility and compassion, like there, there are so many, really, really debilitating thoughts that I had that controlled me for a very long time. And I had to have compassion when the thoughts were over writing the observer, meaning the thoughts were literally so powerful, they were controlling my behavior. And I was, it was like, it just took over. I was like, holy fuck these thoughts are, I'm like, I'm in the thought. The thought is now controlling. The thought is now taking over.

1:08:59And instead of getting upset with myself, beating myself up, you need to change this thought, Laurie, how could you still be having this thought? You're not, you're not evolving. I would just have compassion for myself. Wow. This is the 17,767th time this thought has come in in this week, right? Like, wow. And that is the observer. That is what moves you through. That's what puts you in flow. It's like, oh my god, I am literally telling myself that I'm unworthy again. Oh my god, I am believing the unworthy thoughts. Wow, I just got pulled back into the unworthiness. Wow, I don't think that I can be successful. I don't think people will listen to me. I don't think I can make money like all these thoughts. They're not real. Right. And you can choose, and then you can consciously choose a new thought rather than unconsciously being swept up in your thoughts. And that's what I did. I didn't even, when I was getting rid of these really intense thoughts around my body and they were really controlling me for so freaking long, I didn't even change the thoughts.

1:10:04I didn't. I simply allowed the thoughts, but I turned the thoughts up so loud. I wouldn't quiet the thoughts because the louder the thoughts got, the less I would pay, the less I would play in the thoughts. Right. So it's like, you just stop feeding into it. Yeah, I stopped feeding into it. I stopped. I became so aware of the annoyance and obnoxiousness of the thoughts. Yeah. That the thoughts started to not have the impact they did any longer. And somehow I navigated through the thoughts without necessarily changing and choosing a different thought. It's weird. I don't know. Well, ultimately, change comes when we're sick of our own bullshit. You know, I mean, you just get sick of whatever it is. And they're like, I'm done. I'm done with this.

1:11:05I'm making that change. You want to change. Exactly. Yeah. Right. And then you have to get uncomfortable. You know, they say life begins outside your comfort zone. Do things that you wouldn't normally do. If you're going to break that pattern, you have to, you literally have to change something, no matter what it is. But yeah, you get to that breaking point, right? You're like, enough, I'm done. I am done. No more. And hopefully it doesn't require sickness or breaking something or, you know, something dramatic. But a lot of times it requires us literally to like, to, to, to have something catastrophic happen. And then it's like, okay, I'm going to change now. Now, universe is trying to get your attention. Sometimes it has to. It's the catalyst. The catalyst of forces to change. Real quick. And then we'll wrap this up. I just want to get your opinion on how you interpret your dreams is and allow because I know our dreams tell us a lot. And I feel like that's really important lately because I don't know what's happening. But it's

1:12:07a lot of people are claiming they have these incredibly vivid dreams, but they have these messages that come along with them. And it actually can impact, you know, direction, the direction you're going in life. And I don't know what, what you have to say about that. But I'm just curious. Yeah, that's one of the, one of the most popular questions I get asked lately is about dreams. Yeah, it's really fascinating. And I actually thought this morning, like as I was driving to get my coffee, I was like, I don't really know much about dreams. How come I don't know very much about dreams? So here's what I do know, or my own kind of knowingness around dreams. Dreams just another state of reality. It's just another state of beingness, right? It's an awareness that we have of alternate dimensional fields, awarenesses, who we are, what we're doing here on the planet. It's actually not a state of unconsciousness or subconsciousness or any of that from my, from my awareness and my experience. It's, it's just another sort of like alternate reality, so to speak, right? So our eyes close. We, we, the ego is quiet. And then the

1:13:11aetheric body sort of starts to go off an experience. All these other higher realms, higher dimensional realms, you, you, most likely you're traveling ethically to other dimensional fields. Maybe you're staying in your own body, but you're doing, you know, you're doing energetic work, you're bringing awarenesses to yourself. And then it's this cross your fingers, right? That when you wake up, you remember a little bit of what you experienced. The thing that makes it seem like we're dreaming is that we have this ego structure that has to understand energy. So in the dream state, it's energetic. You're experiencing things energetically. Even if it's in a higher dimensional realm, it's, it's not physical. It's not a physical reality, right? Because you're, and you're sleeping. So it's an energetic experience. And so you have the energetic experiences, you're having them in the dream state, but then you have to filter it through the ego. And so many times the ego will filter the experience through the lens that it has. So let's say you have like a, there's,

