an INTERESTing process to ME

0:00You know how I've shared with you, it's been, it's actually been nice at times to have readers picking up the same energy I am, right? And it's more than energy, like I feel like, I don't know how to even explain it. If you've been listening, I think you understand, like they show me in real time, they have the experience and, like so, in other words, I don't read cards, I don't have terror cards to read, look, I don't know how to even read them, I don't know any of that stuff. But I will experience life, like they'll bring me stray dogs and cats and they'll bring me people and sayings and quotes and experiences and nature and animals and all types of things and I recognize that it's a specific interaction that I'm supposed to be picking up on and understanding and it has a different meaning to it.

1:02And then it's like I report on it, right, it's that kind of thing. And so this has been like, it's interesting process to me because I haven't always been clear on what it is I'm supposed to be doing or why or what and yet I love it, I enjoy it, I love how they interact with me, I love how they show me things. So, but a couple of things just came to me with all of this. It was almost like, oh did we fail? In other words, it's like we're out of the game so now we just have to report the game to others. That's what it kind of feels like sometimes. And I was just listening. Oh, and you know how sometimes I'll listen to readers who again, they'll pick up the same thing as me, it's comforting and this and that. And when I first started listening to readers a few years ago, I noticed I would get like

2:07addicted in the wrong way and in other words, if they would be picking up on something that was happening to me, I was like, oh my God, right? And then you start to listen more because you're like, oh my God, they know what they saw and it's like, oh my God, that's not exactly what's going on here, right? It's supposed to just give you clarity or confirmation if it is even resonating with you, right? We're picking up on so many people across the world. So it's like, you can't look at it like that at all. You're supposed to, I mean, for me, this is how I think of it. And this is why when I share with you, I try to share a broader message because it's not about the specifics. It's more like lessons that we all need to be learning and understanding and remembering and integrating and so my point in that is if you get addicted to it or start seeking outside yourself, one, you're seeking outside yourself, two, you're thinking somebody else has your answers and you're allowing them to lead your life and that's not what they're there to do and they're not even interested in doing that.

3:07And three, you're giving away your power. I mean, it's just a mess, right? That's why I like to share it the way I do so that you hopefully don't listen to it. It's like to get your answers in that your future where it's like, I'm not a fute, like nobody's telling your future, you can only determine your future by choosing your choices in each and every moment. But sometimes people get confused on what's happening within them. Or even sometimes when we're so close to experiences that we are experiencing, we can't see through the fog, right? Like we can't see what's right in front of our face. But you tell somebody else who doesn't have any attachment to you or any attachment to that experience or whatnot, they can give you a clear understanding of what is actually occurring because they're not sensitive to it, they're not triggered by it. And so I can give you maybe a clearer understanding of what's happening so that you can get yourself untangled and move forward.

4:07But you have to choose to do all that, right? And anyway, so anyway, when I would first start to listen, I was doing what I'm explaining to you not to fall into that trap because I was like, oh my God, right? And so we would listen, I would listen for like, oh, what's going to happen? And I finally caught myself like, wait a minute, what am I doing? I was like, I was missing the mark, not understanding what it was. I think they were taking me to these different readers, more to just show me to give me that confirmation. Like other people are picking up on energy too. Like it's okay. And you know, all these things. Anyway, because of those entanglements, so to speak, or confusions, I think I was also like hoping for certain outcomes or hoping for this or that.

5:10And it's like, you know, the more I get into my own reality back into my own body, back into my own understanding and still working with the universe, but in a way that I still find it comforting. Like, I don't know if I told you I had this, I was closing the blinds the other night in a solid dog in my yard. And it looked like it had a collar, but I still went out because I thought, oh God, he got loose or who knows what? And as soon as I went out to go to it, of course, it got skittish and ran right off. Well, I was just listening to a reader talking about that, how stray dogs and reference to like men, right, they get skittish and you can't don't go bringing them in and cleaning them up and all that because then once you do, they go right back out, they're straights through and through. And I thought that was funny just because I've had a lot of that lately, they sent me

6:10a stray cat, like three days in a row and then the stray dog. And I thought it was a similar message, I'm not sure if I put any of them out. But then hearing her say the same thing, I thought, oh, this is really funny. You know, she's reading it in cards, but I'm living it in real life. And so they'll work with you with whatever works best for you, however you're listening and tuning in. And I'm still not getting out of the point that I came on to say was I was like, oh, maybe you know, it is almost like, oh, well, now we're just reporters. Because we've, I've told you that before, sometimes it feels like he sits me down, he's like, until you're ready to play again, you can just report on it. Um, all right, I'm getting cheeky over here. Thanks so much for tuning in and listening. You can now purchase an audio journey with me using the link below.