1:14:17there's an awareness that you're, that you're higher self, you're aetheric body, and your higher self is trying to give you around how you view men. And let's say that you're always in some sort of experience where you're codependent, and you're trying to bring that awareness to that third dimensional human. Maybe you're going to have a dream. It wasn't a dream, okay? But maybe you're going to associate that with, you know, you're going to see a snake eating a bug or something. It's going to give you this really weird feeling. I don't know. I'm just making up some sort of thing. The actual analogies that you're given in the dream is not what's actually happening. It's the, it's the energies behind it. It's the feelings. Many people are having really vivid dreams in order to remember what it is that they're trying to give themselves, the messages, the guidance, the awareness. And so it's, it's more of how do you feel as opposed to the, the, you know, what you may be seeing in there. However, the more that we awaken, the more that we evolve, the Toyota

1:15:21Tundra and Tacoma are built to keep going, blending rugged muscle with precision engineering, all supported by Toyota's time-tested legacy of dependability. Step into a Tundra and feel the unyielding capability with the available iForce Max engine. Tundra puts out impressive power, torque and towing performance. And the roomy high-tech cabin keeps you connected on the go. Or take a look at Tacoma made for drivers who push past the path agile, tough and relentless with available features like crawl control, portable JBL speaker, a power lift gate, so gear goes in fast, and the adventure keeps moving. The Tacoma and Tundra are engineered to endure season after season, mile after mile. So drive one home today, visit toyota.com or stop by your local Toyota dealer to find out more Toyota. Let's go places. The more that it's just going to be an alternate reality. I'll see you in the in the aetheric realms, right? Like I'll see you tonight when we're you know when we're off doing whatever we're going to do. It's going to it's going to be like that. The dream state is literally going to be just another reality that we're hanging out in when we're

1:16:26not when we're not when our when our ego isn't asleep. That's how I see it. You know, have fabulous explanation. Yeah. And I have actually experienced that before where me and another person have had the same exact dream and we should compare notes. And we're like, Holy shit, like we both should be remembered. We were at the same place. And so it's really interesting. And I do, it's simply put, it's an alternate reality. There's something it's not anything to write off. That's for sure. Not at all. And and we're actually doing a lot of work in the dream state. We're doing a lot of there. There is so much that we see every night that we don't remember. There's so many. There's so many craft that you go up on. There's so many higher dimensional beings you're contacting. There's so much that like there's such an awareness that we have every single freaking night that's that the one of the cosmic jokes is like is the dream state because it's like you close your eyes and it's all quiet. And then you wake up the next day and you kind

1:17:31of think that nothing happened. And meanwhile, God only knows like you went here and you would hear and you had these conversations and you were like, you know, you were clearing this off the plant. Like all this shit happens every night. And then we're just like, like, you know, I mean, like, right. So it's good if you. And sometimes it's profound. Yeah. I mean, sometimes it's profound. Yeah. Yeah. 100%. I mean, I think the more that we wake up, literally, the more we're going to remember things that we thought were in the dreams in our dreams. You know, essentially, that's what a deja vu is. You know, it's a moment that you had in a dreams in a dream that actually was a reality that's now stepping into that reality. Or, you know, now is now in the now moment. But it was. Yeah. Yeah. Right. It's fun dream. When a humanity starts living in in in in both realities, it's going to be mind blowing. Right. I agree. Yeah.

1:18:35Exactly. Well, thank you so much for joining us today. This was a lot of fun. Yeah. Thanks for having me, guys. Please let people know how they can follow you where they can get your book and what you offer everything. Yeah. I mean, just on on Instagram, Laurie underscore lad, probably the best way. YouTube, Laurie lad, L-O-R-I-E-L-A-D-D, and then my book, The Divine Design, is all over the place. I mean, it's some you can get it on any online bookstore. The audio is coming out in a couple weeks, hopefully before Christmas. And the audio is really a great way to be able to absorb it. It's very dense. It's the history of the planet and humanity. And it's a deep remembrance. And I think Tyler, you were saying this like I think it was you earlier in the conversation around like the more that you remember the easier it is to just navigate this, right? Like the more that you know, the easier it is to just kind of like go through life. You're not it's it's not a big deal, right? You're just you're just doing life. And so my book is like this remembrance of like

1:19:38oh my god, I remember everything that we've gone through in the last millions and millions of years, how we got here. And it takes the load off. It's just sort of like okay, so what let's go let's do this, you know, you have that that memory in you. And then it's like it's go time, who cares? There's nothing to run or hide from, you know? Right, right. Yeah. Did I say that? Yeah, you did. You said something to that. Maybe there's an alternate reality, you know. Yeah, it could be. Yeah. Yeah. Well, thank you so much. This has been a lot of fun. The guys go check out their book. Do you have a website or I have a website Lori Ladd.com. Yep. L-O-R-I-E-L-A-D-D.com. Yeah. And yeah, I'll be in Europe in March doing a a a big tour in Europe for the Divine Design. So if you're in Germany or Ireland, London, Amsterdam, Sweden, I'll be in those places and that information is on my website. Well, that's amazing. Yes. Have fun. I know. You know, you're doing grid work

1:20:43also while you're doing ads. Yeah. Yeah. That's pretty cool. Yeah. Well, guys, go check out her YouTube, Instagram, website, book, go to Europe. Yeah. Why do you're up and out there? Yeah. Thanks you guys so much. Yeah. Thank you. This was a lot of a lot of important stuff. It's not everyone's favorite. Sometimes they get into the inner work, but that's the most important stuff. And we're never going to stop addressing it. I think it's crucial right now to, you know, apply everything we talked about today. And you know, thank you for what you do. Keep up the great work. You know, you're doing some amazing stuff. Even it's just quick Instagram videos by love it. I mean, it's sometimes they're always so powerful. Sometimes just you turn in for a few minutes and a little nugget of something you said can just change the course of, you know, of your day. So yeah. And thanks for you guys for all your work and being consistent consistency is everything right now. Continuing to just show up is huge. Right. Well, you know, we do it once

1:21:45a week. And people like, I don't know how you do it. And I'm like, well, how would we not do it? It's just once a week. Yeah. Like that's it. We don't overstress ourselves. We don't, you know, put too much on our plate. Right. Once you get into the rhythm of that, it gets a lot easier. Yeah, it becomes a flow stage. Yeah. Yeah. And so there's no reason. I tell myself there's no reason we can't do it every week. Yeah. I know. I don't have an excuse for that. So. But it's, it's, I think you take it, we take it for granted what we're doing. Honestly, like I last night I was in such a deep gratitude because it was like, you know, we do what we do. And we, we, we, we just do it because it's innate. It's, we, we, we answered the call we're here. We're doing it with a gift. But sometimes I, I, I, I think that we forget just like, wait, no, you realize what you're doing. Like you're, you're showing up, even if it's just once a week, like you're showing up, you're shifting humanity. You're, you're, it's not a lot of people wouldn't do it. Even if it's once a week, they just wouldn't do it. They would love to be able to, but they, those thoughts just come in and they won't let them push record, right? So it's like, it's, it's, it's, it's powerful

1:22:52showing up in a consistent way right now over and over and over again, no matter what you're going through, no matter what your thoughts are telling you, no matter what social media is doing. Like, it doesn't matter. You're just showing up, you know? Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. And sometimes it's not easy. Sometimes we don't feel like it or whatever the case is not feeling 100%. But at the end of it, like you feel amazing. Like wow, that was such a great conversation. And you realize why you do it. And the constant reminder is every week, it helped you reprogram yourself because we had a deep program, you know, now we have to reprogram ourselves to, to live a new way. So anyway, thank you so much. Yeah. Thank you guys for tuning in. Don't forget, if you want to come hang out at our conference next May 22nd through 25th, grab a ticket journey to truthcon.com. It's going to be a lot of fun. We look forward to seeing everyone there. We love you all. Thank you all for your support, your donations. We can't do this without you. Until next time, have a great

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